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do you believe in fate/destiny and all related things?
I drew my husband before I met him.
He was all the things I had prayed for.
When I looked at his chart, I was amazed at how God interpreted my desires.... what a recipe.
He was all the things I had prayed for.
When I looked at his chart, I was amazed at how God interpreted my desires.... what a recipe.
Posted by VenusAquariusI love reading this! ?
I drew my husband before I met him.
He was all the things I had prayed for.
When I looked at his chart, I was amazed at how God interpreted my desires.... what a recipe.
Buhdism isn't a religion. They don't have people with their hands out waiting for money. Js
I totally believe I fate/destiny and I have many examples. But I shall only give you one as I want someone's opinion - but not to be judged.
I am unhappily married. Long story. I should have left 4 years ago but didn't. And now we have a beautiful 2 1/2 year old. Again long story.
Anyway we have been together 13 years (including marriage), and about 4-5 years ago in my most lonely and unhappy state, I started daydreaming about everything I want in a man. My husband has many good things about him on the surface, but honestly I don't like him underneath and we don't get on - except on the surface.
Anyway as well as my husband not being my type at all (but found things cute about him), I not only day dreamed about the man I truly want but I fantasised about him. Best of all I could 'hear' his voice in my head telling me how much he wants me loves me and other things I won't mention here ?. Now I was imagining the kind of voice I want my man to have and how he would speak to me romantically, personally and even on a day to day level.
'He' was with me everywhere I went. I could feel him near me and I longed to meet him. He only existed in my head and daydreams. I used to hear him calling to me.
I would ask 'Where are you?'
Now about 3 years ago when I had given up hope of ever finding this man, and being scared of divorce, AND communications had broken down between me and my husband, I decided to make the best of things and have a baby with my husband. Crazy I know. I was very unhappy but I stayed and had a baby!?! Don't ask. Long story!
Here is the fate/destiny part. Just as I was making a baby with my husband - around April 2013, my dream man, who I had only met in my daydreams, and had given up on ever meeting, walks into my life, at the health club I work at. He was a member there. Had been for Years! But I had never seen him before. I was teaching a fitness class and in he walks, but with a woman who was and still is his partner. I knew him the moment I saw him. But him and his partner stood at the back of the class so I couldn't gaze at him sadly. My heart was RACING! I didn't know his name or anything about him. All I knew was that it's HIM! The man in my daydreams. BUT he has a partner. BUT I am (unhappily) married and making a baby. It was as if life was saying to me, 'Don't have a baby with your husband. You're unhappy and lonely. Here is your dream man.'
As he left the class, I said goodbye to him but got his name wrong. My husband who had attended my class and had been chatting to him ironically and corrected me by calling out what his actual name was.
I was embarrassed. This man turned and looked me in the eyes and saw my embarrassment. I knew him instantly. I looked back at him into his eyes - even though we were a metre apart - and we both felt a deep intense emotional desire for each other. Which he told me a year and a half later, when I had had my baby. I wanted to stop trying for a baby but guilt made me carry on. Cont'd
I am unhappily married. Long story. I should have left 4 years ago but didn't. And now we have a beautiful 2 1/2 year old. Again long story.
Anyway we have been together 13 years (including marriage), and about 4-5 years ago in my most lonely and unhappy state, I started daydreaming about everything I want in a man. My husband has many good things about him on the surface, but honestly I don't like him underneath and we don't get on - except on the surface.
Anyway as well as my husband not being my type at all (but found things cute about him), I not only day dreamed about the man I truly want but I fantasised about him. Best of all I could 'hear' his voice in my head telling me how much he wants me loves me and other things I won't mention here ?. Now I was imagining the kind of voice I want my man to have and how he would speak to me romantically, personally and even on a day to day level.
'He' was with me everywhere I went. I could feel him near me and I longed to meet him. He only existed in my head and daydreams. I used to hear him calling to me.
I would ask 'Where are you?'
