Is he gone forever?

I Was out With some friends at a nightclub, and as I was looking around the room, I saw this darkhaired, beautiful man With dark eyes with a twinkle in his eyes. I just thought: Wow, he is good looking but also seemed very different. It was like even though he was surrounded by his friends, he still seemed like he was All by himself.

I ended up sitting next to him, and we ended up talking.. For hours. I just couldn't get My eyes off of him.

I asked him, if he wanted to dance with me, so we danced for a while. He had some moves, even though he said he could'n't dance at all, but would try and do his best.

He said to me that he was on a date With another girl earlier that day, and just wanted to let me know about it, and it was just a date, and there was nothing serious between them.

He then said: I really want to kiss you, so he grabbed me, pushed me into his body and kissed me deeply.

And then he said: I would really like to see you again some Day.

We added eachother on Facebook, and he went home that night.

He contacted me 2 days later, and he said that I should let him know when I wanted to see him again. We ended up seeing eachother 2 weeks later.

We met and we were standing on the street for an half hour and just talking before going inside.

He said:" I like you, so I had to see you again"

And he also said: "You seem a little lovely"



So, we ended up having sex. (Bad idea I know) But it was actually My own fault, it was not him who pushed me, it was more me who took the first steps leading it to sex.

He seemed very nervous and couldn't get "erect" in the begining, but after a while it wasn't any problem, and he also said that he Was sorry about it.

We ended up spooning and talking till 6 o'clock in the morning even though he had to get up at 8 o'clock to get to work.

I wrote him a msg the same morning, and the conversation went fine, right untill I wrote he gave me a "hickey" and he responded with: "that wasn't me, Im a nice Guy 😄"

I then wrote back with: "Oh, are you sure about that? 😄 Because when i looked myself in the mirror a could see a different side of you"

And I never heard back from him again.

He is born on 1 feb.

Im a Virgo.

Should I not expect to hear from him again? I still think about him every Day, and What is wrong, or maybe i said something wrong, that pushed him away from me? Or is he just not interested in me anymore? Its been 20 days and I have heard nothing from him ever since, and it kindda bothers me.

I don't know What to do.

Thank you for your honesty. I should just move on then, and stop thinking about him.