@WaterDevil
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I don't want to let go of her.... But I need to. Help :( (Page 2)
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It ain't nothing to cut that bitch off! Sag moon let's get it!
I don't feel rejected though. I just am having a difficult time letting go of my feelings. I'm okay with rejection, thank you though I appreciate the thought
Posted by LovelyCurves
It ain't nothing to cut that bitch off! Sag moon let's get it!
Ayeee lol
Posted by WaterDevil
I think Im deeply in love with a Pisces.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Posted by boxcarmirnta
Soooo im a pisces and I'm not fickle at all. I either like you or i don't... So sounds like shes toying with you..the "chemistry" you feel?its just you feeling it. She doesn't feel it. You need to understand that. She doesn't feel sparks... She doesn't want you like that. I'm sorry to be brutal.You don't need to apologize. What you are saying is something that Iv already intuitively established. I'm very aware that feelings are all relative and mostly one sided. It's very rare to find two people feeling the same way. Regardless. The entire point of it is that due to the fact that I am aware of this I understand I must let it go. But I admit it's difficult. There is no false hope here. I'm just holding on to how she makes me feel.
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Heartbreak's a bitch.. Unrequited love is horrible.. The good thing is it ends. Youre young and eventually you'll find someone else that makes you feel the same and hopefully she'll reciprocate!!
Posted by WaterDevil
I think Im deeply in love with a Pisces.gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
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I am. Very. How'd you know. ?
What I will say though, throughout this entire year, I never cried about this person. And Her not reciprocating . Ect.
When I think about her. And I mean really think about her. I just smile. Because she's awesome. And I'm just stoked that I'm able to love someone like that. Knowing they don't feel the same way back and all. It's nice to know that I can love someone without expecting anything in return. Sometimes I'm down on my self for feeling like a "bad person":..and knowing I'm capable of such feelings makes me happy. If they are returned or not. I will let go soon. Because I must. But I definitely don't feel rejected. She came in to my life for a reason. And I'll be eternally grateful for her... even if she is indifferent about me. I don't really care. I just care. Get it? 🙂
What I realized when she came over before I opened up to her a little, she didn't know much about me before, maybe she thought she did idk. But she def didnt know the half of it. Now she knows some. So I feel we may have bonded a bit and that's why she was enchanted by me.
but as of right now, she's not being shady anymore.. ever since we have established "friendship". There were no more mixed messages. So it would be ridiculous for me to bring that up again. You know? HOWEVER. She is forever mysterious. And I dont think I ever truly know how she feels about me. But than again. I stopped Waring my heart on my sleeve after the first time her and I met. So we are more distant emotionally than ever before. Well were before this "FRIENDSHIP" thing happened.
When I first met her last year. My heart was on my sleeve. There was a lot of passion. But than she stopped talking to me and told me she wasn't "feeling it anymore". I asked why..she said "you showed me more girlfriend than friend" that was THEN. Almost a year ago.
so after I got really closed off about my emotions toward potential mates. Than when she came back in to my life. I was extremely distant emotionally. So we'd have one date where we were super into one another. Another where I was cold and distant. I didn't ask her "WHY" this time. But I suspect its because I wasn't very emotional second time around. Or Id wait until it was too late to speak up. So it would seem out of left field.
Listen I know Im not perfect here at all... But my point is. She's never sure about me. And its too late for me to call her out on that. So no need. I like having her in my life. But having feelings makes it difficult to truly be a friend... And this fucking music video in to the mix. Now Im in a cluster.
I see. I've read e everything but DXP wont let me quote and type so I'm using the last bit as something that I experienced as a fish to a scorp. This is literally how things were with me so I can understand how that probably makes you feel uneasy. Having feelings does make things difficult but it is your choice to keep her as a friend, or what ever you chose for her. if she is always unsure, then let her be unsure on her own. It is madness for a fish/scorp to try and understand the mind of the scorp/fish, especially when emotions are involved. Very emotional people just in different ways, each with their own DEPTHS. I know you don't want to let go. But maybe that's what you need. About things being too late, well I feel like it's never too late but the timing just needs to be right. that's my own opinion, I don't know this other person. Just be kind to yourself and think: If she didn't want to go further, why should you keep investing? For a friendship that keeps you in a state of uncertainty? If you like her in your life, then I would try to emotionally prepare yourself for that. It's hard to keep someone you care about in your life but not get those feelings returned. I might be sounding a little aggressive, I swear text and computer screens take away so many levels of communication; i'm not bashing anyone! Does this help?
