Another Question for the bulls

I didn't mean to do it. I was just scared and needed time to myself. But I truly miss him and I'm not sure what to do anymore. I mean I didn't to do hurt his feelings. I just wish he would understand.me. I'm not the type of girl to disspear forever that's why I came back. I didn't just make that decision just because he kind of caused that. He wanted to do it with me again I said no. When I tried to call him the next day he hung up on me without even giving me a chance to say anything. it was as if he didnt' care about me anymore.

it doesnt right...I don't understand him. Then I tried to call him last week but he was asleep and I also left him messages to tell him about how I felt about the whole thing and he ignored me and I'm so hurt because I'm so confused.

But I just want to know if he's going to come back. I really miss him. His bday is coming up and I"m not sure if I should call him or not. I even had a gift for him. Now I'm not sure if I should give it to him or not.

how can anyone tell you if he is going to come back? bulls take a long time to decide things so maybe he is deciding whether he wants to come back or not. i would call him and say happy birthday to him. maybe you should send him a card.

I was thinking of doing that. I'm just afraid that he wont respond to me. Then i'll feel like a damn fool

you'll feel like a fool for sending someone that you care about a birthday card? so what if he doesnt respond, it wont be because you werent polite, sweet, and cordial, thats for sure. you dont send people stuff or do stuff for people just to see what you will get back. you do it because you genuinely care. dont send him a card if you have expectations for him

I want to wish him a happy birthday because it is a special day for him. But I don't want him to take that for granted. Anyhting that I do, especially for someone who I truly care about, it comes from the heart.

good! he'll notice. my bull notices all the little things that i do. once when he swore up and down that he wasnt sick and wouldnt hear of taking any medicine or going to the doctor, i sent him a get well card and a cup of soup. he was super touched and felt good about it.

He'll notice if he's a nice bull.

yea he noticed when I use to send him little sweet messages. He acted like he didn't see them but one time he was like 'awww Always a sweatheart"

Alright can we get back to my problems here?

i suppose. He's driving me up the wall though. Never felt this way about anyone. WTH

lol i mean it was my first time, and we didn't go all the way because I was hurting. But I can tell that he knows what he's doing. So damn sensuallll. I love it 😄

lmao, could be a mixed of both but isn't that what sex is all about. or I wouldn't know now would I?

I'm not really sure what I enjoyed, probably just the fact that I was with him and he stopped when I asked him to.

Well he's not contacting me. What else could it mean

well he knew i was a virgin. Doesn't that say enough

I was in agony and he had a hard time gettin it in there.

well even if i wasnt which I am, he would know that I'm not promiscuous

lol how do I know... well because it says sent when the message was sent. When the person reads it, it says read

He probably wouldnt' know that i knew he read it. But he still didn't respond

lol thanx for trying to 'understand'

Yes... But my question is do u think that it would work.

I don't know. I would just say: "Hey, I was just calling to wish you a happy birthday" I'll just start from there.

no I"m not looking for anything. I mean if it gets to that point I won't mind. But I just like spending time with him.

Because I don't usually talk about my business in the open like that

But he just makes me feel different. I've never felt this way about a guy before.

yea... I don't know. He's just a sweetheart and a gentlemen of course minus his little tempers. Every now and then

lol. It's not that serious folks

thank you for making me laugh. he's driving me up the wall. The only reason why he has that power over me is because I care so much about him

and it makes me mad that he doesnt see that

Well do you think the fact that we had sex changed everything. In other words i gave him the milk before a commitment

yea it is because i care about him. I cant control the way i feel you know

yea maybe. I dont know why though. Its not i'm playing with his emotions. I'm just taking my time. only reason why i allowed it to happen is because I felt ready you know. I don't understand him

I never said I didn't want a commitment. i do want a commitment.

But I don't want to force it on him. I remember in the beginning he told me that he was looking for love. I neve told him but in my mind I'm looking for the same thing to. I only look for love. and the only reason why i didnt tell him is because i didnt want to push him away

I only said that to act tough. But come on I'm a girl. Girls only look for love. Well some do

Well it's too late to tell him now isnt it

I mean... I dont know. I even had a card and a gift for his birthday too which basically explained how I felt. NOw I dont know if I should give it to him or not

I'm not usually that open with my feelings. And me telling him that I'm looking for love. Damn that's like putting my heart out there with no protection

u think i'm crazy don't u

So i may be over exaggerating, but the point is. I told him enough

What are you so confused about

yup I suppose

didn't know a guy could be so damn complicated. My God

lol what do you mean

ok avoiding is one thing. Never getting back to me EVER is another

What are you his advocate

Well thank you for wishin me luck. Such a sweetheart. yes you are *pinches cheeks*

i c. interesting. Thats good. Ok he is on now and i am soooo tempted to say hi, but not sure if he'll care actually

lol

should I. what if he doesn't respond AGAIN