stop the ride.....i wanna get off!

do you ever feel like this? like you can't be bothered to participate in life? not in the suicidal sense but don't you just wish everything would just fuck off some times? no concentration. no enthusiasm. an effort even to open your eyes and then a few days later, back to normal?

perhaps it's just hormonal? ladies....do you feel like an emotional fuck-up during certain phases of the moon or is this something even guys experience too?

how do you pull yourself out of it when you have no choice but to continue treading the treadmill.

I feel as if the life/death aspect of being a Scorpio (and female) has to do with this. When I'm going through the phase of death, I don't talk to anyone or go anywhere (with the exception of college and necessary places). It's just my crystals and I. It usually takes like, 3 weeks for me to behave normally, but during, it's hell.

I'm a spiritual person (not religious, though), so I meditate and whatnot. Ir you're going through this now, I wish you the best.

If* :s

Depends... What food are you bringing? ;b

Sounds like the depression Ive been going through. Life is/was colorless. No enthusiasm for anything. Crying daily. Feeling that life is just empty. Meds are starting to help. I hope its not the beginning signs of depression for you. Hang in there, RM.

Are you serious? I'm allergic to spaghetti. -_-
I HATE YOU. Beg for my forgiveness.
And she can, only if she knows the password.

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Are you serious? I'm allergic to spaghetti. -_-
I HATE YOU. Beg for my forgiveness.
And she can, only if she knows the password.

You mean you're allergic to wheat?

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I was being sarcastic by saying I was allergic to spaghetti in its entirety. 🙂

Still not convinced, trolly. I'll like you again when I see your work in action.

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Are you serious? I'm allergic to spaghetti. -_-
I HATE YOU. Beg for my forgiveness.
And she can, only if she knows the password.

You mean you're allergic to wheat?

I was being sarcastic by saying I was allergic to spaghetti in its entirety. 🙂

*GASP*
I've been had!
Stop the ride.... I wanna get off

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But the ride has just begun! Don't be a wuss.

But I don't now... So get to work! *whips back*

With what? A false assumption? 🙂

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LOL... @ that last bit. Satisfied from one whip, eh romino?

Haha, now we know who else enjoys pain. Naughty trolly.

I know what you mean,once in a while is ok as long as I bounce back 🙂

Yes! And I really feel that ALL people are just ridiculous! Like stop calling me and give me space. I have friends who get this, but my family, forget it....they are all like I was wondering when I was going to hear from you. How about NOT NOW or any time soon. I get that I'm in another state and all but do you understand why? Living 2,000 miles away from my nearest relative is why!! Geeze. Well, not quite, counting my fav aunt in Texas, but she understands me better than other family members.

I forgot to add that the boyfriend DOES NOT get it...although he,a VIRGO claims he understands when actually he only understand this mood swing I am going through when he goes through it too. We both are full of Scorpio/Virgo rising and moon signs...AGGGH!

You scorps totally have my full attn! I am constantly being told....do you ever stop smiling? Ok miss happy.....I hate you cause your always loving life, always so happy BUT for the last week ive been hiding out at home....im usually the social butterfly.....this last week I have been hiding in my cocoon....with my phone completely on silent for days....I dont feel like being f@# $ % d with......today someone called me out on it....what's wrong, your not yourself, I dont think ive ever seen your energy level so low?.....I said....well I dont know how to fake it & walked away! So unlike me...unless im f'd with....I have absolutely no reason! Whats goin on?!?!! Full moon or something?! I dont like it!

yeah....it's a proper case of what's happening during these times. it's not depression though cos i know i'll snap out of it but the mood is pretty dark and i don't wanna talk to anyone....so i switch my phone off like you guys although to be honest, i always use selective answering with the phone.

