@raad182
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From one Scorpio moon to another
Obessesive behavior -I have learned to channel this into productive stuff work, helping people, hobbies stuff like that
Jealousy -as long as I know where I stand in someones life I wont be very jealous.. Cause I wont feel like my place can be taken
Self destruction -I would have to be in a dark place for this to happen... Im more of a hurt the mother fucker that cause me the pain type of lady
But there are a few examples of where I might self destruct... In the case of someone close to me dying...something I felt was my fault and I wasnt being "punished" enough for it by the person I did wrong... That kill em with kindness statement really does work on me there is nothing worse than some one being kind to me knowing that I was the one that fucked up... I havent figured out how not to engage in those self destructive behaviors in dark times yet.
Posted by Cancan26
From one Scorpio moon to anotherObessesive behavior -I have learned to channel this into productive stuff work, helping people, hobbies stuff like that
Jealousy -as long as I know where I stand in someones life I wont be very jealous.. Cause I wont feel like my place can be taken
Self destruction -I would have to be in a dark place for this to happen... Im more of a hurt the mother fucker that cause me the pain type of lady
But there are a few examples of where I might self destruct... In the case of someone close to me dying...something I felt was my fault and I wasnt being "punished" enough for it by the person I did wrong... That kill em with kindness statement really does work on me there is nothing worse than some one being kind to me knowing that I was the one that fucked up... I havent figured out how not to engage in those self destructive behaviors in dark times yet.
Thanks a lot !
What is your sun?
My self-destructive behavior comes to light when I feel that Im not good enough or that im not as good as I wanted to be in every situation (Aries Sun)
Its freaking consuming, the things that make me calm in these situation are self-destructive patterns (as a Scorpio you might know)
Posted by Cancan26
From one Scorpio moon to anotherObessesive behavior -I have learned to channel this into productive stuff work, helping people, hobbies stuff like that
Jealousy -as long as I know where I stand in someones life I wont be very jealous.. Cause I wont feel like my place can be taken
Self destruction -I would have to be in a dark place for this to happen... Im more of a hurt the mother fucker that cause me the pain type of lady
But there are a few examples of where I might self destruct... In the case of someone close to me dying...something I felt was my fault and I wasnt being "punished" enough for it by the person I did wrong... That kill em with kindness statement really does work on me there is nothing worse than some one being kind to me knowing that I was the one that fucked up... I havent figured out how not to engage in those self destructive behaviors in dark times yet.
Thanks a lot !
What is your sun?
My self-destructive behavior comes to light when I feel that Im not good enough or that im not as good as I wanted to be in every situation (Aries Sun)
Its freaking consuming, the things that make me calm in these situation are self-destructive patterns (as a Scorpio you might know)
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My sun is cancer.... So myself destructive tend to come out regarding people I can about...
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This can be applied to other placements too - I mentioned the scorpio moon because I think they will relate more to the feeling.
How do I relieve the tension, the jealously, the obsessive behavior, the extremes ups and downs?
Its killing me, for real.