Anxiety & NO sleep (Page 2)

"I wish my x lover would see the same thing...but not jus the outside but the inside too...I really wish he would stop this b*tter and come around to my way of thinkin...
I"m missin him too bad lately..and he knows as i have told him...but unfortunately he thinks i'm lyin to him about how i feel...haven't fingered out y yet...."
it's tough sometimes... when i first started seeing my last serious ex i would have done anything and everything for her, but as soon as i let in complacency it was only magnified by my own insecurities and wound up in a very unstable place and relationship. towards the end i still cared about her, but my own pride was what stood in the way of anything meaningful, possibly her own pride too
i dunno, it hurts, but i havn't seriously looked back... i think i was finally able to realize that we were just too different, our ideas of romance and affection were just too seperate...

its not that we are differ...he is jus stubborn as hell and probably scared...

we get along great and have a lot in common...the only thing is after five months he is tryin to say he lied to me and didn't mean anything he said....i know he is lyin...taurus' don't say anything they don't mean....i figure he is scared...or is it wishfull thinkin—??

You guys are all weird right now. Crystaltears, I did get your email, I will respond, too tired. blank right now.

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where are you guys? talk to meeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm still here.....i think.....

i have a heartbeat in my back right now, i think it's the t3's

How many did you take——

i hope what your supposed to take and thats it....

i am trying to OD, actually.

took 3, relax! gawd, i need a nap

lol...don't do that....what would i do without ya——

i wish i could jus lay down and take a nap...but thats not happin...

i need a beer!!!! mayb a few beers....tomorrow nite i plan on gettin dead drunk off my rump.....gotta celebrate another yr older and still alone in my life....grrrrrr....THIS SUCKS

another bday alone!!!!!!

group cuddle? hehe

Hey have you heard from cancerboy—? lately—?

awwww...thats a good thought...love group cuddles...but the only thing is i think we are the only two gonna b in the cuddle!!!!

everyone else ran....they are playin hide an seek and i'm too tired to go lookin for them.....

ya he called me mon to say i shouldn't be a stranger, and talked about nothing.
Then called yesterday wanting to talk, and i had had a few drinks so i kinda exploded saying i'm confused i'm sad i don't know what to do

then my phone disconnected (cell) and 20 min he called, but ignored it cuz i thot now wasn't a good time to talk.

i really don't know if i can handle more heartache...but i am losing sleep since he's been gone 😢

haha. too tired to bother too. we cuddle, i'm sure they'll wanna join us 😉

lol....

i'm sorry that your heartache is the same as mine....i don't wish this upon anyone!!!

thats y i'm losin sleep too...i found that music is relaxing sometimes...

I wish i could fix it for you... cuz if i could i would ....

woops! that was also me-- i'm out of messages 😢

plz plz keep the clothes on.....

i think my x lover is confused like you tg....

jus lay your head on my shoulder and cry all you want....things will work out—?

thats what i keep tellin myself...

My friend admitted that he slept with 150 women so far. He have written all their names on the paper.

it's true, i have and do.

Where did you come from, sagitTAUries ?!!

I think I finally feel normal today. The sun is coming out, it's friday, I'm spending the weekend on the farm...things will turn out. They always do, right?

have a good weekend girlie....😉

and things will turn out...*HUGS AND KISSES*

Eww. I'm bad person. The girl that I've met newly, almost lost half of her brain. But she liked it.

Leave it to a sag to want to take thier clothes off.LOL

LOL....too funny sag....

we all took your clothes and hid them somewhere...hehe...LOL

i tol you to keep your clothes on!!!!!!🙂~

awwww....i would help you out ...but like i said b4, i'm a restless soul as it is...

and i'm not tellin where your clothes are...lol

can i join you, hunny?

i'm finally back from my religeon-infested farm weekend, where i grew up on. i am guzzling a moosehead beer to feel normal again! lol ...i am a very well fed taurean though 🙂

missed y'all

Glad your back tg...glad you had fun!!!

its good to hear your feelin normal again...wish i could say the same...

tanky tanky sag....all i did was get drunk sat nite...wooo hooooo!!!
at least i stayed home and out of trouble...lol

well i woke up sunday morning, with the beer i had for breakfast, & it was good so i had one more, for desert...gotta love Johnny Cash

cry/tears, misssssssssed you

"!!welcome back should i pull out the sofa sleeper? "

Dude, you are the least one who came here. Get on the queue damn it!!!

g morning! I wish I would've known about the sofa sleeper. I dreamt about huge siamese dogs who were attached by their hind legs as well as their tails. They had mutated faces and were attacking me while I was driving some kick ass harley.
Then I went to some public pool where this girl was a lesbien and trying to get me in the steam room. weirdddddddddd!!!

ok, so in keeping with the theme, well I can say I slept damn good. YAY! 🙂

Ok dude, she's yours. She's nutz.

missed you too tg...sooooo glad your back

what a strange dream!!!!!

The only dreams i have are the ones where i am actually talkin to my x lover!!!I have had like three of them so far....

hey haffy hunney, hehe, I AM NOT NUTZ!!! That's what hanging out on the farm does to a person! lol

Ok Saggitarius boy, go back to your queue.

if that is what hangin out on a farm does to someone, then point me in the right direction....I'M READY....LOL....

it's the FUNNY FARM!!! lol hahaha hahah huh? hahahha what's going on? hahahahhahahah

nuttin...i'm soooooooo bored..
LOL....their comin to take me away haha.....

"FUNNY FARM"

The last time when I heard about FUNNY FARM was in porn movie.

this is a porn movie, no? dammit!!!

LOL TG!

Your sexual hunger is terrifying me🙂

hey did i miss something—??

what porn—??where——....plz no torture!!!

There is no fun without torture🙂

At least a little bit.

I am so super late

BUT

Haffo, that was NOT funny at all...I would have taken offense!

WELCOME SagiTAUrias...

Hope you are feeling much better today TG and CT (By the way, you are HOT! Your ex is stupid!)

Cancerlady

All hail the beauties of DXP!

tanky tanky CL....

but people make mistakes...he will regret...

but where did everyone go—?......