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I don't think I'm picking fights wisely but help :/
Posted by EtherealTravelerdude that's not nice.
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?
Posted by AerialViewI realized ๐ข Which is why I feel remorse despite using such methods, I feel like she robbed my happiness from me, I don't feel complete anymore as a result. I've been rather lonely emotionally and I need to get intimate, it was only I talked to her that I realized my needs.Posted by EtherealTravelerdude that's not nice.
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?click to expand
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Posted by EtherealTravelernah dude you'll be alright. just control that pisces moon lol.Posted by AerialViewI realized ๐ข Which is why I feel remorse despite using such methods, I feel like she robbed my happiness from me, I don't feel complete anymore as a result. I've been rather lonely emotionally and I need to get intimate, it was only I talked to her that I realized my needs.Posted by EtherealTravelerdude that's not nice.
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?click to expand
Posted by EtherealTravelerPosted by AerialViewI realized ๐ข Which is why I feel remorse despite using such methods, I feel like she robbed my happiness from me, I don't feel complete anymore as a result. I've been rather lonely emotionally and I need to get intimate, it was only I talked to her that I realized my needs.Posted by EtherealTravelerdude that's not nice.
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?click to expand
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It's obvious you realize you did wrong. Because you felt hurt you aren't entitled to hurt others.
You better stop now, or shit will get bigger and worse.
You posted nude pictures of her?
Dude, just stop. You went way too far. Time to pull back and admit you were completely wrong to do what you did and drop the whole thing. There's stubborn, then there's stupid (and just plain bad).
You lied to her in the first place, right? You should've taken it on the chin when that all hit the fan and just let it go.
Dude, just stop. You went way too far. Time to pull back and admit you were completely wrong to do what you did and drop the whole thing. There's stubborn, then there's stupid (and just plain bad).
You lied to her in the first place, right? You should've taken it on the chin when that all hit the fan and just let it go.
@Etheral,
You're a fraud.
....and a phony who takes no accountability for his actions.
....Making you a 'scary' fraud.
Your problem isn't astrological, you need a therapist.
You're a fraud.
....and a phony who takes no accountability for his actions.
....Making you a 'scary' fraud.
Your problem isn't astrological, you need a therapist.
Posted by ShadowcatA very loose orb, yes.Posted by EtherealTraveler
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?
The foundation of the relationship is broken. Go no contact. Stop posting her shit online. Just back off and leave her be.
Does your pluto square your moon too?
Regardless, what's done is done. Us venus-pluto natives need to have self control or we'll end of hurting the people close to us. View this as a learning experience, and back away.
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You catfished her. When she found out she was upset. You punished her for being upset.
That you enjoy hurting her is a disturbing matter. Leave her alone and look into speaking to someone about why you felt the need to do this.
That you enjoy hurting her is a disturbing matter. Leave her alone and look into speaking to someone about why you felt the need to do this.
Posted by ShadowcatOrb 7 I think, and if I remember correctly, anything outside of orb 8 is not considered an aspect anymore.Posted by EtherealTravelerHow loose is loose?Posted by ShadowcatA very loose orb, yes.Posted by EtherealTraveler
I'm a Cap sun/asc/mercury, Pisces moon/mars, Sag venus/pluto. My pluto conjuncts my venus and squares mars, making me having a degree of Scorpio traits in love.
The person I'm going to talk about is rather Taurus dominant, and has mars in 8th house, making her just as deadly.
I recently found myself entering an emotional affair with a young girl of 20 years old. She's the sweetest person you could possibly met, and we spent hours and hours talking to each other everyday because we're so interested in others, we even confessed our feelings to each other, but we can't date because we both have complicated backgrounds.
She told me her secrets and so did I. Everything went along finely until I decided to weave lies; lies that make this affair even more like a fairy tale as well as making her happy.
She found out later on, and we had an argument of three days. I decided to be honest with all my lies, that I wasn't what she think I am (I used a different identity for a long time and I met her with that identity), she got even more upset and concluded that I'm not the same person as the "love of her life", despite the messages are all by me. She accused me of being a liar, manipulator, and all I do is to hurt and destroy.
She calmed down days later and gave me a chance to be friends with me again, but I already felt distant, apart and hurt. I don't feel that excitement when I see her, but more of fear and detachment, I suddenly felt how judgmental she is and how she can just pretend I never lied so I can keep on feeling loved.
I lashed out at her about my frustrations, and we have yet another huge argument, and since she was part of the group I'm in and I'm in a higher position than her, I banned her swiftly. She made a new group and was basically copying what I did. It felt like war.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
I don't know anymore. I want to hurt her yet I feel remorse. Help?
The foundation of the relationship is broken. Go no contact. Stop posting her shit online. Just back off and leave her be.
Does your pluto square your moon too?
Regardless, what's done is done. Us venus-pluto natives need to have self control or we'll end of hurting the people close to us. View this as a learning experience, and back away.
click to expand
So just to clarify...
You catfished her. She got angry at you catfishing her and now your angry that she got angry.
Dude open your eyes.
You catfished her. She got angry at you catfishing her and now your angry that she got angry.
Dude open your eyes.
Posted by EtherealTravelerThe only sex your gonna have is sex you pay for if this is how you treat the women in your life.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups.
Posted by LadyNeptuneIm pretty sure posting intimate photos without permission is illegal isn't it?Posted by EtherealTravelerThe only sex your gonna have is sex you pay for if this is how you treat the women in your life.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups.click to expand
Posted by jeaneIllegal and morally gross.Posted by LadyNeptuneIm pretty sure posting intimate photos without permission is illegal isn't it?Posted by EtherealTravelerThe only sex your gonna have is sex you pay for if this is how you treat the women in your life.
So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups.click to expand
Dude says he wants intimacy but then take the intimate photos she shares and makes them public. Ummmm...??
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So I decided to abuse the information she gave me, such as intimate pictures she gave me (a nude) and her secrets and posted it in different groups. She responded by having people spy on me and tried to gain information based on my trust to them. I dispatched them all. Many of our friends also tried to stop the drama but it didn't work as both of us, especially me, is determined and stubborn about making each other suffer.
Although this happened and I stood strong, I felt a sense of emptiness and pain and remorse. I don't want to push her to insanity and hurt her like what I'm doing right now, but yet I get even more angry when I see her name pop up in my screen again. Both of us are unwilling to block each other, though she is ignoring my messages.
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