Anxiety & NO sleep

This has been growing on me in the last few weeks with a constant sinking feeling and I don't know why.

I HATE IT!!! Is it just that time of year or what?!! How are you guys doing?

I have it all the time...but its not the time of the yr for it for me...I'm totally hatein life right now and wish all would jus go away....

Know xactly how you feel!!!!!

I missed you! Ya, I'm kinda hating life now too. Little bit searching, little confused, little bit of change (not good for the taureans!) and my superclose sis is moving across country in 3 days for a year.

Just too much on the mind. I like things the way they should be, somewhat in my control. BUT, that is not life. K, we gotta keep each other positive!

Hey TaurusG.

I really like your new pic! What a cute girl...

CL

I missed you too...I sent you an email...

i'm sorry to hear about your sis ...but mayb this is better for her??...

tryin to stay positive is very hard right now...as you will read in my email....
BUT i will try!!!!

CrytstalTears...

What's wrong? Same drama as before?

I hope things get better for the both of you sometimes life's like that

http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb008_ZSYYYYYYYYUS' target='_blank'>

CL

" I really like your new pic! What a cute girl..."

Yea she looks cute. But totally wild beneth that.

Shutup Haff!

CL, thanks, I actually look like my dad. hehe
I like your pic too, very exotic. Can't wait for the baby pics! Why don't more people post their pics?!!!

They are lame lame lame!

I'm trying to scan pics of my ultrasound, but you have about 6 months until the real deal...

Yup,Im cheap.Does anyone know how those disposable digitals work?Ya know,do they just plug into the computer or is it one of the cd things after they're developed?Those ones maybe I will be willing to pay for.Again nice pics.

i never used them, but i think you can get regular 35mm developed and digitized at target (probably other places too)
it might wind up being cheaper, plus you have both hard prints and digital copies

another night with only 2 hours of sleep.....i can't toss & turn anymore, g dammit!!! 😢

i did the same d-mn thing last nite!!!!!

not jus the same ole drama, but have other worries too....

o yea tg, i like your pic too....and urs too cl...

if i don't get some sleep sooon i'm gonna go nuts!!!!!!

btw...i'll try and post a pic today for you all...

"btw...i'll try and post a pic today for you all..."

Who is that lil fat b***ch? 🙂🙂

Haff,
No one asked for your comment on that pic...i'm bar far not fat...if your tryin to give me a complex...IT IS NOT WORKIN...that was not funny at all....I don't need anyone else bringin me even further down....i have enough trouble tryin to eat and sleep without you addin to it!!!!!!

Crystal. haff called me a cow and you fat...maybe just maybe, he's a fat cow?!!lol
BTW, damnnnnnnnnnnn you're hot. What's that ex loser of yours thinking?!!

I am for real developing some serious insomnia. It really sucks, I feel out of it at work, don't want coffee, can't sleep, toooooo tired and some serious migraine is taking composure in my brain today. Yipeeeeee

Calm down Crystal. I was just joking... (Don't you see the smilies?)

LOL...mayb your right...mayb he is a fat cow...hehe

tanky tanky...I have no clue what he is thinkin...I wish I did...would love to slap him upside his head...but you know, bulls are stubborn...

INSOMNIA.....what a lovely word!!!...Is that wwe have—...I think you should take something for that migrane b4 it gets too bad...I have been thinkin about gettin some sleeping pills to make me sleep at nite....too much more of this and i'll b in the hospital on the looney floor!!!!!.....😉

Well haff, considering the circumstances right now....i guess i'm jus not in a jokin mood but i will try harder to get there...sorry...

"Well haff, considering the circumstances right now....i guess i'm jus not in a jokin mood but i will try harder to get there...sorry..."

That why joke is used for. To tell it in unexpected way. That way you can lighten up. Would it be any effect if you expected it?

your right ... i'm sorry ....

I just took a bunch of T-3's. Maybe that will help. Hey, when you're tired, things just aren't funny! Well, maybe once you reach the legally insane level of insomnia! I can't wait to be there.hahahahhahahaha 🙂

Really, 😢

Hey haff, cheer us up? plz plz

"Hey haff, cheer us up? plz plz"

Ugh..That wasn't passionate enough...

I'm almost there!!!!....When does it stop—?...

To much on the brain makes for a dull lil girlie girl....

TG, did you get my email—?

How much passion do you want with that question—

HOw about cheers us up or we will come and kick some aZZ——....LOL

"How much passion do you want with that question—"

What about big big PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ?

" HOw about cheers us up or we will come and kick some aZZ——....LOL"

Yea. I already can see how TG is charging on the monitor. Poor poor monitor...

Lmao

PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ—?

TG is your moniter broke yet—?...

I guess she is. Or why it would take that long to reply?

she's thinkin...i can see the steam comin out of her ears....

LOL!

I guess the time has come to dress up the mathadore clothes.

Oh, I can't belive that she's toying with us like that...

"That why joke is used for. To tell it in unexpected way. That way you can lighten up. Would it be any effect if you expected it?"
dude, you're not funny and in fact come off as a desperate loser. if you have to explain 4 times that you are joking, then it's pretty safe to assume that it's not a joke no matter what your intentions were. calling any girl fat is the biggest no-no on the planet, by the way.

VENIS BABY!!!!

how are you—? good morn....

tanky tanky venus....ur a darlin.....

"BTW, damnnnnnnnnnnn you're hot. What's that ex loser of yours thinking?!!"
wow i just saw your pic too! have to agree {blush} can we let haffo keep thinking you are a "fat b**ch"? 😛
i'm good, but it looks like we've all got some insomnia lately 😢 im just gonna rest my head on the keybaordd forr a littlel..k,,mmmmmmmmm,,n zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzznzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzxxxxxxxxxxx

Venus:

No. This is my usual way of explaining myself. Means exaggerating.

drama queen? i think you're the only fat bitch here 😉

Whom you are talking to?

hey relax, i was just joking buddy 🙂

see the smilies? 😉

I know you joking, I'm just confused to "whom".

i think it's pretty obvious, champ

tanky tanky...and yes we can leave him to think that...LOL...

your in the same boat too—.....did you bring your oars—....its a long ride

haff...

its all in good fun i would think isn't it—

I wish my x lover would see the same thing...but not jus the outside but the inside too...I really wish he would stop this sh*t and come around to my way of thinkin...
I"m missin him too bad lately..and he knows as i have told him...but unfortunately he thinks i'm lyin to him about how i feel...haven't fingered out y yet....

shucks, i brought my pillows and blanket....anybody wanna cuddle up? 🙂

if i thought i could lay still long enough and sleep i would but i seem to b a restless soul right now