What I realized when she came over before I opened up to her a little, she didn't know much about me before, maybe she thought she did idk. But she def didnt know the half of it. Now she knows some. So I feel we may have bonded a bit and that's why she was enchanted by me.
but as of right now, she's not being shady anymore.. ever since we have established "friendship". There were no more mixed messages. So it would be ridiculous for me to bring that up again. You know? HOWEVER. She is forever mysterious. And I dont think I ever truly know how she feels about me. But than again. I stopped Waring my heart on my sleeve after the first time her and I met. So we are more distant emotionally than ever before. Well were before this "FRIENDSHIP" thing happened.
When I first met her last year. My heart was on my sleeve. There was a lot of passion. But than she stopped talking to me and told me she wasn't "feeling it anymore". I asked why..she said "you showed me more girlfriend than friend" that was THEN. Almost a year ago.
so after I got really closed off about my emotions toward potential mates. Than when she came back in to my life. I was extremely distant emotionally. So we'd have one date where we were super into one another. Another where I was cold and distant. I didn't ask her "WHY" this time. But I suspect its because I wasn't very emotional second time around. Or Id wait until it was too late to speak up. So it would seem out of left field.
Listen I know Im not perfect here at all... But my point is. She's never sure about me. And its too late for me to call her out on that. So no need. I like having her in my life. But having feelings makes it difficult to truly be a friend... And this fucking music video in to the mix. Now Im in a cluster.
I see. I've read e everything but DXP wont let me quote and type so I'm using the last bit as something that I experienced as a fish to a scorp. This is literally how things were with me so I can understand how that probably makes you feel uneasy. Having feelings does make things difficult but it is your choice to keep her as a friend, or what ever you chose for her. if she is always unsure, then let her be unsure on her own. It is madness for a fish/scorp to try and understand the mind of the scorp/fish, especially when emotions are involved. Very emotional people just in different ways, each with their own DEPTHS. I know you don't want to let go. But maybe that's what you need. About things being too late, well I feel like it's never too late but the timing just needs to be right. that's my own opinion, I don't know this other person. Just be kind to yourself and think: If she didn't want to go further, why should you keep investing? For a friendship that keeps you in a state of uncertainty? If you like her in your life, then I would try to emotionally prepare yourself for that. It's hard to keep someone you care about in your life but not get those feelings returned. I might be sounding a little aggressive, I swear text and computer screens take away so many levels of communication; i'm not bashing anyone! Does this help?
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it does! thank you. and im a cancer btw. My chart is on my page. sag moon, lib rising. im just flowing with it. 🙂
What I realized when she came over before I opened up to her a little, she didn't know much about me before, maybe she thought she did idk. But she def didnt know the half of it. Now she knows some. So I feel we may have bonded a bit and that's why she was enchanted by me.
but as of right now, she's not being shady anymore.. ever since we have established "friendship". There were no more mixed messages. So it would be ridiculous for me to bring that up again. You know? HOWEVER. She is forever mysterious. And I dont think I ever truly know how she feels about me. But than again. I stopped Waring my heart on my sleeve after the first time her and I met. So we are more distant emotionally than ever before. Well were before this "FRIENDSHIP" thing happened.
When I first met her last year. My heart was on my sleeve. There was a lot of passion. But than she stopped talking to me and told me she wasn't "feeling it anymore". I asked why..she said "you showed me more girlfriend than friend" that was THEN. Almost a year ago.
so after I got really closed off about my emotions toward potential mates. Than when she came back in to my life. I was extremely distant emotionally. So we'd have one date where we were super into one another. Another where I was cold and distant. I didn't ask her "WHY" this time. But I suspect its because I wasn't very emotional second time around. Or Id wait until it was too late to speak up. So it would seem out of left field.
