Vent!!

Fuckin f*** writer's block!

I seem to have been really angry over the last month or so and aside from blaming it on the tendancies of an irregular personality, I think maybe it has something to do with this current state of writer's block.

There's been a hell of a lot of violent over-reactions from me (apologies to anyone who's faced the brunt of my angst).

So...I thought I'd make a vent thread. If you've had a bad day at work, get it off your chest here. If you feel like punching someone in the neck, I'd love to hear about it.

Let yourself go.

I had a dream a few weeks ago about two relatives who died of cancer. They were knocking on my front door. They came in like they were looking for something and then they said let's get out of here, will come back later.

My arm has been hurting me and I found a lump in my arm pit! I am terrified and I have an appointment at the doctors. I am not sure I want to go!

I'm both scared and pissed off!!!!!

I am not sure I am going to tell anybody about this either!

I went to the Doc's and I only have a cyst and he said "it is nothing to worry about!"

I think I worry too much sometimes!!!!

Thank you Lord, again!

It's half past 4 - I've been sitting up all night watching my dog who is about to have puppies any minute - she needs to be monitored at all times because she is prone to problem pregnancies and i can't go to sleep yet until someone wakes up to take over.

So...incredibly...tired...

Wow! I would have never guessed you were the maternal type, Cortica!

I might be able to respect and like you after all!

What do you do, breed them for fighting?

My gf's sister just spat gum all over the back of my brand new shirt! She can be a real wench, and boy am I cheesed! She makes her whole family miserable whenever she doesn't get her way....wait a minute....suddenly I feel like my problems are...small...

Oh well, good luck with the puppies! Better luck with the doctor's appointment- I hope all goes well...including getting the gum out before Mom sees it...

A 'friend' of mine has just registered me for Perfect Match (TV show) I'm sure everyone has some equally as painful dating show in their country!

I'm still too speechless to say anything coherent about it!!!

LOL Alot Cortica!

Seriously though, I am sure your friend had your best intentions in mind. And don't those shows give away holidays and such...that would be worth it don't you think?

I wouldn't do it! You need more than one breif meeting to get to know someone. You may end up not being compatible at all and then you are stuck spending time with them. You may not even like them enough to make it through dinner, let alone a vacation? You could end up with a serious nut job! And who are these people that would want to go on a dating show in the first place?? It appears to me that they are either desperate, too cheap to pay for their own fun, or they like being in front of the camera and telling all their business to strangers! But if anyone could do it, it would be a Gemini!LOL

LOL Lawgoddess - I guess you're right...I just can't help thinking that maybe this friend of mine needs to be punished...slowly...

I am just starting to take steps out of the deepest darkest depression of my life I guess that is good but I constantly jam pack my schedule; full time school, 2 part time jobs + volunteer work. I just want a vacation but I need money I am sick of being poor. I work too hard to be poor. I am not asking to be rich and famous just to not have to constantly worry about money...wa wa wa why couldn't my family be rich. I just want to not worry abt. paying for school. I get financial aid but still a lot of it is loans. $ 20,000 just to go to The art institute of chicago. I could bi*** for days. Sorry to go on. 20,000 for the name of the school on your diploma. Everyone around me is negative and I used to be so happy idealistic and loving. Now I feel cynical and bitter a lot of times. I am slowly getting out of this stupid phase. Thanks for the opportunity to vent because no one listens to me I'm just there to listen to them and their problems!

nothing like a good vent - everyone needs one once in a while - something about getting it off your chest regardless of whether it serves any practical purpose - i don't have anything to vent about at the moment 🤢gt;

So did you do the dating show yet Cortica?