Leo male, Cancer female is he waiting to see me??

I've known this Leo man for a long time..since we were kids and he is going through a hard time.
we hadn't seen each other for a long time (about 4 years) and so I'm 20 now.
Anyway he saw i moved back home (on the net) so he came around to celebrate with me...
I was so attracted to him. We got on the drink and he was after me...we'd flirt and
the whole thing was rather romantic actually but i didn't give in, I'm not easy and
i wanted him to know it. Days passed (he just stayed here at my place and relaxed with me)
he says "you can lay on my arm if you want" but i sort of shy'd away from that...point is he
wasn't abrupt with his approach but very gentle. He was very sweet. I didn't do anything
because he talked of a girl, asked me what he should do? he didn't take my advise though.
I felt so comfortable. He was helpful and made me feel like he wanted to take care of me
(not that i need taking care of!). He wanted to go help his parents on their property
and told me he will be leaving in an hour, that they will come pick him up...we just talked
and then we stopped and had that staring thing going on...i didn't know how to take it
because well our families are close. I know he wanted to kiss me though. i saw 'the fire
in his eyes' lol.
a week passes and i finally tell him 'I've been thinking of you' but he replies with
'true, well how it was is how it is..we're just friends' and it cut but i accepted it.
i find out he started to sleep with a chick at that time (a chick who really doesn't like
me btw) but he stayed at my sisters place...this girl said nasty things about me and he
defended me. anyway i got angry....every time i saw this girl she'd talk about him to
try make me jealous but I'm not so much like that..she started to cause trouble and i
took it out on him. he says to my sister 'i will forgive anything she says to me, no
matter how bad it is' and he kept defending me. he ignores me though.
this girl decides she wants to move here too so he leaves to help her.... coincidentally
my brother happens to live there...instead of staying with this girl, he is staying with
brother...and still continues to ignore me. The more he ignores me the more i think of
certain things. it's starting to drive me crazy...
anyway i am going there to visit my brother and friends and celebrate my 21st birthday but
i am lil nervous that i will see him. and i don't know what i should do. My appearance isn't
a problem I already know he's attr