Listen I know Im not perfect here at all... But my point is. She's never sure about me. And its too late for me to call her out on that. So no need. I like having her in my life. But having feelings makes it difficult to truly be a friend... And this fucking music video in to the mix. Now Im in a cluster.
I see. I've read e everything but DXP wont let me quote and type so I'm using the last bit as something that I experienced as a fish to a scorp. This is literally how things were with me so I can understand how that probably makes you feel uneasy. Having feelings does make things difficult but it is your choice to keep her as a friend, or what ever you chose for her. if she is always unsure, then let her be unsure on her own. It is madness for a fish/scorp to try and understand the mind of the scorp/fish, especially when emotions are involved. Very emotional people just in different ways, each with their own DEPTHS. I know you don't want to let go. But maybe that's what you need. About things being too late, well I feel like it's never too late but the timing just needs to be right. that's my own opinion, I don't know this other person. Just be kind to yourself and think: If she didn't want to go further, why should you keep investing? For a friendship that keeps you in a state of uncertainty? If you like her in your life, then I would try to emotionally prepare yourself for that. It's hard to keep someone you care about in your life but not get those feelings returned. I might be sounding a little aggressive, I swear text and computer screens take away so many levels of communication; i'm not bashing anyone! Does this help?
it does! thank you. and im a cancer btw. My chart is on my page. sag moon, lib rising. im just flowing with it. 🙂
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OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY. IDK why I thought otherwise holy jeebusy
I don't feel rejected though. I just am having a difficult time letting go of my feelings. I'm okay with rejection, thank you though I appreciate the thought
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good outlook!
What I realized when she came over before I opened up to her a little, she didn't know much about me before, maybe she thought she did idk. But she def didnt know the half of it. Now she knows some. So I feel we may have bonded a bit and that's why she was enchanted by me.
but as of right now, she's not being shady anymore.. ever since we have established "friendship". There were no more mixed messages. So it would be ridiculous for me to bring that up again. You know? HOWEVER. She is forever mysterious. And I dont think I ever truly know how she feels about me. But than again. I stopped Waring my heart on my sleeve after the first time her and I met. So we are more distant emotionally than ever before. Well were before this "FRIENDSHIP" thing happened.
When I first met her last year. My heart was on my sleeve. There was a lot of passion. But than she stopped talking to me and told me she wasn't "feeling it anymore". I asked why..she said "you showed me more girlfriend than friend" that was THEN. Almost a year ago.
so after I got really closed off about my emotions toward potential mates. Than when she came back in to my life. I was extremely distant emotionally. So we'd have one date where we were super into one another. Another where I was cold and distant. I didn't ask her "WHY" this time. But I suspect its because I wasn't very emotional second time around. Or Id wait until it was too late to speak up. So it would seem out of left field.
Listen I know Im not perfect here at all... But my point is. She's never sure about me. And its too late for me to call her out on that. So no need. I like having her in my life. But having feelings makes it difficult to truly be a friend... And this fucking music video in to the mix. Now Im in a cluster.
I see. I've read e everything but DXP wont let me quote and type so I'm using the last bit as something that I experienced as a fish to a scorp. This is literally how things were with me so I can understand how that probably makes you feel uneasy. Having feelings does make things difficult but it is your choice to keep her as a friend, or what ever you chose for her. if she is always unsure, then let her be unsure on her own. It is madness for a fish/scorp to try and understand the mind of the scorp/fish, especially when emotions are involved. Very emotional people just in different ways, each with their own DEPTHS. I know you don't want to let go. But maybe that's what you need. About things being too late, well I feel like it's never too late but the timing just needs to be right. that's my own opinion, I don't know this other person. Just be kind to yourself and think: If she didn't want to go further, why should you keep investing? For a friendship that keeps you in a state of uncertainty? If you like her in your life, then I would try to emotionally prepare yourself for that. It's hard to keep someone you care about in your life but not get those feelings returned. I might be sounding a little aggressive, I swear text and computer screens take away so many levels of communication; i'm not bashing anyone! Does this help?
it does! thank you. and im a cancer btw. My chart is on my page. sag moon, lib rising. im just flowing with it. 🙂
OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY. IDK why I thought otherwise holy jeebusy
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lol ppl always think im scorpio.
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I will do that. Thank you 🙂