Pear Faced Karen
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So last night I was thinking about the "Fatherhood" video (by Worldcorp) that I posted in Wizard's thread. It's a shame that voat.com was taken down because it was a great resource for Pizzagate research/evidence. Comet Ping Pong and John Podesta/Hillary Clinton were undeniably sus publishing pedo jokes, brandishing pedo graffiti on their toilet stall walls, and having/showing weird ass art including a baby's diapered ass and a Dahmer victim statue. The Fatherhood video featured the same strobe lighting as they use at Comet Ping Pong and Podestas nickname Skippy. I looked into this video again and found a reddit post from someone on r/worldcorp stating that footage from three of the videos looked the same as videos he had seen on Hurt2thecore.onion. that got me looking into the story of Matthew Graham, the 21 year old who lived with his parents and was running Pedo Empire allegedly for no profit. He said he "was not aroused by hurtcore" but thought those who were deserved a platform. Bullshit! Why lie when you're spending your life in prison regardless lord. I guess so he doesn't go out like Jeffrey Dahmer. Interestingly 2 others who created tons of content for Hurt2thecore, including the Daisy's Destruction guy, were also Australians. Also they said that Matthew Graham ("Lux") looked super innocent for his crimes, but he looks exactly like a channer to me. Lots of them are well-off, privileged and gifted young white men, hence their God complexes. I never liked anyone with the last name Graham lol
The saddest thing is that detectives knew Lux's address, but not which Graham was the culprit. They showed up expecting the dad to be guilty since he was a 50 year old who excelled as a mechanic, and Lux demonstrated the savvy and wisdom of someone with age and experience. Turned out Daddy Graham was a real sweetheart who was crushed by the news
Then I found this weird pick-me old woman who hangs out on the darkweb for fun (Eileen Ormsby) who's super into the drug trade on there. I then discovered that Archetyp marketplace that I had used '21-'22 was seized like weeks ago. Good thing I stopped using it 😰 I probably lost like $ 8 in xmr on there lol. Someone asked Ormsby if there's any good reason to go on the darkweb if you're not into minors, snuff or drugs, and she said that it's good for tin foil hat people worried about big government/illuminati surveillance on the clearweb & for letter agencies and other top-secret groups to hold meetings. Id wager that the conspirators are using it as an excuse, same with many who sing the praises of crypto as a secure way to exchange currency internationally between 2 individuals without gov surveillance. Like what do you really need to do that for xD also anyone who orders mail-order drugs internationally is an imbecile
So then I wondered if there were still like human meat cookbooks on the darkweb, couldn't find any on hiddenwiki so checked out /b/ since they often have .onion threads. Then I found that thread about whether women like sex as much as men. The responses were mixed. Most said women require emotional connection to feel safe enough, which is a far cry from my days on /b/ in '14-'15 when women were lustful roasties and coal burners who road the cock carousel in their 20s then cried victim when they're single and childless post-wall. Someone actually said that they wish every woman would proposition strangers for sex. I think the younger generations are more reserved than millennials bc chan culture leaked to normieweb so much. Men on reddit still say that if a woman's body count is over 20 she's worthless and would be better off slaughtered.
Anyway, half the guys were saying theyve had super horny gfs who were sopping 24/7 and needing pantyliners (I'm guessing Libras 😂) & that women have better, longer, full-body orgasms. My only full body orgasm was my first one when I was 18 (not from sex) & also my first morning with COVID, the body shudders felt orgasmic lol. I fap too much. Men on there also said women are too lazy and stupid to explore their bodies enough to maximize sexual pleasure
Anyway, the post that got me thinking said "No, women enjoy sex less bc men can't use dick access as a bargaining tool". Real. Also anytime someone says a woman used a man for cock, I usually assume they really meant "attention & validation"
I've met lots of men who act like they're not huge fans of sex, but they'll get pissed if they show up to hang out and I say I'm on my period or something. And they dump me for being too insecure and awkward, then they keep buttering me up for sex as long as possible. Then years after no contact since I slept with them before they pop up in my dms professing their feelings bc their roster dried up. I never do the same to men I dumped
The saddest thing is that detectives knew Lux's address, but not which Graham was the culprit. They showed up expecting the dad to be guilty since he was a 50 year old who excelled as a mechanic, and Lux demonstrated the savvy and wisdom of someone with age and experience. Turned out Daddy Graham was a real sweetheart who was crushed by the news
Then I found this weird pick-me old woman who hangs out on the darkweb for fun (Eileen Ormsby) who's super into the drug trade on there. I then discovered that Archetyp marketplace that I had used '21-'22 was seized like weeks ago. Good thing I stopped using it 😰 I probably lost like $ 8 in xmr on there lol. Someone asked Ormsby if there's any good reason to go on the darkweb if you're not into minors, snuff or drugs, and she said that it's good for tin foil hat people worried about big government/illuminati surveillance on the clearweb & for letter agencies and other top-secret groups to hold meetings. Id wager that the conspirators are using it as an excuse, same with many who sing the praises of crypto as a secure way to exchange currency internationally between 2 individuals without gov surveillance. Like what do you really need to do that for xD also anyone who orders mail-order drugs internationally is an imbecile
So then I wondered if there were still like human meat cookbooks on the darkweb, couldn't find any on hiddenwiki so checked out /b/ since they often have .onion threads. Then I found that thread about whether women like sex as much as men. The responses were mixed. Most said women require emotional connection to feel safe enough, which is a far cry from my days on /b/ in '14-'15 when women were lustful roasties and coal burners who road the cock carousel in their 20s then cried victim when they're single and childless post-wall. Someone actually said that they wish every woman would proposition strangers for sex. I think the younger generations are more reserved than millennials bc chan culture leaked to normieweb so much. Men on reddit still say that if a woman's body count is over 20 she's worthless and would be better off slaughtered.
