@lovely77
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Posted by luckiedollsmith
I'm having a very hard time understanding myself. Why is it that when I'm under a lot of stress, I have to do something impulsive to make me feel better such as; talking about a persons ugly outfit or complaining or just walking in front of someone to show them that I hate walking behind them. When I'm in a happy state... I'm so positive and so fun loving and caring, but when I'm upset or I'm stressed with school or etc. I literally can go with a stone cold face and a cold attitude to anyone and not care until days later. Also I'm not a Scorpio cusp either. I was born in Sept. 30th. The bitchiness comes out of me and I don't know where it comes from. It's like a switch that can easily turn me into a grumpy cold heartless careless ruthless person that becomes extremely calculating. I'm a social person but when I get in these moods I hate speaking or looking at people. If I'm angry/sad and an old lady happened to fall right in front of me, I would step over her and act like I never saw her. I feel like I'm the only libra that's like this
Try to remember you'll be that "old lady" one day....
is this learned behaviour by any chance?
Why do you think this has to do with being a Libra? What are your other placements, moon, mars, saturn, etc? And aspects...
Here's another thought -- why do you think your behaviour has something to do with astrology?
It's not astrology's fault that you're a catty, gay dude.
However, I have noticed that a lot of Libras only are nice when they think others are watching or get something from it. Otherwise, some of the fucked up, heartless shit I've seen some do and say is appalling. The "nice" bit is too much of a facade for some.
Psychologically, you sound like you just aren't happy with yourself. If you were, when you're in a bad mood, you wouldn't be so malicious toward others in such immature ways. It's one thing to be annoyed with everyone when in a cranky mood, it's another to go after them personally in such trivial ways because you're in a bad mood. Says a lot about your character.
Thats cold @luckylibra979
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Damn lol uhm hmmm. Why do you think this is? Whats your moon venus amd ascendant? Try to read books and positive affirmations and prayer helps to raise your vibration to a higher level. It helps to balance and be more positive. I love reading positive books. Atleast u recognize whats going on inside now its time to put action to making you better internally to control these negative emotions. Try being around positive uplifting people, they help to raise your positivity.