I owe ya'll an apology

I haven't been fully honest about my Jed. Ya'll are such fine upstanding people that it's been eating me alive not telling you the truth about what's really gone on. I'm legit cut up about it. You deserve the truth so in the spirit of "Let's get Taboo", here goes.

A long-term friend of mine living in the opposite hemisphere asked me why I only started mentioning Jed to him only a couple years ago when I said I've known him for 5 years. I gave him a very good reason for it, but it wasn't the only reason. He figured there was something more to it, but he respected my decision and didn't probe until I was ready to say so.

For many years I heard stories of my dad being a sexual predator & having a fondness for young girls. He once introduced me to a woman he was "dating". She was fully developed with big knockers and I would've said she's in her early 20s. 17 is our state's age of consent, 18 if you have a guardian-type relationship with the person - like a coach, mentor or step-parent. They said she was 17.

A lot of people can look much older or try to look much older than they are, but knowing my dad it wouldn't have surprised me if she was a little behind the age of consent. He was a very disgusting man, constantly making lewd comments towards & about people of all ages, especially teenagers. When he died last year, the world became a better place.

So the last thing I would ever want is to turn out to be anything like him. But unfortunately, 5 years ago I got the shock of my life, when a blue-eyed creature walked into my home. Yeah, I wasn't honest about Jed's real age. He's not 25, he's 20 and your math is correct. He was 15 when we first met, and never in my wildest imaginations I thought I'd ever be so affected by someone so young. Everyone I've been attracted to & dated before him has been either a little older than me, 2-4 years younger or roughly the same age as me. Never been into the skinny twink type. I like my guy to have a healthy amount of meat.

I get my fair share of attention from teenagers to this day, but I always ignore them. From the hell to the nawwww. But this was a first and it terrified me. At the time I was a total headcase due to a snowball of bullshit I was dealing with, and this only made things worse. Last thing I ever wanted was to be like my dad, but Jed was a living breathing optical illusion. I thought he was 18-20 because he was always so built like a rock. Strong shoulders, bulging biceps, chiseled masculine jawline & big forehead, strong muscly legs......everything gave him an older look (damn Cap moon). He showed me his ID with his real age but my eyes were totally deceiving me and it was a major mindfuck.

The more I tried to ignore it, the more intense it got and within a year or so I realized I was madly in love with him. Yikes. When I finally snapped & broke down, Jed was a few weeks away from his 17th birthday. When I got back into things, he was almost 18. I was determined to get to the bottom of everything, which is why I got into criminal psychology. I wanted to learn more about these urges.

After having been raped in my early 20s myself, this was no laughing matter. Knowledge is power, and the more you know about something, the better chances you have of doing something about it. I had to make sure this would never happen again, and I'm very relieved to say it never did. Never before, never since. I made him a promise since day 1 that I'd never cross the line with him, and I kept that promise. I never laid a sexual finger on him before my 32nd birthday, by which time he was just a few months away from his 20th.

So, crazed villagers, clueless judgemental people & SJW's - put those pitchforks away because there's nothing for you here.

I believe the reason I fell in love with him is because he was everything that I needed in my life more than anything at that stage. I had been living in the dark for years like a zombie, with no real feelings or any motivation, almost like I had lost the will to live. And then this beautiful young man came into my life out of nowhere, with his sparkling friendly blue eyes and that disarming cheeky killer smile, that zest for life and glowing with goodness, and that deep-af voice......he absolutely blew me away & breathed new life into me. There's a good reason why I've always called him a demigod. This young man is no mere mortal.

I had started looking into my own motivations, and I realized that being physical with him was not as high on the list as I thought. More than anything, I wanted to be there & comfort him, and protect him and spend quality time with him. And I thought "is that so bad?". I understand why significant age gaps are such deterrents, because emotionally & mentally both people are at different stages of their lives & the potential incompatibility is a very real issue. But the more time passed, the closer we got and I realized that, aside from the age & temperament, we're a pretty awesome team.

