Posted by wecarealotPosted by ladylibra21
I feel like I am having an out of body experience a lot of the time. I have so many creative opportunities coming up practically being handed to me and for some reason I can't find my creative vigor. I feel unbothered with the exception of my inner self screaming wake up your life is about to change! My Saturn in Capricorn is in the 5th house.
OP, I am having the EXACT same experience as you. Are you 28/29? I just turned 29, and even though my Saturn Return isn't technically until December (the exact conjunction), I've been feeling the emotional lack you've mentioned as well. It's hard to find motivation for creative pursuits (I'm a filmmaker), and yet I feel like there's so much POTENTIAL. Completely agree with your comment about feeling unbothered and yet anxious at the same time. It feels like good things are coming, but I still don't feel totally present in my body.
My Saturn is in the 3rd but conjunct my IC so my Saturn Return should center around mental and emotional discipline and boundaries. I figured that's why I feel the way I do. I've come to the realization that part of my Saturn Return is about being able to do things because I have to and not just relying on emotion. click to expandclick to expand
Posted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATAction
Nah, I'm just feeling stifled in general lol expect physically. Been having a tough go at it since early Feb when I resigned from my job. I'm 28 so I'm basically feeling this for the first time, like I believe this period to be one that will set me up for the next period of my life and I feel the stress almost twofold as a Capricorn smh.
Good thing to come out of this period though is that I've changed my body and used this frustration to recalibrate just about everything from thoughts to physically . Definitely more toned than I've ever been and that is a good feeling.
Hey same for me. I focused on my body since my Saturn return. Lost weight from 58kg to 50.3 and much more toned now. The frustration inside is so good to use when working out. click to expandclick to expand
Posted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATActionPosted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATAction
Nah, I'm just feeling stifled in general lol expect physically. Been having a tough go at it since early Feb when I resigned from my job. I'm 28 so I'm basically feeling this for the first time, like I believe this period to be one that will set me up for the next period of my life and I feel the stress almost twofold as a Capricorn smh.
Good thing to come out of this period though is that I've changed my body and used this frustration to recalibrate just about everything from thoughts to physically . Definitely more toned than I've ever been and that is a good feeling.
Hey same for me. I focused on my body since my Saturn return. Lost weight from 58kg to 50.3 and much more toned now. The frustration inside is so good to use when working out. click to expand
Grats. I've lost about 7 lbs but I wasn't huge before. Just lost a few inches on the midsection and tone is coming out. click to expand
WOW. Yes i did lose a lot. When I get stressed about my life i end up boxing or running and recently weight lifting hahaha. Its a good outlet or this saturn return’s gonna make me lose it. You just gotta let it happen and one day it will be over. I kid you not, its like a loooooooong process but there’s an end to it so hang on. click to expandclick to expand
Posted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATActionPosted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATActionPosted by WittyGem88v2Posted by GOATAction
Nah, I'm just feeling stifled in general lol expect physically. Been having a tough go at it since early Feb when I resigned from my job. I'm 28 so I'm basically feeling this for the first time, like I believe this period to be one that will set me up for the next period of my life and I feel the stress almost twofold as a Capricorn smh.
Good thing to come out of this period though is that I've changed my body and used this frustration to recalibrate just about everything from thoughts to physically . Definitely more toned than I've ever been and that is a good feeling.
Hey same for me. I focused on my body since my Saturn return. Lost weight from 58kg to 50.3 and much more toned now. The frustration inside is so good to use when working out. click to expand
Grats. I've lost about 7 lbs but I wasn't huge before. Just lost a few inches on the midsection and tone is coming out. click to expand
WOW. Yes i did lose a lot. When I get stressed about my life i end up boxing or running and recently weight lifting hahaha. Its a good outlet or this saturn return’s gonna make me lose it. You just gotta let it happen and one day it will be over. I kid you not, its like a loooooooong process but there’s an end to it so hang on. click to expand
Yeah I'm prepared for this. I think mine started in Aug 2017 when I left my job for another one. It was only slightly better than my previous job but I needed to leave my last job after being there for 4 years for anything. But I wasn't ready to be unemployed.
After having a bad Jan I was on the chopping block in Feb, was given 30 days by my manager to improve my numbers (I'm in sales). Saw the writing was on the wall, was contemplating leaving in Dec when my numbers were solid. So I just said F it and resigned on the spot. Been going on interviews but stuff that I'm either not high on after face to face or I went through 2-3 interviews to only be told no smh. I guess this is just Saturn's way of telling me I've got to be patient and the next spot I'm at will be one I will stay at for a while, or at least long enough to re-up my money and do my own thing in my mid-30s. Gotta stay patient, which us Caps can do.
And grats again. I'm sure you looked great before, but if those pics on your page are any indication, you're killing it click to expand
Career did take a turn for me. Consecutive huge deals that I would normally close did not close during my Saturn return. Although i did not get in trouble because it wasnt the case before as far as my performance but I was super frustrated. I quit without another job lined up as well. Which is, just like you, not normal as I wasnt ready to be unemployed myself. Packed my bags went back to parents. And then i did focus on resting and restoring myself. Rest assured it is just a phase so just hang on. If anything, this is the perfect time to rediscover yourself. After Saturn return, things will be stable and you will come back stronger.
Thank you for the compliment. Although i did get a comment that I am a self-absorbed millennial because of the photos, I have to say, I am just so produ of myself for coming out alive after this bloody Saturn return. We all have different ways of dealing with it. The important thing at the end of the day is we survive this shit and hopefully improve when we come out of it. We’re in this together 😂 click to expandclick to expand
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