Anyway, half the guys were saying theyve had super horny gfs who were sopping 24/7 and needing pantyliners (I'm guessing Libras 😂) & that women have better, longer, full-body orgasms. My only full body orgasm was my first one when I was 18 (not from sex) & also my first morning with COVID, the body shudders felt orgasmic lol. I fap too much. Men on there also said women are too lazy and stupid to explore their bodies enough to maximize sexual pleasure
Anyway, the post that got me thinking said "No, women enjoy sex less bc men can't use dick access as a bargaining tool". Real. Also anytime someone says a woman used a man for cock, I usually assume they really meant "attention & validation"
I've met lots of men who act like they're not huge fans of sex, but they'll get pissed if they show up to hang out and I say I'm on my period or something. And they dump me for being too insecure and awkward, then they keep buttering me up for sex as long as possible. Then years after no contact since I slept with them before they pop up in my dms professing their feelings bc their roster dried up. I never do the same to men I dumped
Anyway, usually after the first time I always fall in love and want to be together but sex becomes a chore. Partially because it's less fulfilling than fapping and often downright unpleasant (or endurable at best), partially because men become meaner after sex. It's a sick joke that ppl will ask me if I fucked my beta orbiters bc had I actually put out, they wouldn't be obsessed with me.
I routinely hear im super tight and fit into hot-crazy desirability, but after sex men will start avoiding eye contact and in person talking, and will insinuate that I'm facially mid and will check out other women in my face and sing their exes praises. Huge part of why I hate sex. I've also noticed on the few occasions that I agreed to sleep with someone who dumped me after years have passed, they sexually torture me like they've been harboring resentment when it was amicable before and they just dumped me for another woman or bc I'm insecure and clingy?? Like one guy chomped the fuck out of my clit and labia, it was horrible
I routinely hear im super tight and fit into hot-crazy desirability, but after sex men will start avoiding eye contact and in person talking, and will insinuate that I'm facially mid and will check out other women in my face and sing their exes praises. Huge part of why I hate sex. I've also noticed on the few occasions that I agreed to sleep with someone who dumped me after years have passed, they sexually torture me like they've been harboring resentment when it was amicable before and they just dumped me for another woman or bc I'm insecure and clingy?? Like one guy chomped the fuck out of my clit and labia, it was horrible
I forgot to say, i still lust for my partners after the first time but only within the safety of self-pleasure. Usually remembering them coughing lmao or fantasizing about them gently making love to a third wheel in our relationship suffering from bronchitis
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
Posted by Moon4
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
Posted by Moon4Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Moon4I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
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I agree,
Men are like little boys that still wants approval from women or even men like you said / basically anyone at this point at least that's what I've noticed with the men around me. Men wants to feel specialclick to expand
Very true, they lead lonely lives under lots of social pressure
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Moon4
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.click to expand
That's true. I always get compliments from the gays. Very flattering. I had image issues most of my life even tho I was pretty good looking (might still be)
Mostly cause girls would play their game and I was totally oblivious to it.
When I finally learned the game, I just played them back. Most girls that really like you will ignore you and try to lure you in cause of the insecurity
But the power lies with the fact that women need men much more desperately than men need women.
Like women actually need more, men just need the sex to survive. Doesn't mean men can't benefit from love or emotions but sex is the basic mission.
Learning I have that advantage is very calming and it's what the incels lack. Something in their brain burned that synapse probably with trauma.