Now about 3 years ago when I had given up hope of ever finding this man, and being scared of divorce, AND communications had broken down between me and my husband, I decided to make the best of things and have a baby with my husband. Crazy I know. I was very unhappy but I stayed and had a baby!?! Don't ask. Long story!
Here is the fate/destiny part. Just as I was making a baby with my husband - around April 2013, my dream man, who I had only met in my daydreams, and had given up on ever meeting, walks into my life, at the health club I work at. He was a member there. Had been for Years! But I had never seen him before. I was teaching a fitness class and in he walks, but with a woman who was and still is his partner. I knew him the moment I saw him. But him and his partner stood at the back of the class so I couldn't gaze at him sadly. My heart was RACING! I didn't know his name or anything about him. All I knew was that it's HIM! The man in my daydreams. BUT he has a partner. BUT I am (unhappily) married and making a baby. It was as if life was saying to me, 'Don't have a baby with your husband. You're unhappy and lonely. Here is your dream man.'
As he left the class, I said goodbye to him but got his name wrong. My husband who had attended my class and had been chatting to him ironically and corrected me by calling out what his actual name was.
I was embarrassed. This man turned and looked me in the eyes and saw my embarrassment. I knew him instantly. I looked back at him into his eyes - even though we were a metre apart - and we both felt a deep intense emotional desire for each other. Which he told me a year and a half later, when I had had my baby. I wanted to stop trying for a baby but guilt made me carry on. Cont'd
Posted by TaurusinTexasme too ....Posted by VenusAquariusI love reading this! ?
I drew my husband before I met him.
He was all the things I had prayed for.
When I looked at his chart, I was amazed at how God interpreted my desires.... what a recipe.click to expand
(Continued from 1st post).
My husband wanted a baby badly. I didn't as our marriage was a mess and we had resorted to just having a surface - level r ship. I did it anyway as I said in my first post - to make a go of things.
So there I was April 2013 on the brink of being pregnant and my Man walks in to my life with a partner. And we wanted a relationship with each other.
I couldn't believe it. I thought 'Why now?' Why not a month or 2 ago. Why not a year ago - Summer 2012 when I actually wanted to leave my husband. But didn't!
So once pregnant my husband made a point of telling this man. I think he got a hint of the attraction between us. I said nothing though. Obviously. I'm married. My husband wanted this man to know. Once my husband had walked off to put his class equipment away, my Man and me stood in silence looking into each others eyes. Silent and standing much closer this time. His face was a picture of sadness. I felt it too. I just wanted us to be together. We both felt it. Both wanted it.
Now fast forward a year and a half (Nov 2014). I am now a mum and my marriage is worse. I am feeling trapped. This man starts coming to one of my classes my husband used to go to. My husband was at home with young baby. We got to be alone and talk. That's how I discovered our intense desire for each other.
We told each other slowly over time how we felt. It started off friendly and polite but with a lovely undercurrent of warmth and emotional intimacy so intense. I was in love. It turned out he had noticed me back in 2009 BEFORE I was married. I was in a fitness class talking about my wedding day. He was messed up and unhappy at the time so felt he couldn't come near me. At least until he was happy again. He said in our talks, 'I remember you talking about getting married. You never noticed me.' I was breathtaken!
We started kissing. Please don't judge me. But stopped. We continued to meet in my classes as it was the one place we could be alone away from our partners. The studio became like our home. I used to forget where we were.
Fast forward again to between Summer last year and Now. He asked me last year 'Where do we go from here?' I was still afraid of divorce but now I have a child. Even more scared! After several times asking me at different times I eventually said 'I don't know. Can't we just see how it goes?' WRONG thing to say!!
We had been on 3 lunch dates and a few coffee dates. Holding hands by the river and holding each other close. He wanted to know 'What now?' I knew what to say. I was too scared to say it. My husband and I had been fighting constantly to the point where he said 'What so you want? What do you want from me? We're in limbo!'
I knew what to say to him too. But too scared to say it.
