@MoonArtist
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Posted by MrMan
I feel like shit. I can't come to terms with how different and difficult I am. I try really hard to be better accepted, but that only makes it easier for people to see how near the surface are my emotions and makes it so much easier and enjoyable to push my buttons, which forces me to run back to my shell and be lonely, all over again.
It's hard with life's little nuisances but I live by this philosophy:
If you can't accept me for who I am, as I am; then kiss my ass. ๐
I'm pissed with my classmate... She's like a bitch Grrrrrrr!
Posted by LunarMaiden
A little stressed right now.
I really don't like when guys I don't know just show up out of the blue.that's a lot of guys.
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Well, I wonder if I overreacted. A guy who's clearly interested showed up at my door in the morning as I was sleeping. He came again later and I pretty much said some things that made it clear I DO NOT like popping in.
Post it and share it! Actually, I have an idea thanks to someone on here who gave me the idea but I forget who and the idea has been tumbling in my head for a few days at least and if I don't get it out soon it might explode in there.
woot for sparkly magical! Now you need a unicorn!
Cap-si-cum......cap si cum? Si, senor, mi gusta.
I really shouldn't be unsupervised.
BLARGEN!! You, sir, are toying with my desire for fresh summer fruit! Luckily I live in Sunny California. It's citrus time for us. Oh, and apples, pears, etc. Mmmmmmmmmmm.....mandarins!
CLARO!!!!! Hi, welcome back!!!!
No gripes here. Had a VERY good day ๐
I need to do that, but mostly just the bathroom part since I have boys. Yes, they get to clean the toilet. Plus I'm getting our Christmas tree today so I need to do some furniture rearranging. WHY must my taste in furniture run towards nice and expensive?! These couches are HEAVY!
I hear you on the hug. I hug my loved ones, my kids, my parents and friends but someone said to me once, "you're the anchor that everyone turns to in time of need. Who's your anchor?" Sure, my friends and family, but not 100% and not because they don't want to be, but because I don't let them be that 100% and most of the time they don't know what's going on inside of me.
I'm in a very cynical mood.
Reality just hit me in the forehead and left a star in it's wake.
I'm in a really good mood. ๐
I just started feeling stressed out and couldn't wait to get home. From the holidays, work, the crowds, sometimes I just want to be home and just be in my own solitude.
Posted by xMoonMan
I really, really wish one day Americans would change their date format from mm/dd/yyyy
to a more logical format, likedd/mm/yyyy
Why oh why do you put the month first?
Because putting the month first is the more logical way...the day first is just weird ๐
Posted by xMoonMan
I really, really wish one day Americans would change their date format from mm/dd/yyyy
to a more logical format, likedd/mm/yyyy
Why oh why do you put the month first?
Because putting the month first is the more logical way...the day first is just weird ๐
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we can always compromise and make it weird for everyone.... 2013/12/15
Two days ago i didn't want to live and today i'm normal as ever. Weird.
Naughty hour ๐
Two days of work, then I'm off 3 days. Yipeeeeeeeee
Two days of work, then I'm off 3 days. Yipeeeeeeeee
My goal is to be the biggest slacker this side of the Atlantic for the next few days. ๐
At least you tried MoonMan.
Get back in there and find another beauty.
And with a hiatus over Christmas, the renewal of topics hating on Cancer men. *sigh*
I am a contradiction today. One minute I am feeling immense clarity - ready to take my power back and the next minute I'm crying on the treadmill at the gym. Meh.
Not big on New Year's resolution thing, but I do have a couple of things I do want to change for the coming year.
Posted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.
Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.
Posted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.Beautiful
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I'm still haunted by it.
In this hopeless heart of mine, I'd like to think she seized that moment and built on it.
Posted by MrMan
the last few posts are very cancer man, its not even funny.
No, not funny at all.
Insomnia.
Its a wonderful thing. ๐ข
Posted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.Beautiful
๐I'm still haunted by it.
In this hopeless heart of mine, I'd like to think she seized that moment and built on it.click to expand
Reminds me of this guy. His love of life, positive attitude and bright spirit just shine out of him.
Lets see, mood: had a very great Christmas and lots of people at my house and I'm having a wonderfully kick back day today since I'm a bit tired and want a bit of alone time.
Posted by xMoonMan
There's a young woman, probably early 20's, who works at one of my local supermarkets.
She works in the public area, checkout and customer service.This woman also has half of her face missing... literally.
I don't know if it was an unfortunate accident or a genetic defect of some kind.She always has a smile for you.
I really admire her.Had something similar happen.
