Right words. :)

Months ago you left
you left me when i needed you the most.
You left me with nothing for i have given you my everything, my love, my life and my soul.
Everyday For a month or two i would give myself an hour to cry thinking maybe, just maybe, i would soon ran out of tears and my heart would finally say enough.
Everyday felt like an ending.
One winter day someone told me "youre eyes doesnt deserve the sadness"
He was right no one care about me but myself.
I started to pick up the pieces of whats left of me..my shattered dignity, my crushed ego and my broken heart.
I went to face my darkest fears for i had nothing to lose. From jumping in high altitude to going back to school.
I was prepared to feel the pain of those fears..pain was nonexistent but i felt freedom.
for 5 months evrything you knew about me was gone and i became a different person.
I was better than ever. except for one thing... my heart.
My heart was still broken and has been in hiding.
i may have faced my hears but my heart hasn't.
the person who helped me told me he would wait until im ready..I said im not sure when would that be.
My life was progressing
And then you came back.
three nights ago You called telling me "I Still Love You..." and i said i love you back.
I should be happy but then the I love You i gave you felt different than the ones i gave you in the past.
This time it felt empty.
My heart came out of hiding and whispered to me the right words to tell you.
I love You wasnt meant for you anymore.
There's one word left for you in my heart
and that word is Goodbye.

Posted by tiziani
A rather bitter sweet ending, but I have a feeling congratulations are in order! Cheers.

thanks tizi 🙂 cheers *holds up a tequila bottle * 😛 .

Posted by SweetLibra
Whew, get it off your chest girl. Glad you were honest with yourself and recognized the difference. Good for you 🙂.

thanks sweet 🙂 yeah love fucks up my mind sometimes haha. At least im ok now. im scared of my decision but i know im better off without him 🙂

Thats beautiful.

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Posted by SweetLibra
Whew, get it off your chest girl. Glad you were honest with yourself and recognized the difference. Good for you 🙂.

thanks sweet 🙂 yeah love fucks up my mind sometimes haha. At least im ok now. im scared of my decision but i know im better off without him 🙂

You defiantly are better without him, if they walk out of your life let them or else they will never learn. He should thank you for teaching him that you can't treat people like that and he can't leave when it's bad and return when it's good :-/ Going through the same thing, stay strong

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🙂 i wish the same for you. i had a real tough time dealing with this thing. some people its easy to get over a broken heart but its actually not. the tears ive shed was worth the smile i have right now 🙂

Posted by WaterCup
Thats beautiful.

🙂

Posted by Sugarfoot
LEEB YOU'RE SO AWESOME.

I'm so glad you found peace 🙂

well thanks to you miss and some of the dxp who have kept me from breaking down. seriouysly without those crazy chat nights at wireclub and postings here i would have gone crazy.

dxp maybe drama crazy but some of the people here saved me 🙂

thanks 🙂

Thanks for sharing, I can see a glimmer of light

thanks you girls.. you guys helped me a lot and the neverending libra thread helped me a lot 🙂 you dont know how much i appreciate you guys for your posts kept me company when i felt sad 🙂.

as Libracuspscorp would say "HUGS***" hahaha

Posted by libra08

I love You wasnt meant for you anymore.
There's one word left for you in my heart
and that word is Goodbye.

Loving this right here *nods*

get over it ah ahahaha

Posted by Leeeebra
This song is for you dear Leeb sister. be fabulously happy! live as hard as feeling alive can be!

🙂 download time haha 🙂 thanks 🙂

Posted by MoonWolf
get over it ah ahahaha

I will as soon as you stop staring at my ass. 🙂