Fast forward to now. My husband and I are sleeping in separate rooms. Being polite to each other though. BUT..my dream man has drifted away and looks sad all time. I am sad all the time. He is still with his partner.
Cont'd..
My husband wanted a baby badly. I didn't as our marriage was a mess and we had resorted to just having a surface - level r ship. I did it anyway as I said in my first post - to make a go of things.
So there I was April 2013 on the brink of being pregnant and my Man walks in to my life with a partner. And we wanted a relationship with each other.
I couldn't believe it. I thought 'Why now?' Why not a month or 2 ago. Why not a year ago - Summer 2012 when I actually wanted to leave my husband. But didn't!
So once pregnant my husband made a point of telling this man. I think he got a hint of the attraction between us. I said nothing though. Obviously. I'm married. My husband wanted this man to know. Once my husband had walked off to put his class equipment away, my Man and me stood in silence looking into each others eyes. Silent and standing much closer this time. His face was a picture of sadness. I felt it too. I just wanted us to be together. We both felt it. Both wanted it.
Now fast forward a year and a half (Nov 2014). I am now a mum and my marriage is worse. I am feeling trapped. This man starts coming to one of my classes my husband used to go to. My husband was at home with young baby. We got to be alone and talk. That's how I discovered our intense desire for each other.
We told each other slowly over time how we felt. It started off friendly and polite but with a lovely undercurrent of warmth and emotional intimacy so intense. I was in love. It turned out he had noticed me back in 2009 BEFORE I was married. I was in a fitness class talking about my wedding day. He was messed up and unhappy at the time so felt he couldn't come near me. At least until he was happy again. He said in our talks, 'I remember you talking about getting married. You never noticed me.' I was breathtaken!
We started kissing. Please don't judge me. But stopped. We continued to meet in my classes as it was the one place we could be alone away from our partners. The studio became like our home. I used to forget where we were.
Fast forward again to between Summer last year and Now. He asked me last year 'Where do we go from here?' I was still afraid of divorce but now I have a child. Even more scared! After several times asking me at different times I eventually said 'I don't know. Can't we just see how it goes?' WRONG thing to say!!
We had been on 3 lunch dates and a few coffee dates. Holding hands by the river and holding each other close. He wanted to know 'What now?' I knew what to say. I was too scared to say it. My husband and I had been fighting constantly to the point where he said 'What so you want? What do you want from me? We're in limbo!'
I knew what to say to him too. But too scared to say it.
Fast forward to now. My husband and I are sleeping in separate rooms. Being polite to each other though. BUT..my dream man has drifted away and looks sad all time. I am sad all the time. He is still with his partner.
Cont'd..
(Continued from 2nd post).
My dream man finally told me in January this year 'I'm in love with you.' I have been wanting to say it to him for a While but have previous experience of being the first one to say it and it's never worked for me.
I said 'I'm in love with you too.' He said 'Really?' 'Yes really,' I replied.
He hasn't said it again since March and now he just stays away from me. Doesn't come to my class. No calls, texts, Skype Nothing! I only see him if I attend a class in the evening. BUT his partner is there too.
I am not surprised this has happened! I tell him I want a relationship with him. I tell him I'm in love with him. Having already shared my feelings with him. BUT. .I stay in my marriage that makes me sad and lonely!
His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him. I stay married! My dream man must be confused & hurt!
What the treetrunk is the matter with me??
I have stayed in an unhappy marriage that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years. And I have had an (emotional) affair with the man I've been dreaming of and searching for!
The RIGHT THING to do is to leave my husband and have a new relationship x NOT stay married and have an Affair! I hate myself! I was scared of divorce and still am.
I am now Angry and Confused and Guilty!
And very Heartbroken.
Sorry for my long post. I have been wanting to share my love dream (now a nightmare), with like-minded people who know and understand Fate & Destiny.
I got my dream and I ignored it! And now, I am left feeling as if life is punishing me for not following my heart.