Rigo...this is true...not depression but definitely a funk! I very much soo need my cocoon time every now & then only to emerge fully energized & ready to go.....I actually enjoy my mee time but this lil miss moody gots to go!

nah....it's not me 😉

yeah, well i do believe that no matter how horrible you feel on the inside, it's best to force yourself to be happy on the outside. i'm generally a really up person. people don't think i'm stupid. they generally think i'm weird. i like it in my world on the whole though. just the odd day.....

nah...it's not medical, it's hormonal. i've had clinical depression before and that was not the same cos you have a real sense of there being no way out of how you feel whereas i know in a few days, i will feel fabulous again.

it just gets me how i know it will happen but everytime, it hits me as if from nowhere.

also, i think if you're in a bad frame of mind, it attracts bad things and that keeps you down for longer than if you adopt a positive outlook no matter how you're feeling.

it so sucks being female.

i have a similar look but i'm older. bit of photoshop, we could be twins, LOL.

ellybean: this is half my problem. i like my own company. i find it more therapeutic to be on my own when i'm feeling down rather than trying to rise above the office bullshit day-in, day-out.

Intrig: so very true! I once arrived to work & my associate said "why dont you go back home & wake up all over again on the wrong side of the bed like the rest of the world does?"......my only thought: Hater! Haha! Dont hate me cause im happy! (She has issues 😢 so I gave her a free pass!) Not everyone feels this way....I didnt use to! Sometimes it takes a real low to get you to your highs! Everyday you are blessed with life...its a happy one! Ive been on the "happy bus!" Haha! For years now! But for the last week .....uuuugh!

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ellybean: this is half my problem. i like my own company. i find it more therapeutic to be on my own when i'm feeling down rather than trying to rise above the office bullshit day-in, day-out.

......exactly!

Do many of you scorps feel this way? People close to me know when Im having a moment....I retreat, I stay to myself which is not a part of my everyday makeup.....im quiet, I dont feel like socializing (shocker)I need alot of alone time to get back to me..sometimes its a time of teflection, deep thinking, rest & relaxation& then im ready to go again....Only I can take me out pf this funk....it dont happen but when it does it almost feels like I needed the down time

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scorps seem to be fairly sensitive to the people in their environment and their projections..being seen as empathetic to the troubled masses probably doesn't help when you have sensory over load and want to be left alone. although not a scorp, i need alone time to mentally recharge from all the things that i intuit from other people..all the projections, insecurities, lies, phoniness, selfishness etc are instantly recognized..i listen to a lot of music and read quite a bit and that seems to help with what sometimes is pent up frustration

....yes! For not being a scorp! Music is my outlet! And yes I am 100% a people person but sometimes people can turn me off completely...yes! The fake the phony....uuugh! And the funny thing, we & most can see right through it?!.....my happy is just that...happy! And when its not......I stay to myself, cannot fake the funk! In good or bad times, not how im built. When im retreating......I run, I read, I meditate until im ready to get back on my
Favorite ride of all time......The Happy Bus!!!!

I feel like this a lot ,I just wish I can take a break and come back to live life. Sometimes I sleep the shit off. Mediate if I can focus. Sometimes I think of what I would love to do ,gear to my passions like art ,make jewelry,decor my home,shop, or even reading help. Also I write or blog that ship makes me feel good.

Whatever works but I truly believe & KNOW we ARE our pwn healers

i have an office persona which is totally different to the real me. at work, i'm quite loud and chatty although i work really hard and get shit done and cos of that, i'm respected. if i'm even slightly busy and concentrating or if i'm not feeling in the mood to slip on the mask, i get bombarded with questions as to whether i'm feeling ok and why i'm so quiet and it drives me crazy!!

so on some days, like today for example, i opt out altogether and work from home. i'm lucky to have that option but appreciate working at the office more as it's the only thing that prevents me from being a total recluse. i'm single and that's not a good place to be unless i wanna stay single, lol!

Rigo-sometimes single is lonely but peaceful and sometimes not single is the best & sometimes at the best you wanna pull your own hair out! Is this me? No! Its his fault 😉
Crazy scorpion girl 🙂