Posted by FuelAirPropellantPosted by MidAtBestPosted by Moon4I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
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That's true. I always get compliments from the gays. Very flattering. I had image issues most of my life even tho I was pretty good looking (might still be)
Mostly cause girls would play their game and I was totally oblivious to it.
When I finally learned the game, I just played them back. Most girls that really like you will ignore you and try to lure you in cause of the insecurity
But the power lies with the fact that women need men much more desperately than men need women.
Like women actually need more, men just need the sex to survive. Doesn't mean men can't benefit from love or emotions but sex is the basic mission.
Learning I have that advantage is very calming and it's what the incels lack. Something in their brain burned that synapse probably with trauma.
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Yeah I love men, they have god-tier personalities and are often handy. They say women live longer without a man and I tend to be content single, but almost always I'm "talking" to someone and it fulfills the need for companionship. I'm very lucky to have great male family members who help with handiwork since I date douchebags who'd rather leave such a request on "delivered"
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by FuelAirPropellantPosted by MidAtBestThat's true. I always get compliments from the gays. Very flattering. I had image issues most of my life even tho I was pretty good looking (might still be)Posted by Moon4I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
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Mostly cause girls would play their game and I was totally oblivious to it.
When I finally learned the game, I just played them back. Most girls that really like you will ignore you and try to lure you in cause of the insecurity
But the power lies with the fact that women need men much more desperately than men need women.
Like women actually need more, men just need the sex to survive. Doesn't mean men can't benefit from love or emotions but sex is the basic mission.
Learning I have that advantage is very calming and it's what the incels lack. Something in their brain burned that synapse probably with trauma.
click to expand
Yeah I love men, they have god-tier personalities and are often handy. They say women live longer without a man and I tend to be content single, but almost always I'm "talking" to someone and it fulfills the need for companionship. I'm very lucky to have great male family members who help with handiwork since I date douchebags who'd rather leave such a request on "delivered"click to expand
I love women but I don't trust them much. Sometimes I wish I didn't have the sexual desire as it makes you go into love battles (I believe sex is basically like a symbolic act of war, siege penetration)
Verbal intercourse is a thing tho, quite fulfilling but not totally.
Posted by FuelAirPropellantPosted by MidAtBestPosted by FuelAirPropellantYeah I love men, they have god-tier personalities and are often handy. They say women live longer without a man and I tend to be content single, but almost always I'm "talking" to someone and it fulfills the need for companionship. I'm very lucky to have great male family members who help with handiwork since I date douchebags who'd rather leave such a request on "delivered"Posted by MidAtBestThat's true. I always get compliments from the gays. Very flattering. I had image issues most of my life even tho I was pretty good looking (might still be)Posted by Moon4I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
click to expand
Mostly cause girls would play their game and I was totally oblivious to it.
When I finally learned the game, I just played them back. Most girls that really like you will ignore you and try to lure you in cause of the insecurity
But the power lies with the fact that women need men much more desperately than men need women.
Like women actually need more, men just need the sex to survive. Doesn't mean men can't benefit from love or emotions but sex is the basic mission.
Learning I have that advantage is very calming and it's what the incels lack. Something in their brain burned that synapse probably with trauma.
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I love women but I don't trust them much. Sometimes I wish I didn't have the sexual desire as it makes you go into love battles (I believe sex is basically like a symbolic act of war, siege penetration)
Verbal intercourse is a thing tho, quite fulfilling but not totally.click to expand
Did you have an old username? Brilliant metaphors
But like look at adverts. For women it's a shampoo or yogurt that makes you feel orgasmic. For men it's action-oriented
Men want the action of sex, the feelings beyond direct sexual pleasure aren't so much of a priority. Women want that too but sensuality is way more important.
Candles, aromas, oils - all that stuff is vastly consumed by women more than men
What's more enjoyable, driving a rally car or relaxing in a lagoon? I don't know if men or women enjoy sex more but they do enjoy it differently (generally speaking)
Men want the action of sex, the feelings beyond direct sexual pleasure aren't so much of a priority. Women want that too but sensuality is way more important.
Candles, aromas, oils - all that stuff is vastly consumed by women more than men
What's more enjoyable, driving a rally car or relaxing in a lagoon? I don't know if men or women enjoy sex more but they do enjoy it differently (generally speaking)
Posted by ThatWoman
Your background story, I'm not sure I can relate.. for some unknown (even to myself) I chuckled though...
But to me,
I sex for many reasons.. stress release, physical pleasure, probably bonding but not sure..