Thanks for reading..?
My dream man finally told me in January this year 'I'm in love with you.' I have been wanting to say it to him for a While but have previous experience of being the first one to say it and it's never worked for me.
I said 'I'm in love with you too.' He said 'Really?' 'Yes really,' I replied.
He hasn't said it again since March and now he just stays away from me. Doesn't come to my class. No calls, texts, Skype Nothing! I only see him if I attend a class in the evening. BUT his partner is there too.
I am not surprised this has happened! I tell him I want a relationship with him. I tell him I'm in love with him. Having already shared my feelings with him. BUT. .I stay in my marriage that makes me sad and lonely!
His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him. I stay married! My dream man must be confused & hurt!
What the treetrunk is the matter with me??
I have stayed in an unhappy marriage that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years. And I have had an (emotional) affair with the man I've been dreaming of and searching for!
The RIGHT THING to do is to leave my husband and have a new relationship x NOT stay married and have an Affair! I hate myself! I was scared of divorce and still am.
I am now Angry and Confused and Guilty!
And very Heartbroken.
Sorry for my long post. I have been wanting to share my love dream (now a nightmare), with like-minded people who know and understand Fate & Destiny.
I got my dream and I ignored it! And now, I am left feeling as if life is punishing me for not following my heart.
Thanks for reading..?
Posted by ImpulsvHi Impulsiv ..
Mine has an unhappy worst nightmare outcome!
I dreamed of him years before I met him.
Seems poo face
Had same outcome.
Pooface this is lame u both want to be together what are u waiting for!!!
You are so right. Totally treetrunking Lame! It's fear and guilt stopping me. But then I am unhappy so Yes! What are we waiting for??
Have you read my 3rd post?
I fear now he may have lost interest but I'm not so sure. He is backward at coming forward and is gentle and shy an sensitive. He is 46 years old and a Pisces with Venus in Pisces. Don't know if you are into astrology?
I am Capricorn with Venus in Pisces too.
I really appreciate your response btw x
Posted by pooface222
(Continued from 2nd post).
My dream man finally told me in January this year 'I'm in love with you.' I have been wanting to say it to him for a While but have previous experience of being the first one to say it and it's never worked for me.
I said 'I'm in love with you too.' He said 'Really?' 'Yes really,' I replied.
He hasn't said it again since March and now he just stays away from me. Doesn't come to my class. No calls, texts, Skype Nothing! I only see him if I attend a class in the evening. BUT his partner is there too.
I am not surprised this has happened! I tell him I want a relationship with him. I tell him I'm in love with him. Having already shared my feelings with him. BUT. .I stay in my marriage that makes me sad and lonely!
His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him. I stay married! My dream man must be confused & hurt!
What the treetrunk is the matter with me??
I have stayed in an unhappy marriage that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years. And I have had an (emotional) affair with the man I've been dreaming of and searching for!
The RIGHT THING to do is to leave my husband and have a new relationship x NOT stay married and have an Affair! I hate myself! I was scared of divorce and still am.
I am now Angry and Confused and Guilty!
And very Heartbroken.
Sorry for my long post. I have been wanting to share my love dream (now a nightmare), with like-minded people who know and understand Fate & Destiny.
I got my dream and I ignored it! And now, I am left feeling as if life is punishing me for not following my heart.
Thanks for reading..?
Oh. My.
"His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him..."
And he's considering leaving her for ... you?"
How do you not see what this is?
Posted by MontgomeryPosted by pooface222
(Continued from 2nd post).
My dream man finally told me in January this year 'I'm in love with you.' I have been wanting to say it to him for a While but have previous experience of being the first one to say it and it's never worked for me.
I said 'I'm in love with you too.' He said 'Really?' 'Yes really,' I replied.
He hasn't said it again since March and now he just stays away from me. Doesn't come to my class. No calls, texts, Skype Nothing! I only see him if I attend a class in the evening. BUT his partner is there too.
