I prayed and He's backkkk

I prayed and He's backkkk

A couple of years ago, I wrote about this Aries Sun, mars Cancer, Venus Taurus

Things seemed to fizzle, I was embarrassed and just dropped off the face of the earth.

I had been holding the torchest or torches for him for years now.

I've been head over heels, sexually attracted to him. He knows which is why I took the distance so hard and backed all the way up.

I prayed tho

I prayed that if I ever got another chance with him, I would never be letting go. He's stuck with my butt.

Still, the fear of me getting involved to have it fizzle out is super cringe worthy.

He's back. I want all of him.

But I am not the type to play it cool. Which seems to throw cardinal signs for a loop.

We alike in many ways.

Both are easily wounded by the other.

I just have so much desire in my body for him

He doesn't even know that I prayed for him to come back.

He doesn't know that I've stalked him all this time.

Ugh, gets all in my head.

I even fantasized about him while sexing the sag.

And I didn't care

Posted by juliettee
woman you're too old to for fear. go get him. and if you cry after so what.

Yes!!!!!

Fawk it DMV. Just do it bitoccch

Posted by DMV

Posted by juliettee
woman you're too old to for fear. go get him. and if you cry after so what.

Yes!!!!!

Fawk it DMV. Just do it bitoccch

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Kill him with lust

Lol

😛

Anxious

How did he come back? To you or in the area? What's going on now?

Posted by Gemitati
How did he come back? To you or in the area? What's going on now?

He called me after almost 2 years of no contact on both sides.

He asked where I've been and I told him what my life had been like. But I haven't told him yet about how embarrassed I was.

We had a conversation and I demanded he cook for me.

Posted by DMV

Posted by Gemitati
How did he come back? To you or in the area? What's going on now?

He called me after almost 2 years of no contact on both sides.

He asked where I've been and I told him what my life had been like. But I haven't told him yet about how embarrassed I was.

We had a conversation and I demanded he cook for me.

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Why embarrassed? Get his ass and hold it tight! Lol

As a Venus in Capricorn,

It can be embarrassing to put even 2 of our cards on the table and no progress.

We hate looking dumb.

To which deity have you prayed? Theres so many of them nowadays and their subjects all claim their own is superior.

Lemme know so i forward my wishes too. 😅

Posted by Mr_Pinchy
To which deity have you prayed? Theres so many of them nowadays and their subjects all claim their own is superior.

Lemme know so i forward my wishes too. 😅

I'm Baptist so I prayed to God lmao

Get it in gurl!!!

Posted by DMV

Posted by Mr_Pinchy
To which deity have you prayed? Theres so many of them nowadays and their subjects all claim their own is superior.

Lemme know so i forward my wishes too. 😅

I'm Baptist so I prayed to God lmao

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That's the only way right?

But it doesn't matter what I feel or want.

He has to feel and want the same.

Even after 2 years, something has to be different on his end. Consistency when it comes to me from him.

The reason why I am so iffy about this is because I've rarely gotten consistency from him.

Answering a prayer or not, I need to feel and see consistency from him.

Posted by DMV
Answering a prayer or not, I need to feel and see consistency from him.

So what are you 2 been up to as of now?

Posted by DMV
Answering a prayer or not, I need to feel and see consistency from him.

Pray some more. I'm so happy someone sees it works. Keep praying, be more specific, raw, pour it out.

Posted by DMV
A couple of years ago, I wrote about this Aries Sun, mars Cancer, Venus Taurus

Things seemed to fizzle, I was embarrassed and just dropped off the face of the earth.

I had been holding the torchest or torches for him for years now.

I've been head over heels, sexually attracted to him. He knows which is why I took the distance so hard and backed all the way up.

I prayed tho

I prayed that if I ever got another chance with him, I would never be letting go. He's stuck with my butt.

Still, the fear of me getting involved to have it fizzle out is super cringe worthy.

This is the Dude the Psychic was talking About—

Aww, I love compatibility!

Posted by DMV
The reason why I am so iffy about this is because I've rarely gotten consistency from him.

Which is why you're still panting over him. Chicks are sooo predictible

Posted by DMV
But it doesn't matter what I feel or want.

He has to feel and want the same.

Even after 2 years, something has to be different on his end. Consistency when it comes to me from him.

The reason why I am so iffy about this is because I've rarely gotten consistency from him.

DMV, it does matter what you feel or want. That sets your thoughts and your thoughts manifest into the reality you think by programming how your body responds through action/inaction. I know it doesn’t matter what I think but what was the purpose of you praying for him if you’re already overthinking it? This is not a time for fear. Just relax and chill and just get reacquainted with him. No rush, no pressure. The course you’re on now is that it will fizzle and be short term.

Lastly, you need to make sure that he’s healthy for you...that’s most important. Good luck

This sounds like it would be a disaster. Why pray for someone who is showing you they don’t like you, like you like them.

He wasn’t consistent because he wasn’t % 100 interested. And the anxiety is the rejection waiting to happen. Why put yourself in that again?

I'm saying No

Same ol selfishness

I think God was finally trying to say 'here girl, here is what you've been praying for..here you go. Talk to you in a couple days. Have fun wit that"

Posted by bkbella86
This sounds like it would be a disaster. Why pray for someone who is showing you they don’t like you, like you like them.

He wasn’t consistent because he wasn’t % 100 interested. And the anxiety is the rejection waiting to happen. Why put yourself in that again?

I would want someone who i like to give me another chance, so I gave him another chance

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Posted by DMV
A couple of years ago, I wrote about this Aries Sun, mars Cancer, Venus Taurus

Things seemed to fizzle, I was embarrassed and just dropped off the face of the earth.

I had been holding the torchest or torches for him for years now.

I've been head over heels, sexually attracted to him. He knows which is why I took the distance so hard and backed all the way up.

I prayed tho

I prayed that if I ever got another chance with him, I would never be letting go. He's stuck with my butt.

Still, the fear of me getting involved to have it fizzle out is super cringe worthy.

This is the Dude the Psychic was talking About—

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She had made reference to him 2 years ago. Spelled his name out by letter.

She said he really likes me but is confused with himself.

But she mentioned another guy a couple months ago. Said he was someone I've never met.

Posted by exo
so you're over him? what's up?

Same ol same ol

He's just selfish and I already told myself that I wasn't going to be the only one giving again.

It's hard for me to relax and enjoy if I feel like the effort is uneven.

It makes me all insecure and crazy.

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Posted by exo
so you're over him? what's up?

Same ol same ol

He's just selfish and I already told myself that I wasn't going to be the only one giving again.

It's hard for me to relax and enjoy if I feel like the effort is uneven.

It makes me all insecure and crazy.

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At least you have realised