the rant pond

yeah, so this does what it says on the tin. and yeah, i like ranting. gets my heart doing jumping jacks. i'm so pissed off today it's unreal. i can see myself turning into one of those nutters standing on street corners, muttering about the end of the world, flinging cats at random people.

i feel like a slug, just glooping around in my own slime. okay, don't have a job yet. that's why i'm 'writing' this 'book' of mine. it ain't something admirable, just had this idea in my head for the last two years and it's a case of banging it out before it drives me mad. i'm sure blocked creativity is the key to insanity 😛 nah, seriously though.

then i have a boyfriendish with two jobs! and he's doing voluntary work next month?! i hate feeling inadequate. can't stand it. then again, i did a good job of pissing him off this weekend, by breaking up with him. but he's not having it. he still wants this...gonna call after work....i'm bricking it...COUNTDOWN to doom...4, 3, 2, 1 *has nervous breakdown*

and i have no smokes, so there'll be alot more of this nonsense all over the pisces board today. i feel like a frustrated ape.

Oaft don't get me started!

My Leo colleague has not long left, announced earlier she was finishing at 4pm despite sleeping in this morning and not appearing until 9.45am.

She totally abuses the fact that our boss is only in the office one day a week.

On a side note everyone I know is having some sort of meltdown or drama right now and yet I'm ok (despite wanting to punch the Leo's face in).

Full moon tonight though so I suppose there's still time. 😛

P.S. I also enjoy a good rant, nice to know I'm not alone. 🙂

Posted by MissPirate

Full moon tonight though so I suppose there's still time. 😛

^^this...

loss of control is an understatement. car crashes, suicide attempts... people are losing it! don't even get me started

Posted by MissPirate
Oaft don't get me started!

My Leo colleague has not long left, announced earlier she was finishing at 4pm despite sleeping in this morning and not appearing until 9.45am.

She totally abuses the fact that our boss is only in the office one day a week.

On a side note everyone I know is having some sort of meltdown or drama right now and yet I'm ok (despite wanting to punch the Leo's face in).

Full moon tonight though so I suppose there's still time. 😛

she sounds like a slacker! i can't stand people like that, what's the point in veing there if you're half arsed about it? ugh!

Posted by MissPirate
P.S. I also enjoy a good rant, nice to know I'm not alone. 🙂

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🙂 same here. dxp helps, gives my family a break from my dirty attitude 😛

Posted by Pecheresse
Nimbue i think you rawk —

awww pech...i think you do too! 🙂 —

you're a very cool lady

Posted by blueribbons
frustrated ape, lol you're too funny girl.

Honestly, this is not uncommon at least you can VENT! I hate having this feeling and then not being able to release it or having to "be good".

i hate 'being good' too!! when i feel a certain way i just like thumping my chest and throwing my weight around until i feel normal again

Posted by blueribbons

Why do you feel inadequate anyway? Is it that you *want* to do things like voluntary work, but dont? If that's the case why not just try it once see if you like it.
I cleaned up graffiti once, and passed out food / health supplies to the homeless. It. Was. Harry. Some sketch points, like er finding hypodermic needles, the bum camps etc... but it felt so good doing something for people who are so often overlooked and spat on. Some have this really genuine info to share, its like raw you know?

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oh wow, yeah that sounds amazing...definitely raw. and i'd be more inclined to help the homeless then anything else, it's an issue that really upsets me. i'm on a voluntary work register, but honestly i don't know if it's the right thing to do at the moment...seems like i should be focusing more on paid work, i want to help my mum out with bills and stuff, times are getting hard! 😛 i'm so split down the middle with it...how long did you do it for?

************LADIES, YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE********************

when dating, do not and i mean NOT take texting seriously. at all. it's an easy and quick way to communicate, but it has epic downsides. take it from me. spoke to my sag just now....and i hadn't received any of his texts over the weekend. so, no he wasn't ignoring me. he thought i was ignoring him.

huge 'd'oh' moment.

i feel like a twerp. well, we mostly call/meet up-but when he's working we send jokes and stuff or sort out what we're doing later. luckily, he's seen the funny side (i have yet to join him on that note) and he apologised for making me feel neglected.

i don't even deserve an apology. but whatever. this isn't the first time texts have gone astray between us (shit network coverage), and if i wasn't being such a drama queen...i would have thought along those lines. so. face to face time. people are busy, yes i get that. so at least check in with a call. just call the fucker. he's probably way more nervy than you are.

an unanswered text breeds paranoia 😛 you have been warned!!

see? texting kills. it's dangerous shit 😛

Posted by nimbue
************LADIES, YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE********************

when dating, do not and i mean NOT take texting seriously. at all. it's an easy and quick way to communicate, but it has epic downsides. take it from me. spoke to my sag just now....and i hadn't received any of his texts over the weekend. so, no he wasn't ignoring me. he thought i was ignoring him.

huge 'd'oh' moment.

i feel like a twerp. well, we mostly call/meet up-but when he's working we send jokes and stuff or sort out what we're doing later. luckily, he's seen the funny side (i have yet to join him on that note) and he apologised for making me feel neglected.

i don't even deserve an apology. but whatever. this isn't the first time texts have gone astray between us (shit network coverage), and if i wasn't being such a drama queen...i would have thought along those lines. so. face to face time. people are busy, yes i get that. so at least check in with a call. just call the fucker. he's probably way more nervy than you are.

an unanswered text breeds paranoia 😛 you have been warned!!

Haha! Wish I'd read this a couple weeks back lol.

