I need help

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Find someone and beat their ass!
Someone who deserves it*************

Not just any random poor bastard off the street cause that's kinda dick. But find some worthless piece of shit and let em have it. If the thought of jail scares you, play Paintball, not as satisfying as giving your arms a workout, but it's safe and you don't go to jail for it. I recommend Face and Groin shots, I personally find myself giggling in an evil matter when I am doing it. 😉
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Posted by busyeyes88
I don't control it.... The the lava just flows whilst the volcano erupts. RUN AND HIDE if you can... Is the only advice I can give... The ONLY person I have really hone apeshite on is ex sag.. Now I have to avoid FB... Enuff said.
Yeah I'm something like that.


I have a fire Mars so unlike, for example, water Mars who will take it and wait until the right moment to strike, my reactions are pretty much immediate. Impulsive. Let it out on spot and get over it just as quickly.

However, when the situation demands me to keep my "cool", I am able to control myself, but I'll have to let it out in private. As weird as it might sound to someone who doesn't have a highly afflicted Mars, I yell like a total nutcase or hit something to let it out. Nowdays, I even do it on purpose because it really helps me. It's like it frees me from those downright violent urges puts me in a hippy-like state of mind. I don't ever feel the need to bring it up again and I usually feel stupid for getting pissed in the first place. I begin to see the triviality of the matter.
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Posted by AbbyNormal
gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I ate a pot brownie once. I thought it was a regular brownie, one of my old friends gave it to me but after a little bit I started feeling like I had a fever then I started having really dumb ideas and then the munchies set in. Those fuckers were laughing at me cause I was totally gone.

Eventually we made it to a seven eleven and I got two apple fritters, can of pringles, can of cheese, a banana, and some chocolate syrup and I just mashed all that shit together and went to town It sounds so disgusting but it was so fucking good! Then I got kicked out after drinking straight from the fountain dispenser.

Truth be told I I actually had three brownies, looking back I should have known something was up cause my friends kept looking at each other and grinning. pricks. Worst part about the experience was the paranoia, and at one point the spinning.
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I don't control it.... The the lava just flows whilst the volcano erupts. RUN AND HIDE if you can... Is the only advice I can give... The ONLY person I have really hone apeshite on is ex sag.. Now I have to avoid FB... Enuff said.
Yeah I'm something like that.


I have a fire Mars so unlike, for example, water Mars who will take it and wait until the right moment to strike, my reactions are pretty much immediate. Impulsive. Let it out on spot and get over it just as quickly.

However, when the situation demands me to keep my "cool", I am able to control myself, but I'll have to let it out in private. As weird as it might sound to someone who doesn't have a highly afflicted Mars, I yell like a total nutcase or hit something to let it out. Nowdays, I even do it on purpose because it really helps me. It's like it frees me from those downright violent urges puts me in a hippy-like state of mind. I don't ever feel the need to bring it up again and I usually feel stupid for getting pissed in the first place. I begin to see the triviality of the matter.
I have a Leo rising leo moon and Mars in Taurus... I am a walking volcano or a bomb waiting to go off!!! explosive ��'�
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I have 3 Mars in Taurus friends that I know of (all Gemini Suns) and I've never seen them explode. Ever. One of them is a total confrontation-avoiding machine actually. You can do whatever you want with him and he'll just go "it's ok 🙂". Never seen him even raise his voice. Can't take even the slightest hint of disharmony without playing the peacemaker. Guess it really takes a lot to set a Mars in Taurus going.
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Posted by mysteriousTaurus
Taurus sun here. I'm currently going through a huge rage episode, my air sign friend pissed me off. Now I am losing control. I want to do very bad things... I probably shouldn't even elaborate. But I am feeling VERY violent.

Fellow tauruses, how do u control yourself when u get into one of our infamous rages — Pls help
Meditation....Key for me in life. I have gotten into episodes like this. Its really bad...I think when we finally lose our temper, we sorta lose control and will take huge risks at that point. The worst part is how that energy feels in your body though. I had some issues with my Sag's ex husband a couple years ago, and I was slipping into a rage. Before I did anything stupid, I did several long sessions of meditation and it totally eliminated the anger.....I was shocked how, still at my age, that anger can completely take over....