Some years ago, saw two parents with a teen in tow.
Mother was absolutely gorgeous. Teen was staying close to the parents, clingy.
I was behind them in a checkout, and from one side I could see that the teen had the looks of her mother, and the body was perfect.
Then, said teen turned her head to look at me, and the other side of her face looked like a melted wax figure.
It was this time of year.
Genetic or otherwise, I could see the pain in that girl's face as she looked at me, expecting another look of horror.
It took one simple smile from me.
Her shoulders straightened, and for a moment, a beautiful soul smiled back.
Never knew how her life turned out. I hope she got the help she needed.Beautiful
๐I'm still haunted by it.
In this hopeless heart of mine, I'd like to think she seized that moment and built on it.Reminds me of this guy. His love of life, positive attitude and bright spirit just shine out of him.
Wow. That is a lovely story.
Good mood but my back is killing me. And that will kill my good mood. So i'm kind of pissed off. Enough world!
I don't want to work today.
Just want to lay around and drink strawberry soda.
Sugaries did you delete tooโ I was looking for your thread to spew my conclusions about xmas dinner in venus retrograde and I can't find it. This is disappointing.
I learn about myself through others as well and I feel the loss of people who contribute to that growth like Sugaries and Mr.Man
I hope you guys consider that
Terrified with Lostinhermind11 profile picture... and stop looking at it. Chill. I'll go to bed now.
In a couple of hours it's a new year. All alone. Like last year. But who cares when you could get drunk and later fire some fireworks. ๐
Posted by xMoonMan
I'll tell you what is annoying me on the boards at the moment.
Several people have been using the phrase: "I could care less"Surely the correct phrase is: "I couldn't care less".
If you could care less it means you care a little bit, right?Or is it just that Americans and Europeans have a different interpretation of this phrase?
The correct phrase is: "I couldn't care less"
http://thegrammarvandal.wordpress.com/2007/09/05/i-couldnt-care-less-correct/
On advice of a female friend, I'm growing a beard again.
Also, someone has captured my heart, I think.
CancerontheCusp, do we get picks? And how big of a beard are we talking about? lol
*pics
Posted by MoonArtist
CancerontheCusp, do we get picks? And how big of a beard are we talking about? lol
Maybe to the first part.
As to the second part, would it make a difference if I said my friend is a fan of Duck Dynasty?
Posted by 11PeacefulCancer11
Split up with my girl a few days ago, she hasn't reached out, let me walk out of her life it seems, another girl who I was interested in about a month ago is in town and emailed me today, I'm making no move on her bc I still love my girl though my head is going "hmmm"... just sucks.
Dude, it's only been a few days.
And how long were you dating this girl before you started taking interest in this one only a month ago.
It seems your interests overlap.
Posted by 11PeacefulCancer11
Split up with my girl a few days ago, she hasn't reached out, let me walk out of her life it seems, another girl who I was interested in about a month ago is in town and emailed me today, I'm making no move on her bc I still love my girl though my head is going "hmmm"... just sucks.I know it's a very short time since you split up with your girl, but there's no harm in catching up with this other woman and take advantage of the current Venus retrograde energies...if you're up to it...
Who knows, it might help you put some things into perspective.
Don't talk about your recent split though, just keep it light n breezy.Just some food for thought.
Heart is too much bound to my girl. I still love her. It's just odd timing really with the other one showing up. Thanks for the insight.
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If your heart is too bound then you need to deal with that and your relationship.
Is your relationship repairable?
Posted by MoonArtist
CancerontheCusp, do we get picks? And how big of a beard are we talking about? lolMaybe to the first part.
As to the second part, would it make a difference if I said my friend is a fan of Duck Dynasty?click to expand
Well, whatever floats her boat! I'm more of a fan of the 5 day stubble (or 2 day, depending on how fast a guy grows it). Just enough bristle to look manly and slightly unkept without looking like a true beard. Mmmm YUM! But that's just my preference and not all guys can pull off the same facial hair looks.
Well, whatever floats her boat! I'm more of a fan of the 5 day stubble (or 2 day, depending on how fast a guy grows it). Just enough bristle to look manly and slightly unkept without looking like a true beard. Mmmm YUM! But that's just my preference and not all guys can pull off the same facial hair looks.
Yup. I resemble that often.
Just let things go over vacation and was told to keep it.
I'll try it for a while.
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Mr Man, here's your hug ~hugs~
Why do you think you're different and difficult? Never try to be accepted. Be yourself and nothing more, with the exception of yourself with whatever improvement you think you need to work on.