TonySniper
@TonySniper
13 YearsPisces
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I'm a guy and I have too much emotions.
Attempt to format the chart thingy correctly:
Sun Pisces
Moon Gemini
Mercury Pisces
Venus Aries
Mars Cancer
Jupiter Libra
Saturn Aquarius
Uranus Capricorn
Neptune Capricorn
Pluto Scorpio
Lilith Pisces
Asc node Sagittarius 17.41
Ascendant Taurus 7.21
II Gemini 6.34
III Cancer 6.52
IV Leo 8.25
V Virgo 10.22
VI Libra 10.33
VII Scorpio 7.21
VIII Sagittarius 6.34
IX Capricorn 6.52
Midheaven Aquarius 8.25
XI Pisces 10.22
XII Aries 10.33
Sun Pisces
Moon Gemini
Mercury Pisces
Venus Aries
Mars Cancer
Jupiter Libra
Saturn Aquarius
Uranus Capricorn
Neptune Capricorn
Pluto Scorpio
Lilith Pisces
Asc node Sagittarius 17.41
Ascendant Taurus 7.21
II Gemini 6.34
III Cancer 6.52
IV Leo 8.25
V Virgo 10.22
VI Libra 10.33
VII Scorpio 7.21
VIII Sagittarius 6.34
IX Capricorn 6.52
Midheaven Aquarius 8.25
XI Pisces 10.22
XII Aries 10.33
I dated a pisces sun, gem moon, Aries Venus man.
We were 17, and were together for a couple of years. Though some of our relationship was messy, he was a great young man. Sweet, caring, creative. I broke his heart.
He has a ton of creativity, incredible talent.
My advice to you, with your emotions, is to focus them into something you really love. Something creative, a hobby. Find your ambitions and enjoy your emotions. When you can appreciate how deep your feelings go.. You will start to have fun with them. Being emotionally intelligent can be a very fun quality to have. 🙂
We were 17, and were together for a couple of years. Though some of our relationship was messy, he was a great young man. Sweet, caring, creative. I broke his heart.
He has a ton of creativity, incredible talent.
My advice to you, with your emotions, is to focus them into something you really love. Something creative, a hobby. Find your ambitions and enjoy your emotions. When you can appreciate how deep your feelings go.. You will start to have fun with them. Being emotionally intelligent can be a very fun quality to have. 🙂
All Pisces men are queer
Never dated a Pisces.
So I can't tell if they are too emotional or if I would actually appreciate those emotions from him.
So I can't tell if they are too emotional or if I would actually appreciate those emotions from him.
I appreciate the emotions of Male Pisces. very deep. I think once you accept them and how they fluctuate, you will see the strength they hold. Then you'll draw someone into your life that sees and appreciates them/you as well
, I'll thank some of you for these kind words.
I don't have much time, so I'll try to give a few answers in here.
Posted by 88NPISCES
Tony, when did you start reading about Pisces men & women?
I know what you mean & I understand what you are saying perfectly. listen, when you start accepting yourself as a Pisces male and that your emotions are beautiful and wonderful to have, all those feelings will go away. And if you feel them coming it will bring you peace to your heart knowing that is a very special and beautiful part of yourself. It doesnt make you any less than any other man. **You are a man** 🙂
haha I remember one time, I was going through a hard time and I was at work. A pisces sales rep came to see me and
we talked, as I talked to him my tears came out and his eyes got very watery, he stood up and gave me a nice hug. He is a man with wonderful emotions and there is nothing wrong with that. 🙂click to expand
"Tony, when did you start reading about Pisces men & women?"
I see no relevance in this sentence but I'll answer it anyway: It has been 2 years but everything I said wasnt biased on these pisces descriptions people read everywhere.
These "emotions" aint going to bring me any benefits. Instead, they're bringing me down as I drown in them. I stopped being nice and that stuff because when I was like I was drowning in a sea of sorrows, I was always silent with a blank stare wondering when something or someone will pull me out of this darkness and what did I do wrong, since all I did was help people.
