What does this Scorpio want? (Page 2)

Posted by Scorpvenus
Part 2-The way he sees it

To him you are someone who is to —enjoyed?? for the short term without emotional investment because that is what you originally told him you wanted.

If you were to tell him you want more

He knows you well by now (yes scorps can read another like an open book, your guard up doesn't matter) and also knows that you are casual, light-hearted and unsure about emotional investment towards anyone in the long term.

Hence, even if you tell him you want —more?? he will find it hard to believe you actually want it.

For a scorp,giving more =investing emotions.

He will not put himself out there and be vulnerable to getting hurt by investing emotions in a person who is not 100% sure that she wants a long term relationship.

Period.

Yup.. I realize everything I could have done "wrong", I did.
Live and learn, right?
I'm leaning towards the 'walk away' choice. Yes I will lose a friend but it is what it is.

Update: I've thought about this in great depth. I've gone over our conversations, actions, etc. and I've even made a couple of pro/con lists.

I came to two conclusions: 1. I fell for him, hard. I'm naive & inexperienced in the 'love' department so I didn't really see it coming. I've only fallen hard like this one other time & that resulted in a two decade relationship/marriage. I can honestly say I can count on one hand the number of males that have even caught my attention. This would not be a problem for me if he felt the same. I'd dive in head first and live happily ever after. However, my mistakes have outlined his view of me. That brings me to my next conclusion ..

I mean little/nothing to him except for someone to pass his time or play with. As much as I don't want to, I can accept that. I will always regret the mistakes I've made with him (saying in beginning I don't ever want relationship again, having sex, being the buddy) but I can't change any of them. I do not want to come across like one of his groupies bringing him cupcakes to his job but I'll be honest, wish it was my cupcakes that he bragged (to me) about. But, that's the jealous (also new for me) in me coming out. I believe I'm more than cupcakes and giggles and drooling. We could have been amazing together... If he wanted me "like that"...

So, no more hanging out, texting nonstop, etc... It's a loss I feel but better now than later. I will be a bit wiser should I get close to someone again.

Sigh...