One other hard thing I've had to work on was convincing his family and his mother that I wasn't a 30yo creep with a taste for young boys. Her son meant, means and will always mean the world to me and I would rather kill myself than hurt him, especially after what happened to me years ago. And Jed is no dummy himself, greatly intelligent & mature beyond his years. If I was a deconstructive influence on him, he would kick my ass all the way to the kerb. But I always treated him with nothing but respect & I showed that I valued him as a man and as a human being. His own mother eventually saw that I was legit and acknowledged that I'm a keeper. And she recently gave me her blessing.

All the best things are worth waiting a whole lifetime for. I will always be his biggest fan.

PS: yes, the intro is 100%

You didn't buy that horseshit, did ya?

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Don't look at me like that, I'm not a Pisces moon.



@lioness18881

@astroplus

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Don't look at me like that, I'm not a Pisces moon.







@lioness18881

@astroplus



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lol we love ur jed stories. one of the best entertainments of dxp

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I haven't been fully honest about my Jed. Ya'll are such fine upstanding people that it's been eating me alive not telling you the truth about what's really gone on. I'm legit cut up about it. You deserve the truth so in the spirit of "Let's get Taboo", here goes.



A long-term friend of mine living in the opposite hemisphere asked me why I only started mentioning Jed to him only a couple years ago when I said I've known him for 5 years. I gave him a very good reason for it, but it wasn't the only reason. He figured there was something more to it, but he respected my decision and didn't probe until I was ready to say so.



For many years I heard stories of my dad being a sexual predator & having a fondness for young girls. He once introduced me to a woman he was "dating". She was fully developed with big knockers and I would've said she's in her early 20s. 17 is our state's age of consent, 18 if you have a guardian-type relationship with the person - like a coach, mentor or step-parent. They said she was 17.

A lot of people can look much older or try to look much older than they are, but knowing my dad it wouldn't have surprised me if she was a little behind the age of consent. He was a very disgusting man, constantly making lewd comments towards & about people of all ages, especially teenagers. When he died last year, the world became a better place.



So the last thing I would ever want is to turn out to be anything like him. But unfortunately, 5 years ago I got the shock of my life, when a blue-eyed creature walked into my home. Yeah, I wasn't honest about Jed's real age. He's not 25, he's 20 and your math is correct. He was 15 when we first met, and never in my wildest imaginations I thought I'd ever be so affected by someone so young. Everyone I've been attracted to & dated before him has been either a little older than me, 2-4 years younger or roughly the same age as me. Never been into the skinny twink type. I like my guy to have a healthy amount of meat.



I get my fair share of attention from teenagers to this day, but I always ignore them. From the hell to the nawwww. But this was a first and it terrified me. At the time I was a total headcase due to a snowball of bullshit I was dealing with, and this only made things worse. Last thing I ever wanted was to be like my dad, but Jed was a living breathing optical illusion. I thought he was 18-20 because he was always so built like a rock. Strong shoulders, bulging biceps, chiseled masculine jawline & big forehead, strong muscly legs......everything gave him an older look (damn Cap moon). He showed me his ID with his real age but my eyes were totally deceiving me and it was a major mindfuck.



The more I tried to ignore it, the more intense it got and within a year or so I realized I was madly in love with him. Yikes. When I finally snapped & broke down, Jed was a few weeks away from his 17th birthday. When I got back into things, he was almost 18. I was determined to get to the bottom of everything, which is why I got into criminal psychology. I wanted to learn more about these urges.

After having been raped in my early 20s myself, this was no laughing matter. Knowledge is power, and the more you know about something, the better chances you have of doing something about it. I had to make sure this would never happen again, and I'm very relieved to say it never did. Never before, never since. I made him a promise since day 1 that I'd never cross the line with him, and I kept that promise. I never laid a sexual finger on him before my 32nd birthday, by which time he was just a few months away from his 20th.



So, crazed villagers, clueless judgemental people & SJW's - put those pitchforks away because there's nothing for you here.



I believe the reason I fell in love with him is because he was everything that I needed in my life more than anything at that stage. I had been living in the dark for years like a zombie, with no real feelings or any motivation, almost like I had lost the will to live. And then this beautiful young man came into my life out of nowhere, with his sparkling friendly blue eyes and that disarming cheeky killer smile, that zest for life and glowing with goodness, and that deep-af voice......he absolutely blew me away & breathed new life into me. There's a good reason why I've always called him a demigod. This young man is no mere mortal.



