I ran into this site looking for info to help with pursuing my cancer woman. Some background info. This is so embarrassing and I feel so fuqin emotional but fuck it I love her. Basically, she is about 10 years younger than me. We met at this biomedical conference years ago and I knew she was special the minute she started talking about some unconventional scientific ideas. She has the most wicked body (big breast, big ass, thick thighs, beautiful, beautiful face (big bright eyes), a beautiful smile,soft skin, and lots of curves). She also has such a youthful and refreshing personality (that often has me laughing and feeling good, feeling like living). She's also very skilled and talented and it just AMAZES me (she's very artistic, VERY intelligent, a phenomenal writer, full of ideas, and a bunch other awesome stuff)how one person can be that dynamic. Oh and she's 26 with a daughter and takes VERY good care of her (which is commendable because at that age I was so irresponsible). She is very independent with a good paying job, and is just everything I want in a woman (she's stylish, cooks, cleans, does a lot of fun social and recreational things). But! Here's the problem. When I met her, she was still with her daughter's dad and it was really hard to get her to consider me as something more. She had lots of problems with this guy and I basically waited until it fell apart. Once it did, this other guy swoops in from out of nowhere and captures her heart I guess. I found this to be weird because in all of our many conversations, she never mentioned him. And this kind of caused me to not be too trusting of her, I didn't know who else was in the picture that she forgot to mention. She's also very secretive and it's hard to get her to truly open up all of the way with me and this DRIVES ME NUTS. It makes me feel insecure. I see all of the attention she gets from guys and it sickens me. Even her daughter's dad is obsessed (this dude is crazy in love with her and I just want to beat his face in). She always does weird things and I feel like she does it because she feels like she's being stalked (but won't tell me). I know one reason she drives dudes coo coo is because of her sex game. She has MAD sex appeal and she is basically the best I have ever had and probably will ever have (and when we had sex she wasn't quite conscious because she was wasted and she was still amazing). So she ONLY sees me as a friend and since we had sex while she was wasted, she thinks I