The moment I stopped being so naive like that things got a little better. I no longer wanted to sacrifice myself for the others. And for a bonus I "magically" was not ignored anymore by the girls I was interested into, which I kinda know why, but it isnt relevant for the current context.
Posted by piranhaparadiise
When you find the girl who will love every inch of your emotions... the downs the ups and in-betweens ...that's when you will realise you don't need to change who you are with your emotions...this is you...and you are being a real man...a real man can embrace and have felt all of their emotions ...so continue on being the Pisces man that you are and I tell you the right woman will love all of you ...don't be afraid...If a woman doesn't like your gentl
Posted by piranhaparadiise
When you find the girl who will love every inch of your emotions... the downs the ups and in-betweens ...that's when you will realise you don't need to change who you are with your emotions...this is you...and you are being a real man...a real man can embrace and have felt all of their emotions ...so continue on being the Pisces man that you are and I tell you the right woman will love all of you ...don't be afraid...If a woman doesn't like your gentle sensitive side where at times you may cry...well then she's not the one because the right one will think each and every one of them is beautiful...
I understand exactly what you mean with changing emotions...fluctuations is unreal sometimes...but the best thing is to ride them out...or try to turn things positive and any problems as I like to tell my Pisces...any problem is *temporary*...this seems to ease his stressful mind...he is quite sensitive and everything becomes a problem even the small ones...but I lift him up and say it's just temporary...and truth be told the rough road smooths out once again...
Women are passive creatures by nature. I am a passive person, therefore if I stay like this there will be no "girl to love every inch of my emotions".
Anyway, really, the emotional burst isnt the only problem. Right now I am sane(at least I think I am), I'm thinking with my mind instead with my emotions, thus I feel ok. Today in the morning I was regretting about my flaws, that it stopped me from having things I wanted, seeing everything darker and darker, losing myself in my mind.
This fluctuation aint good. I don't think I am have borderline/bipolar personality disorder because I think it would be too shallow of me say that, it'd be like finding an excuse for my mistakes. "Oh poor me I am mentally ill, so if you wanna have any kind of relationship with me you have to be aware of that and all my failed attempts are my illness's fault."
And let's be honest: There is a tiny, little, near than 1 and almost 0 percent, almost unbelivable chance that any kind of girl may be interested into me after she finds out this broken side of me, but let's be honest: no one has enough patience to bear this emotional unstability.
And there ain't much people interested in someone else's (emotional) "depth".
My Aries, Taurus, Sag and Cappy male friends doesnt have this kind of problems,
My post broke in half. Didn't read about the character limit. If only there was a way to edit a post instead of hiding and writing a new one..
Posted by shellshocker
I appreciate the emotions of Male Pisces. very deep. I think once you accept them and how they fluctuate, you will see the strength they hold. Then you'll draw someone into your life that sees and appreciates them/you as well
About this: I tried to find an useful use for them. I could only imagine Theatre, which I wont deny I would like to. It could be only as a hobby, who knows.
Posted by TonySniperPosted by shellshocker
I appreciate the emotions of Male Pisces. very deep. I think once you accept them and how they fluctuate, you will see the strength they hold. Then you'll draw someone into your life that sees and appreciates them/you as well
About this: I tried to find an useful use for them. I could only imagine Theatre, which I wont deny I would like to. It could be only as a hobby, who knows.click to expand
As them = emotions, blablabla, that stuff.
Wondering how it could draw someone into my life.
Posted by juke
emotions are great, but so is moderation. spend some time in a room alone and forget everything you've been told. you're a bundle of potential like everyone else. it all starts with attitude
I could not agree more with the moderation part. I believe that too much or too little of everything is bad. The middle term is the answer for almost anything in this spectrum.
Posted by TonySniper
I want to have a relationship, but one part of me yells "GO" and another part of me yells "STOP". This and the statements above makes it impossible because as a man I don't have this "leader" spirit. Instead, I'm always nurturing these so called emotions that I unintentionally feel inside me. I'd like to act like a real guy, not a cry baby who whines about how the world is falling apart and gets frustrated when people didn't find solve his puzzle about what he really wants.