I had started looking into my own motivations, and I realized that being physical with him was not as high on the list as I thought. More than anything, I wanted to be there & comfort him, and protect him and spend quality time with him. And I thought "is that so bad?". I understand why significant age gaps are such deterrents, because emotionally & mentally both people are at different stages of their lives & the potential incompatibility is a very real issue. But the more time passed, the closer we got and I realized that, aside from the age & temperament, we're a pretty awesome team.



One other hard thing I've had to work on was convincing his family and his mother that I wasn't a 30yo creep with a taste for young boys. Her son meant, means and will always mean the world to me and I would rather kill myself than hurt him, especially after what happened to me years ago. And Jed is no dummy himself, greatly intelligent & mature beyond his years. If I was a deconstructive influence on him, he would kick my ass all the way to the kerb. But I always treated him with nothing but respect & I showed that I valued him as a man and as a human being. His own mother eventually saw that I was legit and acknowledged that I'm a keeper. And she recently gave me her blessing.



All the best things are worth waiting a whole lifetime for. I will always be his biggest fan.



PS: yes, the intro is 100%



You didn't buy that horseshit, did ya?

In all reality, truth or otherwise, it makes no nevermind to me. The older you become you realize that age has nothing to do with how long you've lived, or limits of capacity, but rather it's to remind you to keep on living while you can.



P.S. That was hardly erection worthy. I demand a refund!

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You're not a Leo, so of course it wouldn't have worked. I added a bit of sauce when relaying it to my perpetually-horny Lion friend, and I did that face to face. And he confessed long ago that he's wanted to fuck my brains out since day 1, so I'm fairly sure he flashed back to the times me and my boy have got it on in his presence.

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Posted by sierra_
11 paragraphs

Don't look at me like that, I'm not a Pisces moon.







@lioness18881

@astroplus



you asked click to expand

lol we love ur jed stories. one of the best entertainments of dxp

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I know it's a bit of a torture when you can't see what all the fuss is about lol, but that smile up there should be enough indication. Or you can head over to my photos section & see my previous avatar.

Posted by AstroPlus

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
I haven't been fully honest about my Jed. Ya'll are such fine upstanding people that it's been eating me alive not telling you the truth about what's really gone on. I'm legit cut up about it. You deserve the truth so in the spirit of "Let's get Taboo", here goes.



A long-term friend of mine living in the opposite hemisphere asked me why I only started mentioning Jed to him only a couple years ago when I said I've known him for 5 years. I gave him a very good reason for it, but it wasn't the only reason. He figured there was something more to it, but he respected my decision and didn't probe until I was ready to say so.



For many years I heard stories of my dad being a sexual predator & having a fondness for young girls. He once introduced me to a woman he was "dating". She was fully developed with big knockers and I would've said she's in her early 20s. 17 is our state's age of consent, 18 if you have a guardian-type relationship with the person - like a coach, mentor or step-parent. They said she was 17.

A lot of people can look much older or try to look much older than they are, but knowing my dad it wouldn't have surprised me if she was a little behind the age of consent. He was a very disgusting man, constantly making lewd comments towards & about people of all ages, especially teenagers. When he died last year, the world became a better place.



So the last thing I would ever want is to turn out to be anything like him. But unfortunately, 5 years ago I got the shock of my life, when a blue-eyed creature walked into my home. Yeah, I wasn't honest about Jed's real age. He's not 25, he's 20 and your math is correct. He was 15 when we first met, and never in my wildest imaginations I thought I'd ever be so affected by someone so young. Everyone I've been attracted to & dated before him has been either a little older than me, 2-4 years younger or roughly the same age as me. Never been into the skinny twink type. I like my guy to have a healthy amount of meat.



