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Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."click to expand

Posted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...click to expand

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.click to expand

Posted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.
Wow! Second chance? Wow!
So how does it work and what are you doing here if you are happily married— 🤷♀️click to expand

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.
Wow! Second chance? Wow!
So how does it work and what are you doing here if you are happily married— 🤷♀️
He did all the work to make it work...and, he is a better man.
Some days I'm here to help, sometimes for entertainment, sometimes boredom, sometimes for a good laugh, sometimes for music...click to expand

Posted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.
Wow! Second chance? Wow!
So how does it work and what are you doing here if you are happily married— 🤷♀️
He did all the work to make it work...and, he is a better man.
Some days I'm here to help, sometimes for entertainment, sometimes boredom, sometimes for a good laugh, sometimes for music...
So you two are living proof that second chances are to be given!
And they say people don’t change...click to expand

Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.
Wow! Second chance? Wow!
So how does it work and what are you doing here if you are happily married— 🤷♀️
He did all the work to make it work...and, he is a better man.
Some days I'm here to help, sometimes for entertainment, sometimes boredom, sometimes for a good laugh, sometimes for music...
So you two are living proof that second chances are to be given!
And they say people don’t change...
Exactly... but, I did not, in any way shape or form, try to make him change. It was a no contact divorce. He is entitled to live his life as he pleases. He decided to change.
But, they gotta change on the other side of my door.click to expand

Posted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by GemitatiPosted by VenusAquariusPosted by Gemitati
I am just wondering how abnormal I am...(everybody STFU) lol
All I read and hear is how people get sad, angry, scared, lost, empty...whatever that is they feeling - I am not feeling any of that.
Some days I am catching myself thinking is that how screwed up am I so I can’t even be sorry or whatever...
Am I alone in my numbness?
I’ve spent 25 years with a man!
Why don’t I feel aaaa...SHIT— 🤷♀️
I was very happy. No one could believe me. Half of the reason was my husband's looks, lol.
I was so annoyed by the anticipatory hugs and tissue.
Mine also looks like shit! Lost weight and aged...however I am feeling sorry specially when we made up and decided to be friends...
No, they thought I was sad cause he's very hsndome.
Even online here and other sites from the past... women assume I got left...or, I went crawling back. "How did you save your marriage?" They see a pictures, "gurl, I see why you went back."
What? Are you back together? I am confused...
Yep... divorced 4 years... back together since 2011 I think.
Wow! Second chance? Wow!
So how does it work and what are you doing here if you are happily married— 🤷♀️
He did all the work to make it work...and, he is a better man.
Some days I'm here to help, sometimes for entertainment, sometimes boredom, sometimes for a good laugh, sometimes for music...
So you two are living proof that second chances are to be given!
And they say people don’t change...
Exactly... but, I did not, in any way shape or form, try to make him change. It was a no contact divorce. He is entitled to live his life as he pleases. He decided to change.
But, they gotta change on the other side of my door.
Brilliant!
But how would you know if they’ve changed if you don’t let them in?click to expand

Posted by ScorpioDeeDeePosted by FurtherMovementPosted by ScorpioDeeDee
I was relieved when I got divorced. I stayed in a dead marriage for years so I had already went through the mourning process.
Just curious. What is a dead marriage like?
My heart sank whenever his car pulled in at night
I couldn't stand anything about him
We slept in separate bedrooms
Hadn't even kissed in years
Only sexual contact was him holding me down and forcing himself on meclick to expand
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No. I am keeping the house which I am paying for still...he moved out.