@cj7
21 Years1,000+ Posts
just getting by.... like life's *sputter sputter* running in second gear *sputter sputter*... Damn I think it just stalled.
thats what i was talking about.
Yeah... Well... Johnny Boy says there's a store hiring near where he works... He's all for me applying there because he thinks we can take breaks together... Sigh, I told him even if I get the job, it doesn't mean we'll get the same shift... He loves me, lol...
sounds good in theory.
Anything that gets me out of the house and makes me money... That's all I'm concerned about...
yeah im not very content with my career direction. i dont feel very inspired.
That's too bad... Starting to ponder new directions?
What is it you do, anyway?
=o
i am ceramic tile contractor, i do custom residential jobs, and i also travel doing big commerial jobs.
Just curious...
if im slow its only because ill type something out and somehow it gets erased and u get the short version instead.lol
lol... that's fine... It takes time to think this late at night....
Well... Maybe you can come help Espernaut and I opening up our neo coffee house.
*with the opening up of our neo coffee house...
i look at my work as creating something, and doing the best job that is possible and a perfectionist to a fault. my work makes me feel good about myself, my purpose, my worth.
im just not very happy about things and need to go in the direction that makes me feel better. i just am not sure what that is.
ive done 3 starbucks already, piece of cake. can i get free coffee for life?
Maybe you should try something a little more artistic... So you can express yourself more... I don't now what that could be, sinse I know nothing about tht kind of work... But I understand the perfectionist habit... I'm the same way... If everything doesn't live up to my standards, I scrap the entire project...
lol...
need some "me" time...
sorry, rambling.... that's what would happen to me... but I have no idea for you... *sigh*... I'm tired.
lol... starbucks... hmmm... free coffee... maybe I could stay awake that way...
well it the only legal way i know how to make at least 1500 a week, so i think im stuck for now. im just tired, tired of trying harder, in all aspects of life i think. im not happy for what i have to show for it. maybe itll never be enough.
yes it is very early and u have to get a new job tomorrow.
hmmm... well... I don't know... because I would be very happy with 1500 a weak...
I have to go the dentist tomorrow in the morning... I think I should go to sleep soon....
no, i know its a decent living, and it suits me well. i get to be creative, i get to express my perfectionism in a highly visual way. its a very physical job which i like and i do get the freedom of working for myself.
im just not very happy is all i guess.
Maybe... it's not just your job you're unhappy about?
good luck with the dentist thing. and the job thing.
yeah i keep coming back to that myself.
thanx... I hope you find your happyness... try some chocolate... it always works for me 😛
🙂
maybe a reaaaaally long vacation... some nice carribean island... pina colatas... regge music... sun... blue blue ocean... palm trees swaying in a breeze... Thats everyone's thearapy.
a trip to the keys. now that sounds nice.
key largo is the best
go snorckling
6 hours and im there.
that doesn't look right... oh well...
lol
that would be nice...
I think I'll take a vacation too...
no it doesnt, but who cares?
well, u must really go to bed now.
yes... you know I really must... oh well... good luck... nice chatting with you... I think I'm going to go dream about palm trees... because that's certainly better than dreaming about the dentist... 😉
dentists are sadistic creatures. not good dream material. palm trees and sandy beaches are.
good night... 🙂
nite
no, i understand wanted to meet eachother. maybe if i become rich and famous i can send for all of the members of that's if i can aford and don't care that u all know my real person. not me myself but u know my name and all that stuff.
good luck on the job, and the denist.
I'd want to meet everyone who wanted to meet me. 🙂
(how's that for politically correct)
u can always say u never understood poltics u just know what u didn't like and liked.
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im getting by for now.