I get my fair share of attention from teenagers to this day, but I always ignore them. From the hell to the nawwww. But this was a first and it terrified me. At the time I was a total headcase due to a snowball of bullshit I was dealing with, and this only made things worse. Last thing I ever wanted was to be like my dad, but Jed was a living breathing optical illusion. I thought he was 18-20 because he was always so built like a rock. Strong shoulders, bulging biceps, chiseled masculine jawline & big forehead, strong muscly legs......everything gave him an older look (damn Cap moon). He showed me his ID with his real age but my eyes were totally deceiving me and it was a major mindfuck.



The more I tried to ignore it, the more intense it got and within a year or so I realized I was madly in love with him. Yikes. When I finally snapped & broke down, Jed was a few weeks away from his 17th birthday. When I got back into things, he was almost 18. I was determined to get to the bottom of everything, which is why I got into criminal psychology. I wanted to learn more about these urges.

After having been raped in my early 20s myself, this was no laughing matter. Knowledge is power, and the more you know about something, the better chances you have of doing something about it. I had to make sure this would never happen again, and I'm very relieved to say it never did. Never before, never since. I made him a promise since day 1 that I'd never cross the line with him, and I kept that promise. I never laid a sexual finger on him before my 32nd birthday, by which time he was just a few months away from his 20th.



So, crazed villagers, clueless judgemental people & SJW's - put those pitchforks away because there's nothing for you here.



I believe the reason I fell in love with him is because he was everything that I needed in my life more than anything at that stage. I had been living in the dark for years like a zombie, with no real feelings or any motivation, almost like I had lost the will to live. And then this beautiful young man came into my life out of nowhere, with his sparkling friendly blue eyes and that disarming cheeky killer smile, that zest for life and glowing with goodness, and that deep-af voice......he absolutely blew me away & breathed new life into me. There's a good reason why I've always called him a demigod. This young man is no mere mortal.



I had started looking into my own motivations, and I realized that being physical with him was not as high on the list as I thought. More than anything, I wanted to be there & comfort him, and protect him and spend quality time with him. And I thought "is that so bad?". I understand why significant age gaps are such deterrents, because emotionally & mentally both people are at different stages of their lives & the potential incompatibility is a very real issue. But the more time passed, the closer we got and I realized that, aside from the age & temperament, we're a pretty awesome team.



One other hard thing I've had to work on was convincing his family and his mother that I wasn't a 30yo creep with a taste for young boys. Her son meant, means and will always mean the world to me and I would rather kill myself than hurt him, especially after what happened to me years ago. And Jed is no dummy himself, greatly intelligent & mature beyond his years. If I was a deconstructive influence on him, he would kick my ass all the way to the kerb. But I always treated him with nothing but respect & I showed that I valued him as a man and as a human being. His own mother eventually saw that I was legit and acknowledged that I'm a keeper. And she recently gave me her blessing.



All the best things are worth waiting a whole lifetime for. I will always be his biggest fan.



PS: yes, the intro is 100%



You didn't buy that horseshit, did ya?

In all reality, truth or otherwise, it makes no nevermind to me. The older you become you realize that age has nothing to do with how long you've lived, or limits of capacity, but rather it's to remind you to keep on living while you can.



P.S. That was hardly erection worthy. I demand a refund!

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The 4-5 people I confided to before today all told me that I'm overreacting because I didn't do anything wrong. But they never met my dad and they can't imagine what a disgusting creature he was.

One particular instance I'll NEVER forget. We were watching a talent show, and a group of little girls between the ages of 4-10 came on. They were so adorable in their ballerina outfits......but can you imagine what he said about them?

"the whores of tomorrow"

I literally lost my appetite and wanted to throw up. Turns my stomach recalling it. What kind of a sick animal would ever go there? So yeah, when it comes to him and never becoming anything like him, there's no such thing as overreaction. I'm glad he's being eaten by worms right now and rotting in hell where he always belonged.

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I haven't been fully honest about my Jed. Ya'll are such fine upstanding people that it's been eating me alive not telling you the truth about what's really gone on. I'm legit cut up about it. You deserve the truth so in the spirit of "Let's get Taboo", here goes.



