Rants.

Me first...

It's very frustrating to learn that some people judge you too incredibly hastily as a corrupt, dishonest person when they don't even know how much I'm willing to sacrifice just for the sake of others. I'm not like the traditional politician. I may sound like one because I keep on saying the same things as they do. But my desire to help is sincere and my integrity, which has been immersed in so many tempting situations, still remains untainted. I speak now through my innermost core, the real me, the person that I truly am, and not the person they seem to see. I want to tell these people they're ALL wrong but I rather not. I want my future actions to speak for myself and this is why I'm ranting here... 😢

^^Yup, Ands. I want to be one... but not because I want power... but because I'm a friggin' Taurus Ascendant who wants comfortable surroundings, beautiful environment and clean squeaky streets. LOL. No, I don't want to live in a mansion while the rest of the neighborhood does not have anything to eat. 😢

Firebunny I am catching my sleep but your post catch my attention, what are you doing at this wee hour of the day?

Aw! Firebunny something is kicking you somewhere! 😛

Rant! Rant and rant! It's good and it's great! Free your chest off that! It's free therapy here...

am going through something personal also but I will steal the spotlight from you 😛

Posted by chopstickcharmer
r u from a political dynasty? i'm a de villa from san juan, batangas.

lulz that's not the best policy tho. u could bankrupt the city with a beautification process that isn't in the budget. 😛

all my life i've been studying our city, our province, our nation... i read the news. i keep myself updated. i read, read, and read... i do all these because of one thing: i want to serve. budget is fine with me. we're just going to use just enough money for everything. there has to be some priorities somewhere. and these priorities will always be funded from the existing budget. LOL.

anyway, what i am thinking right now: why do i not get the trust of the people? and it's so sad that it's my friends who don't trust me at all... when they're supposed to be the ones who will trust me the most. 😢

Posted by virgosagscorpio
Firebunny I am catching my sleep but your post catch my attention, what are you doing at this wee hour of the day?

Aw! Firebunny something is kicking you somewhere! 😛

Rant! Rant and rant! It's good and it's great! Free your chest off that! It's free therapy here...

am going through something personal also but I will steal the spotlight from you 😛

Hahah. Where do you live? 🙂

Posted by chopstickcharmer

Posted by virgosagscorpio
Firebunny I am catching my sleep but your post catch my attention, what are you doing at this wee hour of the day?

Aw! Firebunny something is kicking you somewhere! 😛

Rant! Rant and rant! It's good and it's great! Free your chest off that! It's free therapy here...

am going through something personal also but I will not steal the spotlight from you 😛

what r u talking bout it's 5pm here!

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Puahahahahahahaha! yeah right! Easy Aries mercury...
need me some more sleep...

Firebunny *will not steal the spotlight from you*

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Posted by virgosagscorpio
Firebunny I am catching my sleep but your post catch my attention, what are you doing at this wee hour of the day?

Aw! Firebunny something is kicking you somewhere! 😛

Rant! Rant and rant! It's good and it's great! Free your chest off that! It's free therapy here...

am going through something personal also but I will steal the spotlight from you 😛

Hahah. Where do you live? 🙂

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It's 3 here...
You're doing great just add some more faith in yourself!
Let your mind rest some more and everything will be fine...
Believe! You gentle superman!
*goes back to bed*

rants??_ Rants??_.RANTS..??... I LOVE AMERICA AND AMERICANS??_!

There you go.. !

Posted by firebunny
Me first...

It's very frustrating to learn that some people judge you too incredibly hastily as a corrupt, dishonest person when they don't even know how much I'm willing to sacrifice just for the sake of others. I'm not like the traditional politician. I may sound like one because I keep on saying the same things as they do. But my desire to help is sincere and my integrity, which has been immersed in so many tempting situations, still remains untainted. I speak now through my innermost core, the real me, the person that I truly am, and not the person they seem to see. I want to tell these people they're ALL wrong but I rather not. I want my future actions to speak for myself and this is why I'm ranting here... 😢

I wouldn't bother to tell them anything; fuck them. Telling them won't change their perception of you. This is how they see you; be YOU. If you aren't that way then your actions may change their minds but nothing you SAY will.

