Depression, feeling down?

Hello all beuatiful leos. Tell me about yourself ,if you sometimes feel down, FOR WHAT Reason, what do you to do make it better and so on? I'm suffering from depression, I get down in a mood as soon as I have nothing to do and I hate freetime and to be home alone. longstoryshort

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Thanks for replying and also asking me questions. To be honest, I do not really know to 100% ,

I have some days when I can sit alone and just start to cry out of no where and when I ask myself why, there is no real situation to point at. I am a strong lion no feelings at all and all that shit u know, yea thats my outside shell. Deep inside I'm deep as a person and sensetive but I have never shown it and I guess all the shit you have been through, you have been keeping stuff to yourself inside you - at the end the bomb explodes u know it gets too much and it feels like I have just got more and more depressive within the years after all the stuff u been thru.

longstory short I tried to short it down. But yeah I feel depressive often but it can change very easy...

Yes. Your words touched me very good. I'd love to have someone beside me right now and just give a hug or two, to see that Im needed in someones life. I sometimes think to my self what could be the solution, could it be a girlfreind? but I also think, a person who cant enjoy being alone is therefor not stable and ready for a relationship because then it means that you are in need of that person which is wrong, or?

I have always kept stuff to myself and acted hard but tbh these recently months I have started to open up more to some people and admit that I have feelings, I also feel down and such stuff... and yes excercising helps you alot, right now im off on a pause from training as u know, depression brings u down but I am going to try to activitate myself and start to go the gym, thanks for the kind words.

True, well said. I have started as I said to get more open with people and release stuff when I feel that I need to. 🙂 🙂

When I was younger, I used to bottle it up and felt like people will judge me or abuse the trust I gave them.

In the end, I realised when I confide in those I can trust, it brought us closer (friends). They eventually had a better understanding of who I am. It seems people can sense that in general, Leo tends to keep people at a distance hence sometimes they do not know how to be 'good' friends with us because we act all strong or secretive yet friendly to a surface extent. When you start to open up to people, it really opens your world that there are actually kind and caring friends out there who in the past you may have crossed out from the 'friends' list. 🙂