A long-term friend of mine living in the opposite hemisphere asked me why I only started mentioning Jed to him only a couple years ago when I said I've known him for 5 years. I gave him a very good reason for it, but it wasn't the only reason. He figured there was something more to it, but he respected my decision and didn't probe until I was ready to say so.



For many years I heard stories of my dad being a sexual predator & having a fondness for young girls. He once introduced me to a woman he was "dating". She was fully developed with big knockers and I would've said she's in her early 20s. 17 is our state's age of consent, 18 if you have a guardian-type relationship with the person - like a coach, mentor or step-parent. They said she was 17.

A lot of people can look much older or try to look much older than they are, but knowing my dad it wouldn't have surprised me if she was a little behind the age of consent. He was a very disgusting man, constantly making lewd comments towards & about people of all ages, especially teenagers. When he died last year, the world became a better place.



So the last thing I would ever want is to turn out to be anything like him. But unfortunately, 5 years ago I got the shock of my life, when a blue-eyed creature walked into my home. Yeah, I wasn't honest about Jed's real age. He's not 25, he's 20 and your math is correct. He was 15 when we first met, and never in my wildest imaginations I thought I'd ever be so affected by someone so young. Everyone I've been attracted to & dated before him has been either a little older than me, 2-4 years younger or roughly the same age as me. Never been into the skinny twink type. I like my guy to have a healthy amount of meat.



I get my fair share of attention from teenagers to this day, but I always ignore them. From the hell to the nawwww. But this was a first and it terrified me. At the time I was a total headcase due to a snowball of bullbutter I was dealing with, and this only made things worse. Last thing I ever wanted was to be like my dad, but Jed was a living breathing optical illusion. I thought he was 18-20 because he was always so built like a rock. Strong shoulders, bulging biceps, chiseled masculine jawline & big forehead, strong muscly legs......everything gave him an older look (damn Cap moon). He showed me his ID with his real age but my eyes were totally deceiving me and it was a major mindtreetrunk.



The more I tried to ignore it, the more intense it got and within a year or so I realized I was madly in love with him. Yikes. When I finally snapped & broke down, Jed was a few weeks away from his 17th birthday. When I got back into things, he was almost 18. I was determined to get to the bottom of everything, which is why I got into criminal psychology. I wanted to learn more about these urges.

After having been raped in my early 20s myself, this was no laughing matter. Knowledge is power, and the more you know about something, the better chances you have of doing something about it. I had to make sure this would never happen again, and I'm very relieved to say it never did. Never before, never since. I made him a promise since day 1 that I'd never cross the line with him, and I kept that promise. I never laid a sexual finger on him before my 32nd birthday, by which time he was just a few months away from his 20th.



So, crazed villagers, clueless judgemental people & SJW's - put those pitchforks away because there's nothing for you here.



I believe the reason I fell in love with him is because he was everything that I needed in my life more than anything at that stage. I had been living in the dark for years like a zombie, with no real feelings or any motivation, almost like I had lost the will to live. And then this beautiful young man came into my life out of nowhere, with his sparkling friendly blue eyes and that disarming cheeky killer smile, that zest for life and glowing with goodness, and that deep-af voice......he absolutely blew me away & breathed new life into me. There's a good reason why I've always called him a demigod. This young man is no mere mortal.



I had started looking into my own motivations, and I realized that being physical with him was not as high on the list as I thought. More than anything, I wanted to be there & comfort him, and protect him and spend quality time with him. And I thought "is that so bad?". I understand why significant age gaps are such deterrents, because emotionally & mentally both people are at different stages of their lives & the potential incompatibility is a very real issue. But the more time passed, the closer we got and I realized that, aside from the age & temperament, we're a pretty awesome team.



One other hard thing I've had to work on was convincing his family and his mother that I wasn't a 30yo creep with a taste for young boys. Her son meant, means and will always mean the world to me and I would rather kill myself than hurt him, especially after what happened to me years ago. And Jed is no dummy himself, greatly intelligent & mature beyond his years. If I was a deconstructive influence on him, he would kick my ass all the way to the kerb. But I always treated him with nothing but respect & I showed that I valued him as a man and as a human being. His own mother eventually saw that I was legit and acknowledged that I'm a keeper. And she recently gave me her blessing.