Posted by nimbue
and yeah, i like ranting.

I'm right there with ya😄

Hmm long day, can't think of anything to rant about right now, but I'll be back😛

I hate getting a flu jab. Mum made an appointment for me - WITHOUT my permission. I threw a tantrum and made her cancel it...I need to learn to control my outburst

*outbursts

I hate that there's no edit button.
I hate that making one little error bothers me so much.
😛

*Warning: Non-rant about to take place*

I got home to a letter from the taxman yesterday - I'm due a refund woo hoo!

Only a couple hundred pounds but still, better than a slap in the face with a wet fish.

🙂

Hope alls well Nimbue.

Sidenote: Everybody around me wants to beat up a Leo. O-O

I've had to go out with my family, and I can finally say all the men are insane...except my dad - I think the insane gene skipped him and went straight to my brother...who has been pissing me off all night.

LET me tell you about my brother. He is an Aqua/Aqua/Gem.... I don't even know where to begin.

When we were kids he drove me madddd. There were times he would torture me non-stop for months. Now, I'm no pushover, I've always stood up to him, but it got tedious. We're just over a year apart(I wasn't planned😛) so did everything together. Bought cloths, toys, school stuff.

My mother says it was out of jealousy as I was younger and more likeable (I'm paraphrasing), and he hated it. Plus I told my parents on him ALL the time.

Worst thing he did? When I was 10 I had a hamster I looooved! He was banned from going near it. I come home one day and see him flopped in the corner of the cage. I pick him up and he's not moving, has all these little red dots all over him. Turns out I pissed my brother off really bad so he got a needle and stabbed away. That was one of manyyyy things he's done. This other time he was so upset I was giving him the silent treatment, so he sent me flying head first down the stairs. Front tooth was crooked for years. When I was 11, he pushed me down some stairs...I landed on my mouth and my upper teeth sliced into my bottom lips. My grandma was *this* close to killing him. You couldn't get me to stop crying that day. He broke my toys, ruined homework. He would lie through his teeth just to get me in trouble. He hated me - pretty sure at one point he tried to kill me. The kid is sadistic. On the flip side he's crazy protective. When my Aqua ex almost hit me, he went and smashed his dad's car windows in. It wouldn't surprise me if he flips one day and becomes a serial killer. Giving credit where it's due...he is really bright and really academically focussed. Just wish he'd grow up. Luckily we don't see each other that much anymore.

But he's not the only crazy Aqua

My family has nothing but crazies. lmao I still remember when my Aqua uncle took me out for lunch and almost shut the restaurant down because he lost his temper. NEVER.AGAIN.DEAR.GOD. This never happens when my Gem uncle takes me out for lunch — Gems are so much more civilised.

Still, crazy or not, I love my crazy uncles — and my grandpa. Ohhh my grandpa😄 No one, and I mean NO ONE was allowed in my grandparent's bedroom...except me. My grandpa liked me so much I got free pass all over the house, even their bedroom - his own kids weren't allowed in there. I would take something from there and boast about it in front of everyone, and grandpa would just laugh. Hence why my brother pushed me down stairs and stuff. I was the golden child and smug — and he wanted to knock that smugness out.

Now that I think about it....I finally realise where I get my hot temper from. Although I don't hit, that's barbaric. I leave that to the men in my family.
😛

They're downstairs and I've locked myself in my room. NOT DEALING WITH THAT TONIGHT. I'll just sit here ready to call the ambulance if a fight breaks loose.

Ahhh family😄 we don't pick them for a reason😛

Weird that I started my post exactly how you finished it, cause I didn't read the second half until after I post! O_o

Posted by Chance11
your gills picked up a vibration in the water..

I'd like to think this!

*kicks a puppy*

sooooo....i walk into my local tescos today, they've revamped the whole thing. oh, they've completely fucked it up. it looks like an airport terminal now. so clincal. plus they've got a new halal meat counter when there's about 6 halal butchers on the high street. that's dirty man. >.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand i'm sick to the back teeth of living with swines. hello? i'm a pisces, we invented clutter. it's not that we're messy, we're just easily distracted 😛 but dirty knickers in the front hallway—?

HAVE YOU ALL LOST YOUR DAMN MINDS————————??

it's not rocket science to bend at the waist and pick up the shit you've dropped. it's not rocket science to wash up after yourself so there isn't a mount everest of plates in the sink mocking you when you walk into the kitchen.

it doesn't take a degree in neuroscience to wipe down counters. use flash bleach, it's your new best friend. one spritz and the shit is gone. wipe, rinse, repeat. theeeeeeeere 😄 that wasn't so hard was it—

*mops brow from passionate exertion*

nah, i'm still pissed the fuck off.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Just put them in the bin 🙂
When they run out of pants the person might start wondering what' up 🙂
Tescos are cunts but they have nice ??1 pizzas. That's a sneaky thing to do with the meat counter too.

i'd need tweezers for that operation. fucking yuck. the dirt merchant would probably just nick someone else's, they've done it before!

ah, yes. tescos=cunts l o v e i t.

cunting cunters cunted cunts

lemme try this again😕

lol nim it's so weird to see Tesco/ASDA on dxp!!

also My lush avi keeps distracting me when I'm editing very serious posts. It's HAZARDOUS grammar-wise, I keep making errors.

/rant

haha i did think, shall i put 'it's basically walmart' in brackets? but i was too carried away with rage 😛

😢 at least it's not a topless pic...imagine the havoc!! 😛