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Pisces do you check your e-mail often? I wrote her a love letter. (Page 2)
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Did you take a high dose?
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Dm her.
I decided to leave it be. And let the universe decide
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
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Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
click to expand
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Lol gurllll there is a reason I don’t date caps. Ya’ll my best friends, but too dense! No offense. But yeah I’m not surprised it made yo cap ass cringe. Dis not meant for you!
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Also you don’t know too much of the history. It’s intense. And it’s more a happy birthday letter with notes of “I still love you and care about you and wish you well”. As opposed to a “confession”. In which case I’d agree with you. But she’s the one who had screamed at me drunk basically that she loves me over and over again over FaceTime (we love 6 hours apart) basically asking her friend to tell me because I was mad at her. This was in the summer. Than she wouldn’t talk to me after. Than we spoke finally 4 months ago cause I was like “dude wtf is wrong”. Than she went in to a Pisces emotional rage. Than I didn’t reach out since. And here we are. Hope that gave you a bit of context
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
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I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Lol gurllll there is a reason I don’t date caps. Ya’ll my best friends, but too dense! No offense. But yeah I’m not surprised it made yo cap ass cringe. Dis not meant for you!
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Lol!
Yeah, caps aren’t into mushy stuff.
I do hope she liked your letter. Pisces like that mushy stuff.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
People never fully appreciate me until after I'm gone. It's not abnormal for me to get a wayward text or email months later. LOL.
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Like I said, Pisces feel differently. 😊
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
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That’s good advice and I shall take it. Thank you 🙂. And I don’t mind going off topic at all! I love talking about both love and mushrooms. My two favorite topics in the world if I’m being honest haha. But yeah I really appreciate what they have been able to do for my pseudo narcissistic ego. I feel like they cured parts of me. But wait WHERE have you don’t auyuaska?? How was your experience?
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
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And that said I havnt tried auyuaska to compare. But I wasn’t fearful anymore of mushrooms after I ate them for the second time (first time was wrong person/wrong place ect). But the second time I was in the comfort of my own home with someone I felt comfortable being extremely vulnerable and safe with. Key things remember, EVERYTHING is heightened on shroomies relating to feelings. And it’s not favricated feelings it’s your true honest feelings that come up to surface. That said. If you feel most comfortable in your room (as I do being a cancer haha). Start there. If you like walking in your bare feet, sweep the floors before you trip. Haha I’m serious. Prepare every little thing regarding your environment so that you can just focus on tripping comfortably. And most importantly (and this goes without saying) don’t eat them when you are upset over something/someone. I havnt eaten any since September I think. Being that I have been in such a terrible mental space and heartbreak lately. I’m giving my self sometime.
Why does this post make me want to puke?
If I hadn’t talked to someone in 4 months, then got a love letter....🤮
Just feels creepy, like you’re trying to hard. Y’all haven’t talked in 4 months for a reason.
Ehhh...but I’m a Capricorn. Pisces May feel differently.
Lol gurllll there is a reason I don’t date caps. Ya’ll my best friends, but too dense! No offense. But yeah I’m not surprised it made yo cap ass cringe. Dis not meant for you!
Lol!
Yeah, caps aren’t into mushy stuff.
I do hope she liked your letter. Pisces like that mushy stuff.
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🙂 thanks
Sometimes I do sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I read them and I need time to think.
Sometimes I forget to respond
Well let me ask you this. (If you are a Pisces) would you want someone to let you know they e-mailed you if it’s a letter of that sort?
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Yes I am a Pisces 😄
If you are worried that she hasn’t seen the email you should. I personally wouldn’t mind as long as there’s not pressure in responding to it.
Sometimes I do sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I read them and I need time to think.
Sometimes I forget to respond
Well let me ask you this. (If you are a Pisces) would you want someone to let you know they e-mailed you if it’s a letter of that sort?
Yes I am a Pisces 😄
If you are worried that she hasn’t seen the email you should. I personally wouldn’t mind as long as there’s not pressure in responding to it.
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I THINKKK she may have seen it? Maybe. She just liked my photo on IG from her work IG. She liked ONE other video I posted in the last 4 months and that video happened to be of me preforming at a rap cyfer the song I wrote for her. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that only days after I sent her that letter she decides to like a post. Do you?
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
That’s good advice and I shall take it. Thank you 🙂. And I don’t mind going off topic at all! I love talking about both love and mushrooms. My two favorite topics in the world if I’m being honest haha. But yeah I really appreciate what they have been able to do for my pseudo narcissistic ego. I feel like they cured parts of me. But wait WHERE have you don’t auyuaska?? How was your experience?
