The X Factor (Page 2)

Dy,

Spoken like a true Virgo. LOL

Lol @ Dryst..He isn't no scorpchump. He's my baby from days gone by. Virguy is still in the picture, obviously keeping my options open..but I do love my scorpio baby..I always have. But trust me, virguy is still a very strong contender. He now wants to meet for lunch next week..oh what to do..He's going away for 6 weeks on holiday so he's extremely busy at work but he text me loads last night..and I spoke to him on msn. Never mind you writing that book, I think I need to write one of my own..It will be a bestseller..my life has more twists and turns than the pepsi max rollercoaster..

But its fun...

How are you and Debs and the baby making process?

MM,

If you write a book, I'd sure buy it so you got my vote for that.

Now, I'll put my two cents in here. Do go out to lunch with the Virgo guy. Do not let the chance slip away. Since he's going to be gone for 6 weeks, make him happy to spend some time with you. Use that Scorpion charm into his dreams. Boy, what an imagination I'm suddenly having between yesterday and today. I think being around doctors have gotten me really thing, LOL. I just have got meet some nice guy soon.

See, I'm not even typing correctly. What I meant to say is " I think being around doctors have gotten me really thinking". Something has really come over me is all I can say.

Good, I am glad...hope it keeps coming over you!..Who knows there might even be a Virgo doctor..lol

I will be going to lunch with Virgo guy...no harm in doing so...he's sweet as pie..

Oh, I'm sure there are plenty of Virgo doctors. I don't know what has come over me regarding Virgos. I've never had any interest in them before. Had one Virgo over 10 years ago, but I found him a bit pesty with calling me 5 times a day. It's only this year I've grown so fond of those darn Virgo. They can be like a curse in a way because once you get one you never forget them. That's what's so darn irritating. Even though the Virgo from 10 years ago I found pesty, I've never forgotten him either. Every year when his birthday comes around which is on September 7th, he's on my mind. Unfortunately, I had two Virgos on my mind this year both on the 7th and the 8th. I tried to call the Virgo from over 10 years ago, in August but he didn't answer. I also sent a text but he never responded. I wonder if he's still peeved with me for telling him to back off all those years ago. He wanted me so badly and I couldn't have cared less as I only saw him as a friend. I was never mean to him either but I never was interested in him romantically. Mind you he comes from a wealthy family also. Now I know how he felt because karma smacked me right back regarding the present Virgo. Unfortunately, the present Virgo is of the immature ones. I really have learnt my lesson. Also I've been very unlucky regarding the present Virgo. In one of the text messages I sent the present Virgo a few weeks ago, I wrote he reminded me of a song called "Amazing" by Aerosmith. Now just hearing the title would maybe make someone think I think the present Virgo is amazing. If you read the lyrics it's not the case. I love the chorus of that song as it's so true. If you haven't read the lyrics, I could write them here if you like. Just let me know.

Although pies aren't always sweet..they are mostly savoury...

Sweet like chocolate...sweet like chooooclate...

Yeah, Virgos can be very sweet. That's the problem because they know how to subtley get to you.

PM,

You are so sweet. It figures why I think you are great. You're born on the same day as the Virgo I have had trouble letting go of. I'm getting there as I have no choice. I don't want to give up but he's leaving me no choice. However, I think he's playing a game with me too.

You asked about his and mine horoscope:
His:
Ascendant = Scorpio
Sun = Virgo
Moon = Pisces
Venus = Libra
Mars = Libra

Myself:
Ascendent = Libra
Sun = Aquarius
Moon = Leo
Venus = Aries
Mars = Capricorn

It's taken me weeks to finally give up as I don't like quitting on anything. Regarding this Virgo I just have to. However, he has said once before he always comes back. I don't understand that logic at all. Also I'm not a play thing for him either.

