Cleo

I think my cat died today. I cant find her, last night she was making these god awful sounds, almost like she did when she was in heat, way back when, and seems to have a harder time walking.

Our last interactions wasn't that great either, she came and sat down behind me when i was doing dishes so I'd trip and fall when I turned around to walk away. Which I did. My last words may have been "WTF Cleo you're an asshole!"

I can't find her or her body, and idk if i will... they just go find a place to die or something, idk.

I never really liked her that much cus she was a real asshole, and i don't like cats, but I've had her almost 17 years now.

I just feel kinda empty and confused, not even sad just like the world isn't right today. I also wish i was nicer to her this week.... cus i've been suspecting this was to happen, but mostly it felt stressful and something to be avoided.

its kinda like if your arch nemesis dies, and you'd think you'd be happy that's all you ever wanted. But then it turns out they're your yin, the other half or part of you in the universe, that because it's existed it always defined apart of you during that time.

😕

Posted by SensitiveBlues
LOL

just laughing at another dead white bitch huh?

Posted by MlleFisk
You got a basement or like a crawl space under the house?

no, I think she'd most likely crawl in some bushes or under some junk or something. I've walked around my house, and looked around the neighbor hood without getting in peoples yards.

Sometimes cats go outside....they know what grasses or plants to eat if they have an upset tummy. I have a feeling she will come back. When she does, hug her (you'll cry), and you'll forgive yourself for cussing at her. Makes you want to think how humanity should be humble and kind to human beings, too, huh?

Let us know if you found her 🤗

Love,

Eva

so sad and I'm sorry if that is what is happening ...

Posted by MiZLeo
How do you hate a cat you've had for 17 yrs? Is she an outside cat? Maybe a dog ate her (that happened to my sisters cat)

I just dont' like her. She's mean. She's inside/outside and i don't think a dog ate her, she's very crafty... got street skillz.

That sux 😢

Posted by starlover
Did you find Cleo?

nope, still gone

Posted by Vixen2
My tomcat I adopted died today....seized on the patio and just couldn't move...it was awful

wtf so sorry to hear that Vixen ~hugs~

Posted by Vixen2
My tomcat I adopted died today....seized on the patio and just couldn't move...it was awful

that is awful, i'm sorry.

Posted by Astrobyn

its kinda like if your arch nemesis dies, and you'd think you'd be happy that's all you ever wanted. But then it turns out they're your yin, the other half or part of you in the universe, that because it's existed it always defined apart of you during that time.

I cried when Snape died.

Cats often hide when they are ailing, and they will separate themselves from others when they are about to die. My cat of 13 years did that. ž I hope your cat is simply on an adventure and will be back.

Posted by Astrobyn

its kinda like if your arch nemesis dies, and you'd think you'd be happy that's all you ever wanted. But then it turns out they're your yin, the other half or part of you in the universe, that because it's existed it always defined apart of you during that time.

😢 awe fuck. Perhaps she is out getting laid. I'm sorry.. I just love my dog. I too, let him roam free. When I get upset after he's gone I imagine him living the dogs dream free and happy.. Good luck.

I'd rather die in freedom amongst that which I love most. So at worst, your car died doing what it lived most and doing exactly what it wanted.