As I started to type this line all emotions went away. It is always like this, there I am almost bursting everything inside me to the outerworld, then 10 minutes later the sea of emotions starts to calm. Too much dualism for one human being.
First off - to address the "too many emotions" stuff. I will always maintain that 'Real Men Feel'. Not all women will subscribe to my point of view, but I'm offering this as proof that I enjoy seeing a man that actually experiences things on that emotional level. I think it's a beautiful thing that you can feel all of the things you feel, and admit to it. Don't make any apologies for this. Stop seeing it as a problem, and embrace it as part of your unique self, someone WILL appreciate it, but only if you appreciate it first. Not every woman desires the same thing - and therefore what you are viewing as a shortcoming because you aren't like your buddies who have no issues in this regard - just means that you don't require/want the same in a partner that they do. Not bad or wrong, just different.
I feel like you answered your own inquiry about a creative way to release this stuff. Writing appears to calm your emotions, and perhaps will offer you that moderation/balance you would like some more of? Have you ever tried writing for personal release?
Posted by 88NPISCES
"Tony, when did you start reading about Pisces men & women?"
"""I see no relevance in this sentence but I'll answer it anyway: It has been 2 years but everything I said wasnt biased on these pisces descriptions people read everywhere."""
->>> Tony I asked you that because I have the e-book that has the answer you are looking for, I found my answers there. & not just about me but on all the signs. negative & positive.
all the women here were being nice & trying to be supportive. my question was with very nice intentions, it was not meant to offend you at all. I just figured you have not had a chance to read an e-book that not everyone has had a chance to read. I dont share it with just anyone because it does have some very powerful information which could be used for evil against other humans. I only share it with someone who will really value and guard this info & to someone like yourself who is asking for help. 🙂 / If you want it I will send it to you.
I wish the best for you always. 🙂
I am always open for more knowledge. I'd greatly appreciate if you would send me this mysterious e-book. Since I'm looking for some answers about myself I guess I could find some in it...maybe.
I tend to sound a harsh when talking to people, but just like you just did now I used to be very careful when saying. Don't take my words so serious as I don't always mean what I say.
Anyway, I thank you for your attention.
I'll read the others answers when I'm back from a walk. I need to get things off of my mind for a while.
Voce e brasilero? Welcome I'm very familiar with pernambuco & olinda! Just like everyone said on here, don't be ashamed! Own your emotions, because I'm an emotional ball waiting for her emotive man that my chart promises. If I'm part of the few woman who can't wait to reach such emotional satisfaction with such a life partner, you CAN & WILL find someone. I love a pisces man! & the pisces men I've know throughout my life are emotional in a sense, but they somehow keep their cool. When I've seen any of them get emotional, they either zip their lip and frown to death.
You'll find a way to cope. I don't believe you're crazy at all if you came out here seeking answers! Good luck cara ;]
You'll find a way to cope. I don't believe you're crazy at all if you came out here seeking answers! Good luck cara ;]
Posted by LauraAesthetic
Voce e brasilero? Welcome I'm very familiar with pernambuco & olinda! Just like everyone said on here, don't be ashamed! Own your emotions, because I'm an emotional ball waiting for her emotive man that my chart promises. If I'm part of the few woman who can't wait to reach such emotional satisfaction with such a life partner, you CAN & WILL find someone. I love a pisces man! & the pisces men I've know throughout my life are emotional in a sense, but they somehow keep their cool. When I've seen any of them get emotional, they either zip their lip and frown to death.
You'll find a way to cope. I don't believe you're crazy at all if you came out here seeking answers! Good luck cara ;]
Sim, eu sou. Eu moro em S?o Paulo, quite far from Pernambuco. I've been to Pernambuco when I was little; you might know there is a thing called "Festival de Olinda" (Olinda's Festival) since you've been in the city. Mind if you tell me how are you familiar with these lands?
Anyway, I can tell you I secretly would like someone who is an "emotional ball" too.. Never have had one, though.
I don't like when people see me in such state too because I feel they'll start to think stupid things about me. "Women can be emotional, men can not", so I try to hide it and lock it in the depths and never ever let anyone that knows me irl know about it.