I rarely initiated but when it is served to me, I must enjoy it and even it wasn't pleasurable at first (maybe coz I was sleeping when the guy initiated, or was not in the mood, or tired or whatever else), I still found ways to pull up and make myself wet and felt his dick pressing, shoving and throbbing inside of me and the climax reached.
Even of he is in, I still have the control over my body.
I like it though when he served it hard and fast, oh that's really NICE! When he served it
If I hadn't put my effort too, he wouldn't felt the muscles Coz tbh I can control the sensations I choose.
Coz when we sex, we must pull it together!
Emotionally? I'm not very aware of. Coz my moon cancer is in the 8th house LOL
Aneema you're such a character xD do you remember me? But you're right, I'm definitely complaining about things within my realm of control & it's my responsibility to do my part to make sex enjoyable. I hope that the examples you gave of "when it was enjoyable at first" aren't fawn response to SA :/ or Stockholm syndrome. But anyway this is a prime example of thringe huh. 😘
Posted by FuelAirPropellantPosted by MidAtBestPosted by FuelAirPropellantYeah I love men, they have god-tier personalities and are often handy. They say women live longer without a man and I tend to be content single, but almost always I'm "talking" to someone and it fulfills the need for companionship. I'm very lucky to have great male family members who help with handiwork since I date douchebags who'd rather leave such a request on "delivered"Posted by MidAtBestThat's true. I always get compliments from the gays. Very flattering. I had image issues most of my life even tho I was pretty good looking (might still be)Posted by Moon4I think women want to be desired sexually by the opposite sex. We all know how bedrooms die after marriage, unless she snags a trophy who she would do or be anything to keep.
Men want success, women sex.
I used to fap too much too, try nofap for mental clarity
I feel like men are more flattered when they're attractive to gay or bi men lol because we know how picky those guys are and because men have such a strong brotherhood compared to women.
click to expand
Mostly cause girls would play their game and I was totally oblivious to it.
When I finally learned the game, I just played them back. Most girls that really like you will ignore you and try to lure you in cause of the insecurity
But the power lies with the fact that women need men much more desperately than men need women.
Like women actually need more, men just need the sex to survive. Doesn't mean men can't benefit from love or emotions but sex is the basic mission.
Learning I have that advantage is very calming and it's what the incels lack. Something in their brain burned that synapse probably with trauma.
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I love women but I don't trust them much. Sometimes I wish I didn't have the sexual desire as it makes you go into love battles (I believe sex is basically like a symbolic act of war, siege penetration)
Verbal intercourse is a thing tho, quite fulfilling but not totally.click to expand
Pry tell, in which sign is your Mercury?
Yes to all 'cept turn advanced vocabulary to advanced gaming skills, and I would want him in me more than once.
Also, thinking of any of my exes sexually is hella gross, I can't even...🤢 But some crush that I've been sexting then he forgets all about me?? Lordy! 🔥 (Usually tends to be Gem Mars for me.)
Also, thinking of any of my exes sexually is hella gross, I can't even...🤢 But some crush that I've been sexting then he forgets all about me?? Lordy! 🔥 (Usually tends to be Gem Mars for me.)
Posted by Beast_Of_Longsuffering
Yes to all 'cept turn advanced vocabulary to advanced gaming skills, and I would want him in me more than once.
Also, thinking of any of my exes sexually is hella gross, I can't even...🤢 But some crush that I've been sexting then he forgets all about me?? Lordy! 🔥 (Usually tends to be Gem Mars for me.)
Thank you for reading all that xD #thringe and thanks for the insight! I can't with gem mars lol
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by Beast_Of_Longsuffering
Yes to all 'cept turn advanced vocabulary to advanced gaming skills, and I would want him in me more than once.
Also, thinking of any of my exes sexually is hella gross, I can't even...🤢 But some crush that I've been sexting then he forgets all about me?? Lordy! 🔥 (Usually tends to be Gem Mars for me.)
Thank you for reading all that xD #thringe and thanks for the insight! I can't with gem mars lolclick to expand
Idk I attract them somehow the same way I attract strange attention. lol
Posted by ThatWomanPosted by MidAtBestPosted by ThatWomanAneema you're such a character xD do you remember me? But you're right, I'm definitely complaining about things within my realm of control & it's my responsibility to do my part to make sex enjoyable. I hope that the examples you gave of "when it was enjoyable at first" aren't fawn response to SA :/ or Stockholm syndrome. But anyway this is a prime example of thringe huh. 😘
Your background story, I'm not sure I can relate.. for some unknown (even to myself) I chuckled though...
But to me,
I sex for many reasons.. stress release, physical pleasure, probably bonding but not sure..