All the best things are worth waiting a whole lifetime for. I will always be his biggest fan.



PS: yes, the intro is 100%



You didn't buy that horsebutter, did ya?

In all reality, truth or otherwise, it makes no nevermind to me. The older you become you realize that age has nothing to do with how long you've lived, or limits of capacity, but rather it's to remind you to keep on living while you can.



P.S. That was hardly erection worthy. I demand a refund!

The 4-5 people I confided to before today all told me that I'm overreacting because I didn't do anything wrong. But they never met my dad and they can't imagine what a disgusting creature he was.



One particular instance I'll NEVER forget. We were watching a talent show, and a group of little girls between the ages of 4-10 came on. They were so adorable in their ballerina outfits......but can you imagine what he said about them?



"the just like mes of tomorrow"



I literally lost my appetite and wanted to throw up. Turns my stomach recalling it. What kind of a sick animal would ever go there? So yeah, when it comes to him and never becoming anything like him, there's no such thing as overreaction. I'm glad he's being eaten by worms right now and rotting in hell where he always belonged. click to expand

what was his sign?

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Scorpio sun/Mercury, Cap moon (like Jed), Aries Mars (like me), Sag Venus.

To him, women were nothing but pieces of meat for sex. Never respected anyone or anything and was only out for himself. And yes, he was both physically and mentally abusive. He didn't fucking die soon enough.

I‘m confused

I read the entire post and made me think, "what's the point of this thread?"

And now, I'm expecting more Jed stories in the days and weeks to come. But I think that this will be the last time I'll ever read a Jed thread.

I read the entire post to see if indeed you will admit that you're lying to us. But you didn't. It still doesn't make a case for you though; as they say, "allegations without evidence are nothing."

Not that the truth is anything important to me... What I was really bothered was that in every thread I read here, you always butt in with a "jed remark" no matter how irrelevant he is to the topic.

And that is why I wanted you to shut up because you annoy the heck out of me. It doesn't reflect well on you either because all your threads and posts are about the very same person. That's not a good sign. It only means that you're obsessed with him. I advise you to look into yourself and find your good attributes because it seems that, without Jed, you're lifeless.

that's what happened in the Chronicles of Narnia when they went into the closet and found a whole new world

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I read the entire post and made me think, "what's the point of this thread?"



And now, I'm expecting more Jed stories in the days and weeks to come. But I think that this will be the last time I'll ever read a Jed thread.



I read the entire post to see if indeed you will admit that you're lying to us. But you didn't. It still doesn't make a case for you though; as they say, "allegations without evidence are nothing."



Not that the truth is anything important to me... What I was really bothered was that in every thread I read here, you always butt in with a "jed remark" no matter how irrelevant he is to the topic.



And that is why I wanted you to shut up because you annoy the heck out of me. It doesn't reflect well on you either because all your threads and posts are about the very same person. That's not a good sign. It only means that you're obsessed with him. I advise you to look into yourself and find your good attributes because it seems that, without Jed, you're lifeless.

I decided to unblock you for a few minutes because this was too funny. God bless my beautiful man's cooking, those crab quiches were divine but fuck I feel like a pregnant elephant carrying quadruplets right now. I guess I owe you an explanation on that block. See, I got tired of having my IQ drop by at least 50% every time I saw your latest thread title. So believe me when I tell you, honey, regardless how bad you think I am, you are 1000 times worse in every regard.

As for what the point of this thread is or whether my boy exists, we've done this song & dance before and you came out worse for wear that time as well. Let me remind you how it went since it all still applies:

I am not you. I am not an attention-starved nobody whose only literary contributions consist of nothing but figments of his imagination. I may have had a shit life so far, but I am no quitter and I will strive to do better every day. My boy is a big part of it because he's the one who gave me my second wind and I am forever grateful for that. And I will express that gratitude any and every way I can.