PM,

OMG, I can't believe how right you are. He is very confused and he's said so himself. He's called me numerous times drunk which I've never dealt with before. Never had a guy drunk call me ever so it was all new territory for me. What I did was let him talk and I'd talk to him like normal. I'm always nice with him. The last time him and I spoke, he told me there were a lot of sick things about him. When I asked for him to elaborate, he wouldn't. Yes, he does get depressed very easily. I, on the other hand, am very happy go lucky. When he was feeling down, I'd bring him up so he wouldn't be so down on himself. He didn't he always like my positivity but that is something he always knew I was. My problem was I was too good of a friend to him. I was too available to him. When he needed to talk, I'd listen. He and I would have regular contact with each other. When he started to pull away in July is when I felt something wasn't right. Instead of telling me if anything is wrong, he says nothing is wrong. I asked him if he had a problem with me and he said absolutely not. His behavior makes no sense. Unfortunately, he was able to weasel is way into my soul. This is why it's taken so darn long to get him out of there. He's very down and always says negative things about himself. It was very draining always being the positive one (which I am) but sometimes I'd also need to talk about things and he just wasn't available. I've lashed out at him with text messages in July and August since when I call he doesn't answer. Wrote he wouldn't be hearing from me ever again which I did mean. I got no response. It feels like he's made of steel with no feelings at all. Then when his birthday was on the 8th, I woke up and decided to send him a text wishing him a happy birthday. Didn't hear from him all day. Then at 4.27 in the morning on the 9th my cell phone rings. I'm positive it was him since it said "Private number" in my mobile display. I didn't answer him for the first time ever. None of my friends would be so rude to call at such an hour. Last Monday I did clear the air with him sending him a text saying I'm still his friend for ever. Friends are there for each other in good and bad times. Still nothing. He completely ignores me which has been hurtful. This is why I feel he's playing games with me. He knows if I don't hear from him within a few weeks, I take contact with him. Therefore he hasn't had to really do anything. Now, I've decided to break the cycle.

"can i get ur planetary info...with full degrees?
i wanna know other planets aswell...especially..pluto n saturn..."

Where do I find that?

Where do I find that info?

Okay. I've gone to Astro.com before and filled in the info a while ago. I just never looked further down. Let's see. I'm going to clip and paste now. Hope it goes alright.

Him:
PLANETARY POSITIONSplanet sign degree
Sun Virgo 15?54'40 in house 10
Moon Pisces 15?01'24 in house 4
Mercury Libra 7?50'45 in house 11
Venus Libra 8?15'26 in house 11
Mars Libra 9?49'16 in house 11
Jupiter Gemini 0?59'42 in house 7
Saturn Leo 11?37'31 in house 9
Uranus Scorpio 4?29'24 in house 12
Neptune Sagittarius 11?16'11 in house 2
Pluto Libra 10?35'42 in house 11
True Node Scorpio 4?29'03 in house 12

HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)Ascendant Scorpio 10?26'49
2nd House Sagittarius 7?56'53
3rd House Capricorn 19?55'33
Imum Coeli Pisces 5?50'44
5th House Aries 6?33'47
6th House Aries 26?32'40
Descendant Taurus 10?26'49
8th House Gemini 7?56'53
9th House Cancer 19?55'33
Medium Coeli Virgo 5?50'44
11th House Libra 6?33'47
12th House Libra 26?32'40

Myself:
PLANETARY POSITIONSplanet sign degree
Sun Aquarius 15?13'53 in house 4
Moon Leo 15?16'50 in house 10
Mercury Capricorn 21?01'31 in house 3
Venus Aries 1?47'54 in house 6
Mars Capricorn 25?53'51 end of house 3
Jupiter Taurus 21?50'00 end of house 7
Saturn Leo 13?17'40 in house 10
Uranus Scorpio 11?44'09 in house 1
Neptune Sagittarius 15?39'20 in house 2
Pluto Libra 14?05'12 in house 12
True Node Libra 27?05'13 in house 1
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.

HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)Ascendant Libra 24?17'53
2nd House Scorpio 22?06'13
3rd House Sagittarius 23?59'34
Imum Coeli Capricorn 28?35'22
5th House Pisces 1?51'41
6th House Aries 0?37'11
Descendant Aries 24?17'53
8th House Taurus 22?06'13
9th House Gemini 23?59'34
Medium Coeli Cancer 28?35'22
11th House Virgo 1?51'41
12th House Libra 0?37'11

Hey, it seems to have worked. I have no idea what any of these means at all. Could you elaborate?

Mystical waits in excitement for what comes next.

I'm very confused to say the least. My head says to let him go, move on and be smart. I don't need this heartache. My heart says to hang on because he's really a good guy. He's just going through a stage now. He's also said everyone disappears on him. I promised him, he could always rely on me. Looking back that wasn't the smartest thing to promise because it looks like he took advantage of the situation. He reached out to me and I dislike walking away from him. I guess all I can do is just leave him be. What's been bothering me is that I haven't gotten the closure regarding him. It's like things are up in the air. When things are over with, it's great to have the ending and then move on. I'm moving on without the ending in sight because I don't know what the problem is.

Sorry, I seemed have been writing when you posted. I'm sorry for the plunder about that. When you say his combo isn't very pretty, what does that mean? Also when you say he will drown me with himself, could you be a little more specific? As I already feel drained.

You see, he's told me not to fall in love with him because it wouldn't be any good. He says there are so many things wrong about him. I just don't understand why he doesn't see the good in himself. He really doesn't know how much he's gotten to me at all. It's been like torture this silent game of his. Do you think it's possible he knows he wasn't any good for me? You Virgos are so smart with being subtle. I mean, I just don't understand why he would push a good thing away and let me go. I've been extremely sad regarding him because of his actions. I've had him on my mind so much. Finally, I'm getting him out slowly. This is why I love the song "Amazing" by Aerosmith. It explains so much to me. Have you heard that song? I just love the lyrics, especially the chorus.

See it as a blessing in disguise..you soooo want to reach out for him and all he's doing is pushing you away...just try to focus on that..you don't need that much negativity.

Yeah, I guess it is a blessing in disguise. Just difficult to let go. I am, however, reluctantly doing so because I have to keep my sanity. I find it absolutely amazing how pluto''s muse was able to tell that there was so much negativity in his chart. I thought I was crazy because I'm a positive person which he didn't always like. I've started to believe this craziest with the Virgo guy is a preparation for something new and better in store. You know you have to go through the crap to get to the good stuff. Well, I've been through hell so the only way is up now. It's just get to be.

Yazz comes to mind..the only way is up..baby...for you and me now....lol..

I didn't realise you liked him that much!..Don't give up reluctantly, you will never be able to give up. Give up wholeheartedly..thats the only way. Make a list of pros and cons..the guy hasn't bought you any happiness since you met him, surely that rings enough bells..

MM,
"Yazz comes to mind..the only way is up..baby...for you and me now....lol.."

Very true statement. I remember when that song came out. I liked it immediately which was around 1989. A cool song. Well, that is going to be my anthem now.

Yeah, I really DO like him. That is why it's been so difficult to let go. Oddly enough, I didn't even realized how much I did, until he did MIA (remember cappy men). It was only then I figured how much he'd grown on me. As stated, I do have to give up. Right now, I'm doing it reluctantly, but with time I'll look back and see that I, eventually, did it wholeheartedly. You know the strangest thing is if I made a list of the pros and cons, right now, there would be more cons because I'm so mad at him for acting like an ass. I do have to look at though as I've kept my dignity intact. Like two statements that have opened my eyes are:
"With the blink of an eye you finally see the light"
"When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright"

Things will get better. I'm going to live in positivity and not look back.

Thats m'gal...