Oh well...thanks pelas belas palavras, amiga. Farei bom uso delas.
The hidden message was a badly formated answer. I was having trouble with the blockquote tag. I'll try to answer w/o the need to quote anyone from now on.
@deezie
I write for myself and I won't deny sometimes it calms me down. Perhaps it is because I tend to write about my emotions, which may make some sense.
There is a (capricorn) woman in my class who told me that I entertain her by simply talking to her, because everything I say sounds dramatic and deep to a comprehensive level, and what makes it funny/interesting it is because it happens naturaly. Honestly I don't know if I should've took it as a compliment or not.
...Hell, even to type some lines I cant help it.
@deezie
I write for myself and I won't deny sometimes it calms me down. Perhaps it is because I tend to write about my emotions, which may make some sense.
There is a (capricorn) woman in my class who told me that I entertain her by simply talking to her, because everything I say sounds dramatic and deep to a comprehensive level, and what makes it funny/interesting it is because it happens naturaly. Honestly I don't know if I should've took it as a compliment or not.
...Hell, even to type some lines I cant help it.
Posted by juke
i'm an emotional puddle if i pour my heart into every encounter. not everyone appreciates the gesture so it drains the reserves down to a depressive level, altering how one views people and promoting ill-fated decisions. people are a mixed bag; you don't always get the reaction you prefer. that begs the reminder that you're no better or worse than anyone else and the existence we share is something bigger than ourselves. keep things in perspective, utilize some restraint for picking one's battles spreads the energy across a broader field (of people). help others by helping yourself.
This. This is what I've been thinking lately. And still am.
This is something to be reckoned with and worked on, otherwise I may drive myself nuts!
Posted by piranhaparadiise
You can create a stronger *you* by thinking in a new perspective...if you have a problem with something in life...look at it as a temporary situation that will eventually be overcomed...you have overcome things before in your life ...so challenges will be brought throughout everyones life...and all this is a step to evolving and feeding knowledge - wisdom to our higher self...
Start by putting a smile on your face...push the negatives away...keep doing that...tell yourself you can get through it...one day at a time...bring the happy you from within out...even if it is so far deep inside you...
Start believing and you can create that outcome...
I get what you say and I agree with that...I keep too focused on the negatives, finding flaws when they may not be even there and that stuff.
Any kind of problems that are not related about my inner self fortunately are easily solvable for me, but when it comes to myself I don't know what to do, therefore endlessly looking for solutions.
I'll tell you something: The reason that got me interested into this zodiac signs thing was that I was looking for answers about myself, so I sought everywhere. I was in a worse state than the day I posted the thread's first message, but I managed to overcome it, even though I still don't know how.
Posted by EnigmaticxRecluse
Well, I'm a Capricorn sun/Sag moon and the man I'm seeing is a Pisces. He's got his emotional streak and while most people find him intolerable, I actually understand him. It could be because he and I grew up in our own dysfunctional families (he's a former child abuse victim, I'm an emotional abuse victim). Since I have my days, we know when to seek each other's company and when to give each other personal space. It's a great relationship I've got with my guy. Lol.
Honestly, I appreciate any man who allows himself to feel emotions on a deep level. That, to me anyway, shows compassion for human kind. That doesn't make you any less of a man, because true humans show their emotions. It can be overwhelming, but if that's the case, I'd suggest putting all that emotional energy into a creative hobby like art, writing, or something like that. 🙂
I dated a Virgo girl and an Aries girl. These were their sun signs, but I'm using them only to differ one for other.
The Virgo comforted me when I had my emotional breakdowns, making everything feel soft and calm, and even when I was really, really annoying she could put up with it with no problem at all. Somehow she knew what was going on inside me.
She had her problems, I had mines. Each of us could feel/see when something was wrong with our loved one, thus leading us to help each other. Of course there were times when we needed our space and solve things ourselves, which we were okay with it.
The Aries could not tolerate my emotional breakdowns, telling me I have trust issues, that I should grow up and take care of myself because no one will, that it got her tired and needed someone who was not needy.
She was a great friend, but didn't work out as a girlfriend. Both of us agreed with that.