I am not a pathetic feeble hobbit like you whose life is so painfully bland that it forces you to resort to lame as-fuck fiction to fit into the internet Wiggles crew in order to escape it. I deal with reality and I face it head on no matter what goes down - the hard, the bad and especially the good - I don't need to escape it. Besides, my reality is pretty damn good right now and I worked hard-af for it, thus I have no need for fiction. But your feeble life seems to depend on it, and in that way you're a total frikkin embarrassment to the male population.

Btw, if you saw that ass of his, you'd be obsessed too. And at the very least I'm obsessed with a breathing living person, not with fiction like you. If internet died, YOU would die. But #DoubleJ got each other and our plethora of good qualities to keep us going during a technological apocalypse. So you should concern yourself more with receiving the psychological help you so sorrily need. Giving life advice when you got no game makes you look like a poser.

"without Jed, you're lifeless" - I thought that was YOU. And, you wish. My confidence levels are where they should be. I got options, I just choose to decline them. You only got your hand & the fantasy in your diseased brain. But I digress.

If I remember correctly, last time I ended it with one more fact:

This is a public forum, not a personal shitpost board for your attention-starved schizophrenic mind. So you can join your DXP Wiggles and Go. Fuck. Yourself.



and if you ain't down with Jelle & Jed #DoubleJ



This was highly amusing but back on the block you go. And if you excuse me

Posted by tctao
that's what happened in the Chronicles of Narnia when they went into the closet and found a whole new world

Except in this case he came out of his closet & found a whole new world.

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Posted by AstroPlus

Posted by HeavyEntertainmentShow
I haven't been fully honest about my Jed. Ya'll are such fine upstanding people that it's been eating me alive not telling you the truth about what's really gone on. I'm legit cut up about it. You deserve the truth so in the spirit of "Let's get Taboo", here goes.



A long-term friend of mine living in the opposite hemisphere asked me why I only started mentioning Jed to him only a couple years ago when I said I've known him for 5 years. I gave him a very good reason for it, but it wasn't the only reason. He figured there was something more to it, but he respected my decision and didn't probe until I was ready to say so.



For many years I heard stories of my dad being a sexual predator & having a fondness for young girls. He once introduced me to a woman he was "dating". She was fully developed with big knockers and I would've said she's in her early 20s. 17 is our state's age of consent, 18 if you have a guardian-type relationship with the person - like a coach, mentor or step-parent. They said she was 17.

A lot of people can look much older or try to look much older than they are, but knowing my dad it wouldn't have surprised me if she was a little behind the age of consent. He was a very disgusting man, constantly making lewd comments towards & about people of all ages, especially teenagers. When he died last year, the world became a better place.



So the last thing I would ever want is to turn out to be anything like him. But unfortunately, 5 years ago I got the shock of my life, when a blue-eyed creature walked into my home. Yeah, I wasn't honest about Jed's real age. He's not 25, he's 20 and your math is correct. He was 15 when we first met, and never in my wildest imaginations I thought I'd ever be so affected by someone so young. Everyone I've been attracted to & dated before him has been either a little older than me, 2-4 years younger or roughly the same age as me. Never been into the skinny twink type. I like my guy to have a healthy amount of meat.



I get my fair share of attention from teenagers to this day, but I always ignore them. From the hell to the nawwww. But this was a first and it terrified me. At the time I was a total headcase due to a snowball of bullshit I was dealing with, and this only made things worse. Last thing I ever wanted was to be like my dad, but Jed was a living breathing optical illusion. I thought he was 18-20 because he was always so built like a rock. Strong shoulders, bulging biceps, chiseled masculine jawline & big forehead, strong muscly legs......everything gave him an older look (damn Cap moon). He showed me his ID with his real age but my eyes were totally deceiving me and it was a major mindfuck.



The more I tried to ignore it, the more intense it got and within a year or so I realized I was madly in love with him. Yikes. When I finally snapped & broke down, Jed was a few weeks away from his 17th birthday. When I got back into things, he was almost 18. I was determined to get to the bottom of everything, which is why I got into criminal psychology. I wanted to learn more about these urges.

After having been raped in my early 20s myself, this was no laughing matter. Knowledge is power, and the more you know about something, the better chances you have of doing something about it. I had to make sure this would never happen again, and I'm very relieved to say it never did. Never before, never since. I made him a promise since day 1 that I'd never cross the line with him, and I kept that promise. I never laid a sexual finger on him before my 32nd birthday, by which time he was just a few months away from his 20th.



