This is bugging me to the extent I am on here wondering what the hell. I am a 44 year old MARRIED woman. About 5 years ago, in a circle of long outstanding friends, I met a pisces young guy who was 20. I was sitting at a round table with all the friends (mostly musicians) when he randomly put his hand on my leg and started rubbing it. I had no idea he was interested in me at all and I also had never even spoken to him other than hey how are you type thing. Ok, whatever. I got up and moved. After than, many times, even while he had a girlfriend, he would always try to touch me, tried to kiss me once in front of everyone, messaged me on fb about meeting up with him, etc. There is an attraction there, I WONT lie. BUT I made it completely clear to him I am married. I don't cheat. Besides that, he has slept with my best friend, my other friend, and my cousin!!! This was years ago. I did not talk to him for 2 years at one point or see him. I am in college and got busy and didn't go out much. Fast forward to last year. He texted me and said I love you. I didn't know the number was his until after he said who he was. He said he got my number from a friend of ours. Turns out he was having a schizophrenic crisis, and ended up in mental health house. Ok, didnt see or talk to him for a year after that. This May he randomly texted me again asking to go to his house to watch Game of Thrones. I was like um.....no?? It was so random. Apparently he is on his meds, etc and doing well. Ok well I started going out this summer on a break from school and since then, even though he has a new girlfriend, he is rubbing on me when he walks by, staring, messaging me about meeting up. This is going on for FIVE years people.......... I am sorry this is long winded. My question is....why. Why still after years of this. Why me? Why why why? Whats up with the behavior? Insight? I really like the dude, hes a nice sweet guy. But I just don't understand.?