The Virgo made me think that there was no problem being fully yourself with others. The Aries made me think I should not expect help from my girlfriends like the Virgo helped me.
Since then I'm thinking if I should be my true self like I was with the Virgo or if I should moderate my actions like the Aries got me thinking.
This post is no real question, but just random thoughts.
Posted by TonySniper
@deezie
I write for myself and I won't deny sometimes it calms me down. Perhaps it is because I tend to write about my emotions, which may make some sense.
There is a (capricorn) woman in my class who told me that I entertain her by simply talking to her, because everything I say sounds dramatic and deep to a comprehensive level, and what makes it funny/interesting it is because it happens naturaly. Honestly I don't know if I should've took it as a compliment or not.
...Hell, even to type some lines I cant help it.
Hahahha - take it as a compliment. I've had someone tell me that "I'm so dramatic". And I was of course offended. Even after he told me it wasn't a bad thing. I have since learned what was meant by it. It is entertaining to talk to me, just as the cap said to you. You can make things interesting that probably wouldn't otherwise be! Definitely a compliment. And truly, if it weren't - whoever doesn't like it doesn't have to talk to you! Right?
I feel the same way, that anything outside of myself is easy to solve. Once it comes to me, I have no clue. It's definitely something that astrology has helped me with. Understanding myself, understanding other people. It puts some sort of 'reason' to behaviours for me, be them the right or wrong reason doesn't really matter because it gives me a base to work from, where previously I felt like a cracker floating in the middle of the Atlantic. I would personally encourage you to continue with astrology, and learn everything you can!
Posted by TonySniperPosted by EnigmaticxRecluse
Well, I'm a Capricorn sun/Sag moon and the man I'm seeing is a Pisces. He's got his emotional streak and while most people find him intolerable,
I dated a Virgo girl and an Aries girl. These were their sun signs, but I'm using them only to differ one for other.
The Virgo comforted me when I had my emotional breakdowns, making everything feel soft and calm, and even when I was really, really annoying she could put up with it with no problem at all. Somehow she knew what was going on inside me.
The Aries could not tolerate my emotional breakdowns, telling me I have trust issues, that I should grow up and take care of myself because no one will,
Since then I'm thinking if I should be my true self like I was with the Virgo or if I should moderate my actions like the Aries got me thinking.
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click to expand
Why not a balance somewhere in the middle? Being your true self while evolving and adding some self acceptance.. that will naturally lead to self confidence in your own self worth.
Most of life is grey, anyway... However, I only trust those who are trustworthy...
Tony, why don't you work on developing your Taurus Ascendant. Learn how to cook. Enjoy food. Smells, flowers. Start gardening. Watch something grow. Indulge in sensory pleasures. Get into music its very smoothing for my emotions...Sing...Dance...learn how to enjoy your own company and be at peace with yourself.
Gemini Moon has a way of converting emotions to thought. Air isn't an element that is too comfortable with emotions as it comes before water. Maybe you over-intellectualize your emotions since Gemini is ruled by Mercury. The confusion is with the Pisces Mercury who rules over the Moon and is squared to it. You confuse your thoughts with your emotions quite often, can't tell the difference.
I got my Moon in Virgo the other Mercury ruled sign, and I do tend to categorize and organize my emotions like there's a right place to feel at the right time. Analyze the living shit outta them. Drives me crazy sometimes cause I'm an extremely emotional dude. Don't "Feel" Less of a Man for it tho...Then again I'm not looking for a relationship or have the need to feel accepted. I don't need a relationship to validate me cause I got a strong sense of self-worth. I'm a Cancer with 5 planets in Water tho... Not a Pisces.
Sometimes things have to go wrong before they can go right. Sometimes we have to let the wrong people walk out before we allow the right people to walk in. Sometimes we have to feel weak in order to know what it's like to feel strong. Sometimes you have to be broken to realize you??ll never be shattered.
Gemini Moon has a way of converting emotions to thought. Air isn't an element that is too comfortable with emotions as it comes before water. Maybe you over-intellectualize your emotions since Gemini is ruled by Mercury. The confusion is with the Pisces Mercury who rules over the Moon and is squared to it. You confuse your thoughts with your emotions quite often, can't tell the difference.