I rarely initiated but when it is served to me, I must enjoy it and even it wasn't pleasurable at first (maybe coz I was sleeping when the guy initiated, or was not in the mood, or tired or whatever else), I still found ways to pull up and make myself wet and felt his dick pressing, shoving and throbbing inside of me and the climax reached.
Even of he is in, I still have the control over my body.
I like it though when he served it hard and fast, oh that's really NICE! When he served it
If I hadn't put my effort too, he wouldn't felt the muscles Coz tbh I can control the sensations I choose.
Coz when we sex, we must pull it together!
Emotionally? I'm not very aware of. Coz my moon cancer is in the 8th house LOL
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Wow yeah! Let me ponder about those!!
Fawn response & stockhold syndrome. I've never seen it from this angle before, whew.
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I mean starting when you're asleep is considered rape to some people and the rest seems like coercion, if only by principle-- I must serve the cock wielder by always saying yes to my partner and learning to make the most of it and feign enthusiasm till I make it
I'm the same way, my whole life I've rarely denied my partner bc I felt like you have to serve pussy on a platter on demand or cheating on his end will be justified. My parents divorced bc I knew my mom withheld sex so my dad started cheating with my now-stepmom. It's why dead bedrooms make no sense to me, why would the man ever tolerate that. Now I understand manipulation
(I can't pull it off ofc)
On the flip side, when I was withheld sex and affection (including eye contact, talking, kindness etc) I either did cheat or pondered asking to open the relationship. In the future I definitely won't hesitate to ask for an open relationship now that I've participated in a throuple and know I can handle it.
Posted by ThatWomanPosted by MidAtBestPosted by ThatWomanI mean starting when you're asleep is considered rape to some people and the rest seems like coercion, if only by principle-- I must serve the cock wielder by always saying yes to my partner and learning to make the most of it and feign enthusiasm till I make itPosted by MidAtBestWow yeah! Let me ponder about those!!Posted by ThatWomanAneema you're such a character xD do you remember me? But you're right, I'm definitely complaining about things within my realm of control & it's my responsibility to do my part to make sex enjoyable. I hope that the examples you gave of "when it was enjoyable at first" aren't fawn response to SA :/ or Stockholm syndrome. But anyway this is a prime example of thringe huh. 😘
Your background story, I'm not sure I can relate.. for some unknown (even to myself) I chuckled though...
But to me,
I sex for many reasons.. stress release, physical pleasure, probably bonding but not sure..
I rarely initiated but when it is served to me, I must enjoy it and even it wasn't pleasurable at first (maybe coz I was sleeping when the guy initiated, or was not in the mood, or tired or whatever else), I still found ways to pull up and make myself wet and felt his dick pressing, shoving and throbbing inside of me and the climax reached.
Even of he is in, I still have the control over my body.
I like it though when he served it hard and fast, oh that's really NICE! When he served it
If I hadn't put my effort too, he wouldn't felt the muscles Coz tbh I can control the sensations I choose.
Coz when we sex, we must pull it together!
Emotionally? I'm not very aware of. Coz my moon cancer is in the 8th house LOL
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Fawn response & stockhold syndrome. I've never seen it from this angle before, whew.
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I'm the same way, my whole life I've rarely denied my partner bc I felt like you have to serve pussy on a platter on demand or cheating on his end will be justified. My parents divorced bc I knew my mom withheld sex so my dad started cheating with my now-stepmom. It's why dead bedrooms make no sense to me, why would the man ever tolerate that. Now I understand manipulation
(I can't pull it off ofc)
On the flip side, when I was withheld sex and affection (including eye contact, talking, kindness etc) I either did cheat or pondered asking to open the relationship. In the future I definitely won't hesitate to ask for an open relationship now that I've participated in a throuple and know I can handle it.