Blink - the power of thinking without thinking..
Have you read that book?..its very good..Malcolm Gladwell..

I've never heard of that book. I wonder if it's available here in Norway.

Yeah, my positivity will become the champion again. I've been sad for way too long. It's time for a change. Got too many other things going on for him to bring me down. Maybe that's why he went away. He and I are on different paths in life. His is into partying and being immature. Mine is to become a nurse (I'll be done next year as an RN) and have family with some kids.

Aww...aint that just soooo cute

**wipes tear**

MM,

I didn't mean to make you cry. That wasn't my intention at all. Can you believe Virgo guy walked away from a nursing student who will be an RN next year? It still astonishes me how stupid he's being. Anyhow, life will turn out the way it does. My day will come and it will be grand. Can't wait.

PM,

On the 8th of what? I asked you a few questions earlier, did you see them? On page 8, think.

PM,

Thank you so much for your response. You know when you are going through a situation, you don't think clearly or see the problems. Strange as it may seem, but during the whole time I've known him, I didn't feel drained by him whatsoever even though he would look down upon himself. I'd bring him up and it was my pleasure. I never like to see anyone in pain. If I'm able to take the pain away I'll gladly do it. I thought I was doing such a great job but it looks like I wasn't. It wasn't until the communication from his side completely stopped that I started to feel drained. During the situation I felt fine and thought things were good. In reality I was stupid thinking I could help him. He doesn't want anybody's help and he's even told me so. Then I figured I'd be the best friend he could ever have. The one he could take to about anything which he did and I followed through with being patient with him. That doesn't seem to have worked well at all either. I've been emotionally drained only because he's ignoring me and I don't even know the reason. To be told there are a lot of sick things about him is no excuse to cut someone out of their life, in my opinion.

I'm still his friend whatever good that will do now. I don't know about him anymore. I'm always friends with someone until they cut way too deep. He's done that now. Maybe that was his intention. He's always been so afraid of getting hurt even though I told him I'd never hurt him. I guess he wanted to hurt me to gain some control or whatever. Well, he succeeded. He hurt me. I'm a survivor though and nothing keeps me down for long.

No, my birthday isn't on the 8th of Feb. but the 3rd. Does that have any impact on anything? Or is it only for the 8th of Feb?

Mystical - "I didn't mean to make you cry. That wasn't my intention at all."

LOL..sorry thats british humour!..I was just joking..

Mystical - "I'm still his friend whatever good that will do now. I don't know about him anymore. I'm always friends with someone until they cut way too deep."

That will soon change as well..Trust me. If your anything like me, then you'll forget they even existed. Maybe thats just a scorpio thing.

mm so how are you and mr scorp doing?

Hey..LSR

Yeah we are cool thanks. I haven't seen him properly since Sunday, but he has been phoning every day. My heart yearns when I am not near him. But I am remaining all calm and not getting all carried away with it.

Yesterday during the day, he was asking for a kiss on the phone and I wouldn't give in..so in the evening I was on the way to my friends house for dinner and thought I would drop by his house on the way back and give him a surprise and kiss..even if its just for 2 minutes..lol..He must've read my thoughts because as I was thinking that, the phone rings and he says "hey babe, I just phoned up to give you a kiss"..So I said..I was going to do one better and actually give you a real kiss instead of virtual..he didn't believe me so I said watch..and then once I finished the dinner at my friends, dropped by his house, he came out (he's quite ill at the moment) and we just sat in the car and talked for 2 hours..while he held my hand etc..we went for a quick drink in the car...god he's adorable..so then we kissed...but he said not too passionately because i won't be held responsible for my actions!..lol..then I got home and phoned him cos he wnated to know whether I got home safely...He said..damn you woman, why did you have to come and see me..now I want you here in my arms, I want to hug you and press you up real close..so we talked for about 15 minutes and then bid good night..

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

Yes yes...you can all go puke!!!

Call number 5 of the day...

**sigh**