Posted by chopstickcharmer

Posted by firebunny

Posted by chopstickcharmer
r u from a political dynasty? i'm a de villa from san juan, batangas.

lulz that's not the best policy tho. u could bankrupt the city with a beautification process that isn't in the budget. 😛

all my life i've been studying our city, our province, our nation... i read the news. i keep myself updated. i read, read, and read... i do all these because of one thing: i want to serve. budget is fine with me. we're just going to use just enough money for everything. there has to be some priorities somewhere. and these priorities will always be funded from the existing budget. LOL.

anyway, what i am thinking right now: why do i not get the trust of the people? and it's so sad that it's my friends who don't trust me at all... when they're supposed to be the ones who will trust me the most. 😢

because you sound like a politician! 😛 you gotta talk to them about other things rather than policy. i wouldn't even talk about any. it's not as important here compared to the US. it's about star power and a bit of drams here. an actor, a beloved one, will always win over someone capable with us. this is proven. our current president is only there coz his mommy died. philippines is a cancer.

if you're talking about peers then maybe it's pluto opposite your ascendant.

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LOL. I do? But I mean my words to the tee! WHen I say I will do something for the community, I do it. Never have I broken my promises, if it's for the community. How sad...

What do you mean by Pluto opposite my Ascendant?

Anyway, I'm just friggin' disappointed at how some people perceive me. I would understand if their perception is a little different than reality but if it's the complete opposite, it'll make me cry in frustration!!! I mean, WTF?! I mean, FUCK them! 😢

Posted by BalmyTigress
You're a Virgo, right? Perhaps your insecurity is showing a bit. If you're not quite secure in yourself, then other people aren't going to trust you either.

By all means serve, but build yourself up first. Otherwise you're going to be eaten alive.

I don't know what you mean. I'm a bit secure with myself. If I still have any insecurity, I notices it right off the bat and understands myself... then my insecurity fades away coz my subconscious would always reminds myself how good I am... and that I doesn't need to be someone else's... and completes my thought process with, "he's indeed good, etc. etc." and then turns my face into a glistening smile. In short, I'm not insecure.

Anyway, I just don't understand why some people can judge me way too quickly and their judgement is the complete opposite of who I am. That's just ugggghhh... I don't know. It's simply just annoying and frustrating. Frustrating because I haven't even started my political career and yet this is already happening!

Ands is right, I should transfer to another country. Philippines s*cks big time. I can't understand people here. @_@

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Posted by firebunny
Me first...

It's very frustrating to learn that some people judge you too incredibly hastily as a corrupt, dishonest person when they don't even know how much I'm willing to sacrifice just for the sake of others. I'm not like the traditional politician. I may sound like one because I keep on saying the same things as they do. But my desire to help is sincere and my integrity, which has been immersed in so many tempting situations, still remains untainted. I speak now through my innermost core, the real me, the person that I truly am, and not the person they seem to see. I want to tell these people they're ALL wrong but I rather not. I want my future actions to speak for myself and this is why I'm ranting here... 😢

I wouldn't bother to tell them anything; fuck them. Telling them won't change their perception of you. This is how they see you; be YOU. If you aren't that way then your actions may change their minds but nothing you SAY will.

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Exactly.

Just checked my chart, it's in the 7th house... but I think these are the ones that are true to me:

In fact, you might bring out the "worst" in others by your relationship behavior -- you tend to be the catalyst for others to discover their more primal instincts and fears. Never underestimate your role in this interplay, and don't make the mistake of thinking that you are simply a victim. You also discover your own power through your relationships, and this may or may not be comfortable. How you deal with it determines outcomes.

Thanks for uncovering this for me. Now, I feel worried about this.

^^Thank you, Mr. Cardinal Sun. You truly are a Cardinal! 🙂

Posted by starlover

Posted by Qbone

that will do for now ~~~~~~~~~ ahhhhhhhhh that feels better

lol
x

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Yeah... It always feels good, right? 🙂 you can keep on ranting on this thread, starlover! 🙂

Posted by chopstickcharmer
just remember people will remember you... if you build them a basketball court! 😛 if you can play in one of those exhibition games all the better.

LULZ. That's not what I'm after, Ands. 🙂

starlover

Ands, I'm actually Pluto in the 6th House. Just rechecked my natal chart. 🙂

*relieved*

Pluto in 6th House

You are a hard worker and can be quite protective or private when it comes to your work output. You are excellent at analysis, but you can also easily become obsessed with finding an answer to problems, perhaps even finding problems that others overlook. You "come alive" when presented with a problem that requires research and analysis. Work can become an obsession for you, and you are able to work almost tirelessly. You might be private or insular when it comes to your work, and you might also feel overly attached to what you do even to the point of paranoia. Fear of criticism might run high when it comes to your work output. Directing your own work or working for yourself may be the best route for you to take, as you can easily resent others controlling your schedule and the work that you do. You are likely very interested in areas of health and self-improvement, as well as explorations of the mind-body connection, and you instinctively seek alternative therapies for healing. Some of you are excellent researchers in these areas.

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