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Posted by AbbyNormal
gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I have been going through a ton of stuff lately, and I've started smoking pot. Haven't since college days....

I like it...the only problem is I like it too much. I'm not sure its good for my Taurean nature bc I want to indulge and smoke every night....It makes me really mellow, but I get really lazy too....

Everything is so much better on weed though - music, movies, food, etc.



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I have 3 Mars in Taurus friends that I know of (all Gemini Suns) and I've never seen them explode. Ever. One of them is a total confrontation-avoiding machine actually. You can do whatever you want with him and he'll just go "it's ok 🙂". Never seen him even raise his voice. Can't take even the slightest hint of disharmony without playing the peacemaker. Guess it really takes a lot to set a Mars in Taurus going.
Those are usually the people with the worst tempers once they explode. Libras I know are like that - always very peaceful and agreeable. But if you've ever actually seen a Libra finally get to that point where they lose their temper, its really bad.
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I have 3 Mars in Taurus friends that I know of (all Gemini Suns) and I've never seen them explode. Ever. One of them is a total confrontation-avoiding machine actually. You can do whatever you want with him and he'll just go "it's ok 🙂". Never seen him even raise his voice. Can't take even the slightest hint of disharmony without playing the peacemaker. Guess it really takes a lot to set a Mars in Taurus going.
Those are usually the people with the worst tempers once they explode. Libras I know are like that - always very peaceful and agreeable. But if you've ever actually seen a Libra finally get to that point where they lose their temper, its really bad.
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I've seen my Libra best friend explode. He's a Cap Mars and what sets him blazing is someone mentioning how little he's done in life. And yeah, it's pretty horrible. He told me he almost got physically violent with his mom once. Which I've always found astrologically strange because literally the only two negative aspects he has are Moon square Neptune and Moon square Mars. Everything else is smooth sailing.
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Posted by mysteriousTaurus
i honestly feel sweet and sour to all my friends, like the commercial with sour patch kids. first im sour and then im sweet, or first in sweet and then im sour.

its because of my explosive taurus sun with mars in leo, but then my stupid peaceful and loving libra rising makes me so nice sometimes, and i come off as passive aggressive, oopsy 😢
I have Leo Mars too. Take up some form of combat training, or some type of extremely physical hobby....You need to express that energy somehow, or it will definitely manifest in outbursts. The only time I really feel at peace and truly happy is when I'm sparring, lifting weights, running, etc.....That's the only way I can really even cope with all the bullshit life puts in front of me....
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Yes i go to the gym 4 to 5 days a week and i love running or swimming and tanning, that helps with the urge to kill someone every now and then. but i totally agree with you, since we a fire mars, it makes us impulsive and ready to fight right then and there, i find that there is nothing that will stop me from doing or saying anything once i am angry beyond control, people are just going to have to deal with it and love us the way we are. take it or leave it, i cant control myself sometimes. im sure everyone is like that from time to time.
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i honestly feel sweet and sour to all my friends, like the commercial with sour patch kids. first im sour and then im sweet, or first in sweet and then im sour.

its because of my explosive taurus sun with mars in leo, but then my stupid peaceful and loving libra rising makes me so nice sometimes, and i come off as passive aggressive, oopsy 😢
I have Leo Mars too. Take up some form of combat training, or some type of extremely physical hobby....You need to express that energy somehow, or it will definitely manifest in outbursts. The only time I really feel at peace and truly happy is when I'm sparring, lifting weights, running, etc.....That's the only way I can really even cope with all the bullshit life puts in front of me....
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Another Leo Mars here and I second this. It's a physical Mars. You need to get physical in some way to get rid of frustration.
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gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I ate a pot brownie once. I thought it was a regular brownie, one of my old friends gave it to me but after a little bit I started feeling like I had a fever then I started having really dumb ideas and then the munchies set in. Those fuckers were laughing at me cause I was totally gone.

Eventually we made it to a seven eleven and I got two apple fritters, can of pringles, can of cheese, a banana, and some chocolate syrup and I just mashed all that shit together and went to town It sounds so disgusting but it was so fucking good! Then I got kicked out after drinking straight from the fountain dispenser.