I got my Moon in Virgo the other Mercury ruled sign, and I do tend to categorize and organize my emotions like there's a right place to feel at the right time. Analyze the living shit outta them. Drives me crazy sometimes cause I'm an extremely emotional dude. Don't "Feel" Less of a Man for it tho...Then again I'm not looking for a relationship or have the need to feel accepted. I don't need a relationship to validate me cause I got a strong sense of self-worth. I'm a Cancer with 5 planets in Water tho... Not a Pisces.
Sometimes things have to go wrong before they can go right. Sometimes we have to let the wrong people walk out before we allow the right people to walk in. Sometimes we have to feel weak in order to know what it's like to feel strong. Sometimes you have to be broken to realize you??ll never be shattered.
"->>> Tony I asked you that because I have the e-book that has the answer you are looking for, I found my answers there. & not just about me but on all the signs. negative & positive.
all the women here were being nice & trying to be supportive. my question was with very nice intentions, it was not meant to offend you at all. I just figured you have not had a chance to read an e-book that not everyone has had a chance to read. I dont share it with just anyone because it does have some very powerful information which could be used for evil against other humans. I only share it with someone who will really value and guard this info & to someone like yourself who is asking for help. / If you want it I will send it to you."
Your gullible 88NPISCES - Evil against other humans on some book about Sun Sign Astrology. If you were talking about some book written by Aleister Crowley... THEN I might believe evil against other humans. You sound like this guy I know who wouldn't scan pages from his astrology book because he didn't want to break copyright and be punished for it. Pure Nonsense. The stars and heavens were made by God... Man just throws labels on what he believes it to mean, there is NO ABSOLUTE TRUTH in astrology...Its a Pseudoscience for a reason. It can't be a proven science. Its an art if you ask me, and there's many different points of views and many different colors that paint the whole picture.
all the women here were being nice & trying to be supportive. my question was with very nice intentions, it was not meant to offend you at all. I just figured you have not had a chance to read an e-book that not everyone has had a chance to read. I dont share it with just anyone because it does have some very powerful information which could be used for evil against other humans. I only share it with someone who will really value and guard this info & to someone like yourself who is asking for help. / If you want it I will send it to you."
Your gullible 88NPISCES - Evil against other humans on some book about Sun Sign Astrology. If you were talking about some book written by Aleister Crowley... THEN I might believe evil against other humans. You sound like this guy I know who wouldn't scan pages from his astrology book because he didn't want to break copyright and be punished for it. Pure Nonsense. The stars and heavens were made by God... Man just throws labels on what he believes it to mean, there is NO ABSOLUTE TRUTH in astrology...Its a Pseudoscience for a reason. It can't be a proven science. Its an art if you ask me, and there's many different points of views and many different colors that paint the whole picture.
Posted by 88NPISCES
ahhhh thank you very much Allan for the nice comments.
I call a spade a spade an Ace a Ace. Don't think of Astrology as the "tool" that has all the answers to everything, there's always freewill. That's all it is... A TOOL.
*Offers 88NPISCES a hippy rainbow cookie*
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I'll try to go straight to the point: I feel I have too much emotions to handle, thus I'm always going borderline. Everything is so deep that I often find myself lost in my mind with dull stuff. I get sad with stupid details in everyday's life.
I want to have a relationship, but one part of me yells "GO" and another part of me yells "STOP". This and the statements above makes it impossible because as a man I don't have this "leader" spirit. Instead, I'm always nurturing these so called emotions that I unintentionally feel inside me. I'd like to act like a real guy, not a cry baby who whines about how the world is falling apart and gets frustrated when people didn't find solve his puzzle about what he really wants.
As I started to type this line all emotions went away. It is always like this, there I am almost bursting everything inside me to the outerworld, then 10 minutes later the sea of emotions starts to calm. Too much dualism for one human being.
I dont really know whats going on with me, I guess this is a cry for help.
tl;dr i dont really know whats happening with me & relationships never works because I'm a guy who is all about emotions.