Open Relationship with a Scorpio (Page 2)

Hmmm...I pity.

I want a ciggy....waaaaaaaaaaah...Is there any wonder I am so ratty..

""Maybe because your pointless"

hehe..thats funny "

LOL....chime in.

I have Cap...its been 2 days now..LOL..Going well..But at the moment, I feel like killing someone

Valuable advice Cap. Do U booze/smoke ?

LOL..Its not so much as cravings after a meal..its when the head feels all jumbled up...Its the nicotine withdrawal..that little monster inside your head that needs to be fed its nicotine..My head feels like cotton wool at the moment..And I am extremely irritable..

and not able to quit ?...A clean life is so desirable.

So Cap..all the best for XL...put crack !

Its all in the mind anyway...once you train it into thinking those sticks are wretched, it won't allow you to pick one up...but alas its getting there..breaking the habit..

I swear Guru is on another bloody planet the way he speaks at times...Its almost as if he gets a thrill out of speaking his own language that no other sod understands!

Ohh...Mizz ..I was just trying to express my love for U. Nothing significant.

"put crack"

crack the exam.

Yeah nicotine is the worst enemy. U just have to hate it ...deeply !

Shut up with the sarcasm

"I know Gaurav would say i always agree with you MM but i seroiusly agree. "

I call it Voodoo.

"Shut up with the sarcasm"

As U prescribe...Her Highness.

"I call it Voodoo."

yeah in your sad sick world

LOL @ Cap...thats usually blings job..

Just not in the mood for it today...

Indeed they do!..

So have you completed the form yet or what?

I am not upset..just irritable because of the no smoking thing..after 3 days I am usually fine..the worst is over with by that time..

Scorp? I don't know..I haven't spoken to him..He came online briefly yesterday after I hadn't spoken to him for 4 days and said "not talking to me huh?"..I just said "nothing like that, from what I remember you weren't talking to anyone, so I am leaving you to it"...he talked for a bit but I just cannot be bothered..

"the conversation makes me feel nostalgic."

I am surprised it makes you feel anything..I think theres more chance of a response out of a brick wall in comparison to him!..

Theres just no need for it..How is one supposed to know what is going on, if you don't communicate..To be honest, I have enough things going on without the added hassle of trying to decipher him..So I am just getting on with my own life...

How long were you and Cap together for?

"yeah it does, it reminds me of the cap guy and our last days together.I had no patience to tolerate his such nonsense"

U survived how many break ups Cap ?

Cap ...I would never call anybody smitten ...stupid. If U cant help anybody ...at least dont be disparaging.

That soundz nice. But hey ...Why did U drift apart then ?

Hmmm...no going back ?

tata cap...take care.

will speak tomorrow on this ....bye.

Oh bye Cap..Was out at lunch...

Yeah guys and their stupid mood swings...Waste of space and energy

Bran...Guess U were para-dropped at the wrong place. This is Iraq.

Hi EG. How was your holiday?

Yes I have given up. I have lost weight and I don't like that..My appetite just vanishes completley..So I must give up..First 3 days are hardwork..I am ready to lamp someone!!!

Well done for still going strong..I have given up before for a year and half..

Thanks!..yeah patches do work but I don't need a substitute..I am going cold turkey..The nurse who issues the patches is only available monday mornings and well I'll be damned if I can actually get an appointment with her...

I need a drink thats all I can say!..

Why patches then ?

Marijuana ...Heroine..Cocaine ?

LOL..you know you can buy them on Ebay!...Good ol' Ebay..always there for your everyday needs...

I am not spending that much on patches though..The whole point is to save money (and health)!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggghhhh

"Cocaine ?"

Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...crave crave crave crave

Cap wud die of shock.

She's made of stronger stuff....

Boom Boom kertischhhhhhhhh

O yeah ...She will defend even that...I know... Bankrolled ..she is.

LOL...I need a substance of some kind...I think I might go for a beer after work today..something has to give..this is ridiculous..G did you feel like this too..wanting to punch the living daylights out of anyone in the near vicinity?

Go for beer ...But then U may lose control n pick up a stik again ?

My woes were more physical.....jaws contracted...stiff neck...felt giddy..😢

Yeah I am feeling giddy...but its more of a mental torture with me..I just want to lash out..

Deeeeep breaths..it'll pass..

"I don't want wrinkles"

LMAO...yes..your right..I don't give two hoots about the health..Its just that I don't want to age prematurely..I think its a tad too late to start worrying about that now!..damage already done..Botox it is then!..

Oh also..when I wasn't smoking, my energy levels were up..I was actually always happy and bouncing off walls!..

::sobs uncontrollably::

"Oh also..when I wasn't smoking, my energy levels were up..I was actually always happy and bouncing off walls!.."

One reason I quit- It was never meant to be like that.

I have regained that CONTROL !

I've been there already..and yes is a nice place....Hopefully will get there again this time around...Its as simple as not thinking about it...

oh by the way, Allen Carr died today..the anti smoking dude who's books and therapy actually worked

U shud do it Mizz....For me the reason was more spritual...moral 🙂

Oh?

Yeah ..am into this stuff....on n off.

Ok...well great if its a success...

Thank god the day is nearly over...what a pile of poo it was today!