Truth be told I I actually had three brownies, looking back I should have known something was up cause my friends kept looking at each other and grinning. pricks. Worst part about the experience was the paranoia, and at one point the spinning.
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duuuuude fuck those dudes. edibles are no joke! they are unlike smoking pot and can really get you baked. funny reaction tho... i figured with 3 brownies you'd probably face plant into a mountain of pringles, bananas, cheese, and other rotten delicious munchie food lol im sure you slept well after tho 😉 now that i work in "the industry" i take pot dosage very seriously. the wonders pot can do for people but the various strains and routes of administration should be consulted with someone knowledgeable before use. some strains can really jack you up and cause panic and anxiety in some. other strains can just knock you out. some have NO psychoactive effect! it's amazing
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gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I have been going through a ton of stuff lately, and I've started smoking pot. Haven't since college days....

I like it...the only problem is I like it too much. I'm not sure its good for my Taurean nature bc I want to indulge and smoke every night....It makes me really mellow, but I get really lazy too....

Everything is so much better on weed though - music, movies, food, etc.



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If you are afraid of becoming lazy, try a sativa in the daytime and an indica for bedtime. i enjoy a balanced hybrid most of time honestly for the benefits of both worlds. if you live in a state with legal pot, you can enjoy the full benefits it has to offer i believe. imi made the transition and now work in a cannabis collective and i couldnt be happier.
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@Theatrum. I think it is because it is mixed with my fire placements and I also have mercury in aries.
I have Merc in Aries...I say the most blunt/rude things sometimes to the people I'm most comfortable with. I always feel they are true though...lol
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merc in aries here too. with gemini moon yikes! ive had to learn to censor myself more over time but if you KNOW me, you will hear some crazy ass shit come out of my mouth on the regular lol
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gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I ate a pot brownie once. I thought it was a regular brownie, one of my old friends gave it to me but after a little bit I started feeling like I had a fever then I started having really dumb ideas and then the munchies set in. Those fuckers were laughing at me cause I was totally gone.

Eventually we made it to a seven eleven and I got two apple fritters, can of pringles, can of cheese, a banana, and some chocolate syrup and I just mashed all that shit together and went to town It sounds so disgusting but it was so fucking good! Then I got kicked out after drinking straight from the fountain dispenser.

Truth be told I I actually had three brownies, looking back I should have known something was up cause my friends kept looking at each other and grinning. pricks. Worst part about the experience was the paranoia, and at one point the spinning.
Food again. I get the impression that all you do in life is sit, eat and talk about food!!
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Well, I also take pictures of my food and upload them to the net! This my dinner tonight, Pork fried Rice mixed with Sweet N Sour and Potstickers! 😉



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gotta get it out somehow. therapeutically i hope. but being physical and wearing yourself out might be good. or pot. i like pot. lol
I ate a pot brownie once. I thought it was a regular brownie, one of my old friends gave it to me but after a little bit I started feeling like I had a fever then I started having really dumb ideas and then the munchies set in. Those fuckers were laughing at me cause I was totally gone.

Eventually we made it to a seven eleven and I got two apple fritters, can of pringles, can of cheese, a banana, and some chocolate syrup and I just mashed all that shit together and went to town It sounds so disgusting but it was so fucking good! Then I got kicked out after drinking straight from the fountain dispenser.

Truth be told I I actually had three brownies, looking back I should have known something was up cause my friends kept looking at each other and grinning. pricks. Worst part about the experience was the paranoia, and at one point the spinning.
duuuuude fuck those dudes. edibles are no joke! they are unlike smoking pot and can really get you baked. funny reaction tho... i figured with 3 brownies you'd probably face plant into a mountain of pringles, bananas, cheese, and other rotten delicious munchie food lol im sure you slept well after tho 😉 now that i work in "the industry" i take pot dosage very seriously. the wonders pot can do for people but the various strains and routes of administration should be consulted with someone knowledgeable before use. some strains can really jack you up and cause panic and anxiety in some. other strains can just knock you out. some have NO psychoactive effect! it's amazing
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Yeah that was my first time being high, all my friends had been doing pot for years but I never partook. I was told afterward that it was to "loosen" me up. Unfortunately there's some embarrassing pix n video of me circulating out there somewhere. I was baked and did some really stupid shit. Fuckin Scorpios.