I'm awake today!

...am sad though, my ex (still a friend), 29, died of a fukking heart attack yesterday afternoon. TWENTY NINE!!!

Life sucks. 😢 Make sure the people u love, always know that u love them.

I am so sorry to hear that TG, Keep in mind he is in a better place.

I have always believe that we are on this earth for a purpose and once we serve that purpose it is time for us to go. I learn that at my brothers furneral when he passed 2 days after my 23 birthday and he was 25.

My prayers are with you, and I will mostly definitly say a prayer for his family to get through this hard time.

Yes, way too young...one of those guys that is always smiling and making sure everyone in the room is too.

Oh, m&mgem, my scorp was a pure piece of $ h1t yesterday. I am starting to think this rollercoaster relationship is more than just some bad times in our lives.

Yesterday I was tired but we went out anyways, it was ok, sat at a lounge. Then I got the phone call about my ex dropping dead a few hours earlier. So then soon after we leave to go to my place & I tell scorp what happened. He is nice at first & then is talking about going out & all I need is something close to me. Oh & he gets mad at me for being sad about my ex dying! Fukk, he was a friend!!! Should I pretend not to be sad when someone is dead & can't I cry when the man that's supposed to love me is walking out to do other things when I need him?!!

I went to bed, and he sat & talked to my roomate. I cried myself to sleep & he left. No goodbye. I feel sick to my stomach. Not even sure what to feel, sad, mad...

An only child too, & SUPER close to his family. HUNDREDS of friends.

SL, sorry about your brother, I know how much a big brother means.

TG you have a lot going on with your feelings right know. My suggestions would be to deal with the death of your close friend frist and deal with the Scorp later.

As a female scorpio when I hear that someone has passed it is hard for me to comfort people face to face, I say I am sorry to hear that and move on. I am already emotional and sensitive and can feel other peoples pain so I distance myself so not to get emotional, that could be what your scorp is doing.

I don't know what he is doing SL, feels like he doesn't think about how I'll feel, or doesn't care. When his dad died a couple of months ago, I would have NEVER have walked out when he was down. Sure, it's not my dad, oh, and worse, it's an ex, but feelings are feelings. Why be jealous over a dead man?

Right I feel you, why, that is men for you, I do believe that he feels for your pain he just don't know what to do. You might need to tell him what you need.

You know men are STUPID. LOL

You know when my brother passed it took me a week before I broke down. I was to busy holding the family up and being strong and keeping order. I can relate also.

Well, I just can't be with someone who can't be there for me when I need them. I can't.

😢 Sorry to hear that TG... gosh that's young. But the good news is that he's surely doing great, maybe even having a blast up there hmmmm

Just think that when someone dies, people usually cry for themselves because they're the ones who are sad BUT the person who passed is at peace and if they're looking down at you theyyyyyyy won't like seeing you so sad. Cheer up babe, we're all headed there anyway.

Thanks TC, how are you doing? Haven't seen u around.

Good good. Was in vegas for the weekend which was a nice break from my chaotic life these days lol Shoulda gone camping instead though... the weather is perfect for that right now.

Usually I'm home in our pasture board 🙂 Sometimes I'm here under the rock or taking a peek at the slutty virgins. Also frequent the shore with the crabs...

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I'm sorry to hear that 😢 but i'm sure he's smiling down on you & watching over you + he would wan't you to smile for him to i bet.kisses and lots of hugs for you!

I just couldn't cry when my sister passed away..I don't think I have been able to ever cry..wonder why that is..was it shock?