
MoonArtist
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Posted by MrMan
I feel like shit. I can't come to terms with how different and difficult I am. I try really hard to be better accepted, but that only makes it easier for people to see how near the surface are my emotions and makes it so much easier and enjoyable to push my buttons, which forces me to run back to my shell and be lonely, all over again.


Posted by MrManPosted by LunarMaiden
A little stressed right now.
I really don't like when guys I don't know just show up out of the blue.
that's a lot of guys.click to expand













Posted by xMoonMan
I really, really wish one day Americans would change their date format from mm/dd/yyyy
to a more logical format, like
dd/mm/yyyy
Why oh why do you put the month first?

Posted by LostinmyMind11Posted by xMoonMan
I really, really wish one day Americans would change their date format from mm/dd/yyyy
to a more logical format, like
dd/mm/yyyy
Why oh why do you put the month first?
Because putting the month first is the more logical way...the day first is just weird 😛click to expand










Posted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.
This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.
She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.

Posted by xMoonManPosted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.
This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.
She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.
Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.
Beautiful
🙂click to expand



Posted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by xMoonManPosted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.
This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.
She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.
Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.
Beautiful
🙂
I'm still haunted by it.
In this hopeless heart of mine, I'd like to think she seized that moment and built on it.click to expand


Posted by MoonArtistPosted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by xMoonManPosted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.
This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.
She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.
Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.
Beautiful
🙂
I'm still haunted by it.
In this hopeless heart of mine, I'd like to think she seized that moment and built on it.
Reminds me of this guy. His love of life, positive attitude and bright spirit just shine out of him.






Posted by xMoonMan
I'll tell you what is annoying me on the boards at the moment.
Several people have been using the phrase: "I could care less"
Surely the correct phrase is: "I couldn't care less".
If you could care less it means you care a little bit, right?
Or is it just that Americans and Europeans have a different interpretation of this phrase?





Posted by MoonArtist
CancerontheCusp, do we get picks? And how big of a beard are we talking about? lol

Posted by 11PeacefulCancer11
Split up with my girl a few days ago, she hasn't reached out, let me walk out of her life it seems, another girl who I was interested in about a month ago is in town and emailed me today, I'm making no move on her bc I still love my girl though my head is going "hmmm"... just sucks.

Posted by 11PeacefulCancer11Posted by xMoonManPosted by 11PeacefulCancer11
Split up with my girl a few days ago, she hasn't reached out, let me walk out of her life it seems, another girl who I was interested in about a month ago is in town and emailed me today, I'm making no move on her bc I still love my girl though my head is going "hmmm"... just sucks.
I know it's a very short time since you split up with your girl, but there's no harm in catching up with this other woman and take advantage of the current Venus retrograde energies...if you're up to it...
Who knows, it might help you put some things into perspective.
Don't talk about your recent split though, just keep it light n breezy.
Just some food for thought.
Heart is too much bound to my girl. I still love her. It's just odd timing really with the other one showing up. Thanks for the insight.click to expand

Posted by CancerOnTheCuspPosted by MoonArtist
CancerontheCusp, do we get picks? And how big of a beard are we talking about? lol
Maybe to the first part.
As to the second part, would it make a difference if I said my friend is a fan of Duck Dynasty?click to expand

Posted by MoonArtist
Well, whatever floats her boat! I'm more of a fan of the 5 day stubble (or 2 day, depending on how fast a guy grows it). Just enough bristle to look manly and slightly unkept without looking like a true beard. Mmmm YUM! But that's just my preference and not all guys can pull off the same facial hair looks.
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