Scorpio Female Wondering WTH? (Novel) (Page 4)

@Busy- I can't wait for the day I meet my prince charming, but where shall I seek... That is the question. Or since I just don't go out because I am working alot( it's not fair)..Eventually I need to get out of my rut and change work schedules that benefit in me giving time, energy, effort, and dedication.) As much as I guess I will enjoy the life of the solo for a while.

I mean it took me four years to get over my first bad break up, but I was okay because I jumped into college that distracted me. Did I sit back and wonder what I could of done differently not really because I tried everything in my power at a young age to make it work...Nah I am who I am and I have always be the strong, realistic, and know what I am searching for type .

It damaged my heart, soul, and mind of others. Lets just face the facts is that all the signs I meet are the ones that open up without emotions, go with the flow, and don't have tons of expectations really.. Which if I never been hurt in the past. I wouldn't either really.. I know what I want if I see it.. I just get that instant physical attraction on majority of the ones I meet and that I am not necessarily looking for just that completely..

But since I met a Taurus male I had to look back some and reevaluate a few things on myself. Everyone lies so why do I get irriated and turned off by it..Little things just get to me like you must have a job, and a place of your own..I am sure little things get on their nerves..Like always wanting to know what direction we are going? And always getting just go with the flow. Lol

Posted by busyeyes88
What happens now TLS? Are you truly over it or will it live within you till death?

I'm not over it at all. In fact, when I start to get over it, some encounter happens EVERY SINGLE TIME that brings it back into focus. I don't know what the future holds. I truly hope I can get over it because its not fair to my Sag. There is a morbidly loyal part of me that wants to hold the feelings for her in my heart forever,and that does seem to be the way things will go, but even this sort of disgusts me. As a Venus in Gem, I always thought I could pull it off, but I have found that if you keep a Scorpio in a part of your heart, she will slowly and strategically expand her territory until she is the Queen of the land...lol. And if you try to push her out, she seems to swiftly go to war - a war that has really high costs...lol. They are ambitious/determined infectious little creatures.