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Hhh yeah... for asking sex when I was sleeping, in my mind tho.. it was positive, as positive as ohh he gave me some time to rest before he demanded the sex.. maybe it was in his mind but he couldn't possibly do that instantly understanding how tired I was. Or maybe I just like being raped HAHAHHA the idea of unable to have control is kind of intruiging lol
Ugh cheating yeah, but I don't think it was due to sexual activities we had coz trust me we sex regulary despite being with each other for 7 yrs, despite fights (usually during fights he would usually force but I kind of like it when he forced HAHA). His cheating was more to I have destroyed his ego too damn much, that particular scorpio negative trait was devastating considering he is a sensitive piscean. He just had to find another source for his need for love, acceptance, validation, ego, whatever it is in his mind he needs. Surely a sag would be a great cheating destination HAHHAHA 🤮
No wonder you thought my relationship sorrows were mysteriously comical xD Im genuinely glad you posted all this. I would recommend that you watch the Netflix series Baby Reindeer if you haven't already. It's the true story of Richard Gadd, written by himself and playing himself, and how he was raped, molested and stalked and liked it in a way. It destroyed his career and relationships but he only pursued serious legal action once she hurt his family. He took such a complex idea and illustrated it in a way we could all understand. Victims are never perfect with clear-cut emotions about it. His brave transparency inspired tf out of me
I agree that Gem moon is trash in men. This pisces sounds like he has aqua in his chart. It's ironic that he cheated on you with a sag, xyzabc was in the same boat as a Scorpio where the third party woman was a sag but the man didn't choose sag woman in the end. I'm glad you're getting away from this pisces, I know they make it impossible and it hurts bad. They never really leave, always maintain those lines of communication with their "sure bet" girls
In regards to not cradling the Pisces man's ego enough so he had to nurse it with a comforting sag: I had the same type of thought with my first Pisces ex, like maybe I didn't love him the right way and hurt him somehow, till I watched him become obsessed with my Libra friend who openly slapped him in the face and had fucked his whole friend group. He'd still drop everything for her to this day. Pisces across the board love a tough bitch.
Like Kanye said, "(Pisces man) could have me a good girl, but still be addicted to the hoodrats"
I've seen that quoted by 3 Pisces men in my life (2 of my exes). I wonder in their minds where i fall/fell in the good girl/hoodrat spectrum lmao.
Posted by MidAtBest
I forgot to say, i still lust for my partners after the first time but only within the safety of self-pleasure. Usually remembering them coughing lmao or fantasizing about them gently making love to a third wheel in our relationship suffering from bronchitis
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
It's you....your mentality based on your own experience and social media has twisted your personal compass/"picker". And yes woman are the deciders when in comes to sexual partners for many many reasons, as it should be. At the very least, We don't catch you unless you want us too, period.
This mentality on sex is drawing in more of the same. From reading your post, yours seems to be a Predator and prey dynamic. Great for kinks and roleplay ...not so much for your baseline of chemistry and sexual attraction...Your predator and prey perception is being projected out and you will drawn in and be drawn to that kind of chemistry and connection. The energy. When a woman is turned on and/or hungry she projects what she wants wether she likes it or not. Body language, pheromones, and energy.
I 100% guarantee you, A man who stokes your fire without trying and you him without trying. And you can really get under each other's skin when either of you do try to...will be the best sexual experience you ever had and will extend outside the bedroom. That comes from connection, chemistry, and attunement.
Posted by LostthoughtsPosted by MidAtBest
I forgot to say, i still lust for my partners after the first time but only within the safety of self-pleasure. Usually remembering them coughing lmao or fantasizing about them gently making love to a third wheel in our relationship suffering from bronchitis
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
It's you....your mentality based on your own experience and social media has twisted your personal compass/"picker". And yes woman are the deciders when in comes to sexual partners for many many reasons, as it should be. At the very least, We don't catch you unless you want us too, period.
This mentality on sex is drawing in more of the same. From reading your post, yours seems to be a Predator and prey dynamic. Great for kinks and roleplay ...not so much for your baseline of chemistry and sexual attraction...Your predator and prey perception is being projected out and you will drawn in and be drawn to that kind of chemistry and connection. The energy. When a woman is turned on and/or hungry she projects what she wants wether she likes it or not. Body language, pheromones, and energy.
I 100% guarantee you, A man who stokes your fire without trying and you him without trying. And you can really get under each other's skin when either of you do try to...will be the best sexual experience you ever had and will extend outside the bedroom. That comes from connection, chemistry, and attunement.click to expand
That's what the lady who rectified my chart years ago said (it was a required prerequisite purchase to get more readings). I didn't believe her rectification bc I got my time of birth by calling the hospital I was born at, and bc I'm emotionally attached to my 1 minute orb Venus cazimi xD
I didn't want to believe her that my relationships are sex-based since I'm usually celibate for very long stretches and denied sex at least a month in between when I am dating someone, but if I'm honest with myself, yall are right
Posted by ThatWoman
@MidAtBest
I don't know why.. even if all the logical reasons are best to just leave the relationship with him, I just can't!
He have me 2 options:
1. Separate in peace and just meet/talk for children matters (which is basically his situation with his sag baby mama now, or at least what I know of their situation)
2. Short or long space
And I chose 2.
I am aware of the probability of he taking space to maybe rekindle shits with her. I am also aware that I may be ending up becoming a back burner.