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That's nice and interesting to hear that you have had benefit from it. I did ayahuasca in my country where it's legal, at home with people who are very experienced with it. I did a private ceremony because I am highly sensitive to other people's emotions.
It was amazing, beautiful and yet the scariest thing I have ever experienced. It was very spiritual. I was just 18 at the time so I didn't know what ego death was so that was a bit too much for me, which is why I want to try again some time.
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
And that said I havnt tried auyuaska to compare. But I wasn’t fearful anymore of mushrooms after I ate them for the second time (first time was wrong person/wrong place ect). But the second time I was in the comfort of my own home with someone I felt comfortable being extremely vulnerable and safe with. Key things remember, EVERYTHING is heightened on shroomies relating to feelings. And it’s not favricated feelings it’s your true honest feelings that come up to surface. That said. If you feel most comfortable in your room (as I do being a cancer haha). Start there. If you like walking in your bare feet, sweep the floors before you trip. Haha I’m serious. Prepare every little thing regarding your environment so that you can just focus on tripping comfortably. And most importantly (and this goes without saying) don’t eat them when you are upset over something/someone. I havnt eaten any since September I think. Being that I have been in such a terrible mental space and heartbreak lately. I’m giving my self sometime.
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Cool, thank you for the advice.
What kind of music did you play when you tripped with the girl? Because I want to do that sometime too hehe 🙂
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
That’s good advice and I shall take it. Thank you 🙂. And I don’t mind going off topic at all! I love talking about both love and mushrooms. My two favorite topics in the world if I’m being honest haha. But yeah I really appreciate what they have been able to do for my pseudo narcissistic ego. I feel like they cured parts of me. But wait WHERE have you don’t auyuaska?? How was your experience?
That's nice and interesting to hear that you have had benefit from it. I did ayahuasca in my country where it's legal, at home with people who are very experienced with it. I did a private ceremony because I am highly sensitive to other people's emotions.
It was amazing, beautiful and yet the scariest thing I have ever experienced. It was very spiritual. I was just 18 at the time so I didn't know what ego death was so that was a bit too much for me, which is why I want to try again some time.
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Canada?
Did you take a high dose?
No just a quarter 8th
Quarter or 8th? Or quarter of an 8th? Is that a good beginners dose? Never did them before but I'm curious.
I did a quarter of an eighth! Don’t do more if you have never tried. And don’t go about it alone or with another inexperienced person. Make sure you have someone experienced to guide you through it. I also watched a lot of documentaries and meditated a lot in preparation because I find eating mushrooms a sacred ritual.
I take it seriously too. It's much more interesting that way. And I will do it with an experience person to guide me sober.
I don't want to come across as some showoff but I did ayahuasca and I just wonder if mushrooms are much different / scarier.
Sorry for going off topic btw, with the girl I guess you just should express what you feel without trying to hook her and reel her in, metaphorically speaking - women hate that.
Show yourself and own it, don't act like you're desperate for her reaction or even care about it too much. As it might come across as needy.
And that said I havnt tried auyuaska to compare. But I wasn’t fearful anymore of mushrooms after I ate them for the second time (first time was wrong person/wrong place ect). But the second time I was in the comfort of my own home with someone I felt comfortable being extremely vulnerable and safe with. Key things remember, EVERYTHING is heightened on shroomies relating to feelings. And it’s not favricated feelings it’s your true honest feelings that come up to surface. That said. If you feel most comfortable in your room (as I do being a cancer haha). Start there. If you like walking in your bare feet, sweep the floors before you trip. Haha I’m serious. Prepare every little thing regarding your environment so that you can just focus on tripping comfortably. And most importantly (and this goes without saying) don’t eat them when you are upset over something/someone. I havnt eaten any since September I think. Being that I have been in such a terrible mental space and heartbreak lately. I’m giving my self sometime.
Cool, thank you for the advice.
What kind of music did you play when you tripped with the girl? Because I want to do that sometime too hehe 🙂
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Are you from Peru? I’ve been Dying to do a private ceremony! I’m the Same way with sensitivity. And I need to feel really taken care of. I’ve been craving ego death! I want to feeeeel that! Like truly and fully. And I listened to all types of music! In the beginning of our trip we were super high energy, because she was so excited and happy I wanted to make her happier so I put on some dance music for a little bit. club to be exact l. An we danced to club music in her room. Than later I played jhene Aiko’s TRIP album. Which I’ve listened to literally 100s of times. And that’s when we got in to it SUPERRRR deep with our emotions. Like souls connecting wow
Dude idk, I check my email like once a month, if she's anything like me 😄
Dude idk, I check my email like once a month, if she's anything like me 😄
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Well that’s just so sad 😢. I wish society was more transparent. But I guess that is too wishful.