@slickcat
15 Years
need some help/advice...
Just make sure that if you ever do get to see him ... that you lay on the floor, where you obviously belong because that's where you express you are willing to place yourself .. and kiss his feet.
But, since you can't see him in person, and he wants no contact from you, you could go to facebook and make entries that obviously imply that the messages are for him .....
You could get a friend to tie you up (not sexually) and tell him you're all his, he only has to do what he wants and you are totally there, forsaking even yourself.
You could lose wieght and then go on webcam and tell him that you even deny yourself food over him.
.. and that way, everyone can see .. since drama is what you seek
.... I couldn't help myself...dammit...I guess I am just looking for some reassurance..
Translation: I'm not going to exercise any self control, instead, I'm looking for people to validate me being a drama queen
*rolls eyes* Leos really can't see past their egos...
make that MOST Leos...
That's why you can't hitch a ride out of the abyss of confusion, lildol.
he responded a few hours ago with this single link:
and nothing else, no words
its sarah mclauchlan, do what you have to do, a break up song...yes i am dramatic, i am crying as i type, i havent responded,
i am working on the drama part...how should i respond, if at all?
I get you p angel, i get what i did, and it was dumb, i pushed to hard to far...is there anyway back?
lol, wow
This is pathetic. Where is your pride for gods sake
oh, its there, i am swallowing it...hes so worth it
He hasn't tried to see me.
I am willing to fly to see him anytime
He said he is 'done'.
I have told him I will support him in any way I can.
The last thing he said to me was, message me again and I will block you...
...hes so worth it
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What the fuck —??
Seriously ... are we, as human beings really evolving into a more intelligent species?
Really?
meow
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We've known eachother for a year, I love this man with all my heart. Distance separates us, a great distance. I tried three times to see him, the first, I couldnt go, family issues, second, was religious time for him and third, he is planning to go to another country to work, and told me to wait until he is more settled. He hasn't tried to see me.
Last week, we had an awful, fight, he said I am not there for him, when I am willing to fly to see him anytime. We see each other on camera constantly... He said he is 'done'. He is also under a lot of pressure with his Dad, who basically treats him like crap. He feels like a failure at life. I am always there to help him. I have told him I will support him in any way I can.
I have made him my life for the last year...he has come back in the past, after a few blowups. I am going through a divorce, and have 2 kids, he is single and 7 years my junior. I am getting my life in order, as is he...will he come back this time? I have been crying for days...he is amazing.
The last thing he said to me was, message me again and I will block you...
Yes, being a leo, I do tend to get dramatic. He saw me crying via cam and said, he can't deal with my drama. I understand this totally, but I couldn't help myself...dammit...I guess I am just looking for some reassurance..if at all possible....