But I simply can't let that sag girl get a man through thieving. Why I can say thieving? Simple because she was well aware that he is still with me on sept 2023 proven by her social message saying, "Look at your husband cheating on you." And shared her photo with him in her bedroom.
By December 2023, my husband and I already have an understanding that he is not gonna continue contacting her. Then whatthefuck happened, on April 2024 he got her pregnant.
On September 2024 she told me she was pregnant. My husband told me that she was just trying to trap him and he wasn't sure it was his baby. Whatever craps both of them are telling me, 2 things I know deadsure is:
1. She worked her way into getting him.
2. He didn't want to let go of her.
And I am trapped in their romance drama.
But right now I have chosen to be the audience instead playing a fucking role in their drama play.
All I want is the father for my children and I am not interested in getting another man to become a father to my sons.
I don't give a shit if they love each other, and even if maybe in the future they get married or something, I will sure be in between them JUST LIKE SHE WAS IN BETWEEN him and I!!
Fuck that bitch! Bring it ON!
I feel you. Sag women are the biggest pick mes. I guarantee if you got enough space you would probably move on and be offended he triangulated you with her, and embarrassed that you ever cared hard enough that people knew. Unless he's a literal 10. Pisces are very hard to quit either way. But sometimes when a Pisces man's face card is that fierce and he's a unicorn I'll let him drag me through the mud, he's gonna have to dump me
Posted by ThatWomanPosted by MidAtBestPosted by ThatWomanI feel you. Sag women are the biggest pick mes. I guarantee if you got enough space you would probably move on and be offended he triangulated you with her, and embarrassed that you ever cared hard enough that people knew. Unless he's a literal 10. Pisces are very hard to quit either way. But sometimes when a Pisces man's face card is that fierce and he's a unicorn I'll let him drag me through the mud, he's gonna have to dump me
@MidAtBest
I don't know why.. even if all the logical reasons are best to just leave the relationship with him, I just can't!
He have me 2 options:
1. Separate in peace and just meet/talk for children matters (which is basically his situation with his sag baby mama now, or at least what I know of their situation)
2. Short or long space
And I chose 2.
I am aware of the probability of he taking space to maybe rekindle shits with her. I am also aware that I may be ending up becoming a back burner.
But I simply can't let that sag girl get a man through thieving. Why I can say thieving? Simple because she was well aware that he is still with me on sept 2023 proven by her social message saying, "Look at your husband cheating on you." And shared her photo with him in her bedroom.
By December 2023, my husband and I already have an understanding that he is not gonna continue contacting her. Then whatthefuck happened, on April 2024 he got her pregnant.
On September 2024 she told me she was pregnant. My husband told me that she was just trying to trap him and he wasn't sure it was his baby. Whatever craps both of them are telling me, 2 things I know deadsure is:
1. She worked her way into getting him.
2. He didn't want to let go of her.
And I am trapped in their romance drama.
But right now I have chosen to be the audience instead playing a fucking role in their drama play.
All I want is the father for my children and I am not interested in getting another man to become a father to my sons.
I don't give a shit if they love each other, and even if maybe in the future they get married or something, I will sure be in between them JUST LIKE SHE WAS IN BETWEEN him and I!!
Fuck that bitch! Bring it ON!
click to expand
I wanna cry 😭 but I can't coz I'm a coffee shop.
I don't know how the future of us gonna be. I don't want to stress out about the situation. I don't want to stress him out again.
We have a capricorn stellium in our 1st house synnastry so our vibe is quite heavy.. and we both want the same thing: lots of money!
Hhhh I am calming myself down..
😭 I need to reach to the office and teach kids. I can't simply let my emotions seeps out, they are sensitive..
I need to start meditating. I need to make time for that.
Thanks a lot for holding space for me, MidAtBest!
I share companionship with you 🩷click to expand
thank you, I always liked you for expressing your passion and pain in a nice auspicious way (like I do), and I hope you can return to the sass and lighthearted sense of humor you showed years ago. like when you interrupted nano and I talking in the gemini forum to post "telephone" by lady gaga 💀
you're worth 10 of that man
@ThatWoman
Posted by MidAtBestPosted by LostthoughtsPosted by MidAtBestIt's you....your mentality based on your own experience and social media has twisted your personal compass/"picker". And yes woman are the deciders when in comes to sexual partners for many many reasons, as it should be. At the very least, We don't catch you unless you want us too, period.