So, crazed villagers, clueless judgemental people & SJW's - put those pitchforks away because there's nothing for you here.



I believe the reason I fell in love with him is because he was everything that I needed in my life more than anything at that stage. I had been living in the dark for years like a zombie, with no real feelings or any motivation, almost like I had lost the will to live. And then this beautiful young man came into my life out of nowhere, with his sparkling friendly blue eyes and that disarming cheeky killer smile, that zest for life and glowing with goodness, and that deep-af voice......he absolutely blew me away & breathed new life into me. There's a good reason why I've always called him a demigod. This young man is no mere mortal.



I had started looking into my own motivations, and I realized that being physical with him was not as high on the list as I thought. More than anything, I wanted to be there & comfort him, and protect him and spend quality time with him. And I thought "is that so bad?". I understand why significant age gaps are such deterrents, because emotionally & mentally both people are at different stages of their lives & the potential incompatibility is a very real issue. But the more time passed, the closer we got and I realized that, aside from the age & temperament, we're a pretty awesome team.



One other hard thing I've had to work on was convincing his family and his mother that I wasn't a 30yo creep with a taste for young boys. Her son meant, means and will always mean the world to me and I would rather kill myself than hurt him, especially after what happened to me years ago. And Jed is no dummy himself, greatly intelligent & mature beyond his years. If I was a deconstructive influence on him, he would kick my ass all the way to the kerb. But I always treated him with nothing but respect & I showed that I valued him as a man and as a human being. His own mother eventually saw that I was legit and acknowledged that I'm a keeper. And she recently gave me her blessing.



All the best things are worth waiting a whole lifetime for. I will always be his biggest fan.



PS: yes, the intro is 100%



You didn't buy that horseshit, did ya?

In all reality, truth or otherwise, it makes no nevermind to me. The older you become you realize that age has nothing to do with how long you've lived, or limits of capacity, but rather it's to remind you to keep on living while you can.



P.S. That was hardly erection worthy. I demand a refund!

You're not a Leo, so of course it wouldn't have worked. I added a bit of sauce when relaying it to my perpetually-horny Lion friend, and I did that face to face. And he confessed long ago that he's wanted to fuck my brains out since day 1, so I'm fairly sure he flashed back to the times me and my boy have got it on in his presence.



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Who's the "he" here and you need to clarufy who was getting it on whith whom in whose presence...



he flashed back to the times me and my boy have got it on in his presence.

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LOL "he" is our redhead Leo/Gemini-dominant Leo friend Evan. He has an on-and-off friendly rivalry going on with Jed (he's had a thing for me for a long time) but these days they're have their side-project keeping them on track. Me and my boy have gotten it on a few times in his presence. He doesn't mind one bit, don't worry.

My little story turned him on because I also told him about the late-20s gay friend my mother had invited to stay with us for a while. He was a meaty Italian guy and he was my first adult crush. It was like a reverse me-Jed we had going except he never looked at me that way. Or, if he did he certainly showed no indication of that. Too bad. I would've been up for absolutely anything. Heh I was 15 and I knew exactly what I wanted.

Posted by AneemA04
Where's the tl;dr version to this?

Sorry, honey, we don't do "short" or "small". We're not Terramine.

Posted by sticky
Stupid as usual

Hey Firebunny, here's another DXP Wiggle.

Feel free to join him and go fuck yourselves.

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Posted by tctao
that's what happened in the Chronicles of Narnia when they went into the closet and found a whole new world

Except in this case he came out of his closet & found a whole new world. click to expand

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lol

Posted by MiZLeo
Not cool...

Don't eyeball me like that, I didn't touch him that way until he was 19, 2 full years past our state's age of consent. And he was the one constantly pushing the boundaries by flashing his abs in my face every chance he got. Very inappropriate & suspect behavior for someone who claimed to be 100% straight and unwilling to try anything with another man.

Can we see the pictures? Maybe it'll change our minds on you and him.