i think i scared him

between me being upset at him, death with on my side & his, other issues, ughhhhhhhhh, i think i just kinda freaked out...he said my emotions yesterday are "like a rollercoaster"

...he stepped out to get some things last nite, i took off without saying goodbye. this is a nightmare, I am tired of being stressed & sad and angry and i wish things were back to how they were. How can I reverse things with my scorp?

ps. i know i can't, just ideas might help

but how can i hide my feelings, & how i can i keep myself levelheaded & undercontrol?

freaking outttttttttttttt

Earth sign inhibition is in process eh?

I also find it difficult to understand how people can step aside from their emotions and think "objectively". It's impossible.

Who says they can think this way, are liars.

I never take days off work, I think I'll have to leave early today, I feel SICK to my heart/stomach.

but how can i hide my feelings, & how i can i keep myself levelheaded & undercontrol?

Its a choice. We can be one or the other.If Im upset with my mr.scorpio I dont say anything right away. When I'm thinking clearly then I will approach him with the issue. One otherhand if he's got alot going on and doesn't want to talk he backs away from everyone including not answering his phone. Eventually he communicates about the problem and we can deal with it better. So, for me its about taking a couple steps back if Im not levelheaded or dont feel in control.

I left to try to cool my head, and maybe that he'd see that i am hurt, and well, maybe just i thot it was the best thing to do, i thot staying would make it worse...i couldn't even think straight around him

he was almost demanding me to talk, and i just got quiet and scared and shrunk like a little ball, i felt so helpless

Totally that's how I feel. I honestly didn't even know what to say, so when he stepped out & ran. Now what?!!!! I feel so small and stupid for allowing things to get to this.

jeez, your like my shrink! lol 😢 thanks for listening, i feel on the verge of mental illness, damm1t!

Oh u don't even know, or maybe u do? I feel like I've pushed myself too far, bottled too much and there will be irreversable damage!!! I wouldn't blame a guy for running then! Yes, relax 2nite, breathe deeply.

How long have you been with him? do you guys live together? If so, SPACE!...Give each other loads..

About 5 months now...and we are inseparable. We need to give each other more space to think better I think. I feel way better now. Left work & took an extra long lunch. 🙂 Scorp called me when I got back and in same breath we both said sorry. It was kinda nice, but d@mn, I keep forgetting how much work a relationship is!

Its great that you are inseperable..but I also think you should force yourself to be seperable..it will catch up with you..Space is best..Helps you focus..and miss each other..

😢 I know. All rightie, I need some slappin' around! lol

Maybe cut my feet off? Running sucks. Hold me back with a warm hug plz plzzzzzzzzz

Got one. 🙂