I forgot to say, i still lust for my partners after the first time but only within the safety of self-pleasure. Usually remembering them coughing lmao or fantasizing about them gently making love to a third wheel in our relationship suffering from bronchitis
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
This mentality on sex is drawing in more of the same. From reading your post, yours seems to be a Predator and prey dynamic. Great for kinks and roleplay ...not so much for your baseline of chemistry and sexual attraction...Your predator and prey perception is being projected out and you will drawn in and be drawn to that kind of chemistry and connection. The energy. When a woman is turned on and/or hungry she projects what she wants wether she likes it or not. Body language, pheromones, and energy.
I 100% guarantee you, A man who stokes your fire without trying and you him without trying. And you can really get under each other's skin when either of you do try to...will be the best sexual experience you ever had and will extend outside the bedroom. That comes from connection, chemistry, and attunement.
click to expand
That's what the lady who rectified my chart years ago said (it was a required prerequisite purchase to get more readings). I didn't believe her rectification bc I got my time of birth by calling the hospital I was born at, and bc I'm emotionally attached to my 1 minute orb Venus cazimi xD
I didn't want to believe her that my relationships are sex-based since I'm usually celibate for very long stretches and denied sex at least a month in between when I am dating someone, but if I'm honest with myself, yall are rightclick to expand
Sex and sexuality is beautiful. High drive isn't always trauma rather passion. Passionate people usually have a high drive.
If you have high sensitivity which you do, you will bond hard and mix energy. So it's important to discern who you are with and the kind of person they are.
Until you have a strong sense of self and purpose for yourself you will be subseptible.
This is the truth about people like us.
Posted by LostthoughtsPosted by MidAtBestPosted by LostthoughtsThat's what the lady who rectified my chart years ago said (it was a required prerequisite purchase to get more readings). I didn't believe her rectification bc I got my time of birth by calling the hospital I was born at, and bc I'm emotionally attached to my 1 minute orb Venus cazimi xDPosted by MidAtBestIt's you....your mentality based on your own experience and social media has twisted your personal compass/"picker". And yes woman are the deciders when in comes to sexual partners for many many reasons, as it should be. At the very least, We don't catch you unless you want us too, period.
I forgot to say, i still lust for my partners after the first time but only within the safety of self-pleasure. Usually remembering them coughing lmao or fantasizing about them gently making love to a third wheel in our relationship suffering from bronchitis
I think the root of my ambivalence toward sex is my first Pisces ex when I was 19, the one who smashed my sister. He taught me that only the man's libido matters, I'm not allowed to initiate. I'll tell that story to later bfs and theyre like "no I love when the woman initiates" but in practice the opposite is always true. Unless it's the very first time lol. Then they hold a grudge on the very rare occasions that I do turn down sex after an exhausting 12 hr workday on day 13 of a 13 days on-1 day off schedule. Anyway, the first Pisces experience was a sick joke because it's when I learned the Pisces stereotypes and I deluded myself into believing deep down that his love was deep and selfless and that if I proved my devotion it would mean the world to him. His aqua merc-mars didn't help (trash Mars), but yeah he's just a horndog fuckboi who cheats on everyone he dates and gets away with it. Harem of 4+ in my hometown alone plus a few hoes in different area codes. One of whom is an enthusiastically claimed gf. He was the last person who said he loves me who I actually believed though. I'm sure I aged out of being lovable
Anyway, yeah I need to stay off the manosphere because I've always noticed that the women they complain about are the same ones they focus on irl. I'm sure vice versa is true as well. But for the most part the virgins they seek, they're gonna have to open their minds to some level of extremism to accept them as they are, be it religious or nerd extremism
This mentality on sex is drawing in more of the same. From reading your post, yours seems to be a Predator and prey dynamic. Great for kinks and roleplay ...not so much for your baseline of chemistry and sexual attraction...Your predator and prey perception is being projected out and you will drawn in and be drawn to that kind of chemistry and connection. The energy. When a woman is turned on and/or hungry she projects what she wants wether she likes it or not. Body language, pheromones, and energy.
I 100% guarantee you, A man who stokes your fire without trying and you him without trying. And you can really get under each other's skin when either of you do try to...will be the best sexual experience you ever had and will extend outside the bedroom. That comes from connection, chemistry, and attunement.
click to expand
I didn't want to believe her that my relationships are sex-based since I'm usually celibate for very long stretches and denied sex at least a month in between when I am dating someone, but if I'm honest with myself, yall are right
click to expand
Sex and sexuality is beautiful. High drive isn't always trauma rather passion. Passionate people usually have a high drive.
If you have high sensitivity which you do, you will bond hard and mix energy. So it's important to discern who you are with and the kind of person they are.
Until you have a strong sense of self and purpose for yourself you will be subseptible.
This is the truth about people like us.click to expand
Tysm for the considerate feedback 🩷
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