I am not surprised this has happened! I tell him I want a relationship with him. I tell him I'm in love with him. Having already shared my feelings with him. BUT. .I stay in my marriage that makes me sad and lonely!
His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him. I stay married! My dream man must be confused & hurt!
What the treetrunk is the matter with me??
I have stayed in an unhappy marriage that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years. And I have had an (emotional) affair with the man I've been dreaming of and searching for!
The RIGHT THING to do is to leave my husband and have a new relationship x NOT stay married and have an Affair! I hate myself! I was scared of divorce and still am.
I am now Angry and Confused and Guilty!
And very Heartbroken.
Sorry for my long post. I have been wanting to share my love dream (now a nightmare), with like-minded people who know and understand Fate & Destiny.
I got my dream and I ignored it! And now, I am left feeling as if life is punishing me for not following my heart.
Thanks for reading..?
Oh. My.
"His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him..."
And he's considering leaving her for ... you?"
How do you not see what this is?
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Hi..
sorry please can you explain what you mean? I'm obviously blind or something so please explain x
Posted by ImpulsvI know..trust me I do. I need to pull myself together. Especially before my 2 1/2 year old gets any older. That scares me too.
Well ur in your fifties almost
If not now when!
Guilt I think u deserve happiness in this lifetime.
In releasing ur husband he will find he's dream woman he deserves that
Yes excatly u chose another over ur love so I'm sure he doubts ur actions!
Leave because ur unhappy n u want to live authentic if he follows suit good if not ur free to creat a happier life
I'm sure ur be better off alone than miserable
In my fifties? ? I am 39! I must have mistyped my dob or something! Hmm...will go check my profile.
Posted by pooface222
Hi..
sorry please can you explain what you mean? I'm obviously blind or something so please explain x
See what Aliens up there said, for one.
And two...
He breaks up families that are are on unstable
ground already-- your marriage may have been
rocky before, but not so much it stopped you
from having a child due to *guilt*… don't ever
tell your kid that, btw.
You make your husband sound like a bad person
for getting in the way of your true love.
But this guy has strung you along because he was
with another woman whose marriage he helped dissolve,
only to run around on her with you.
Understand that he will do the same to you.
He gets off on this dynamic.
I'm not saying you should stay in a crappy
marriage, but I do NOT believe this is "Destiny"...
it's fairly evil at its core and you are fast asleep
missing the big picture, entirely.
Not trying to be mean either-- just... take a step back
and really look at this thing.
Posted by MontgomeryHiPosted by pooface222
Hi..
sorry please can you explain what you mean? I'm obviously blind or something so please explain x
See what Aliens up there said, for one.
And two...
He breaks up families that are are on unstable
ground already-- your marriage may have been
rocky before, but not so much it stopped you
from having a child due to *guilt*… don't ever
tell your kid that, btw.
You make your husband sound like a bad person
for getting in the way of your true love.
But this guy has strung you along because he was
with another woman whose marriage he helped dissolve,
only to run around on her with you.
Understand that he will do the same to you.
He gets off on this dynamic.
I'm not saying you should stay in a crappy
marriage, but I do NOT believe this is "Destiny"...
it's fairly evil at its core and you are fast asleep
missing the big picture, entirely.
Not trying to be mean either-- just... take a step back
and really look at this thing.
click to expand
Thank you too for your response. I can see why you think that he would do that. I need to do my homework too.
You see the weird thing is that his partner chats to me sometimes. We are not friends as we don't have each others numbers or Facebook each other etc. I only see her at the gym in a class and not often either.
She told me herself that she left her husband because she felt indifferent to him. At the time she and my 'true love' were working in the same place.
He was going through a rough time with his ex-wife - they were separated at the time. The divorce only went through this year.
So when she saw him at her work place, they were attracted and started dating. She told me herself she left her husband for this guy. I didn't get the feeling it was him who made her leave her husband.
Posted by AliensusedourbogrollHe didn't know my marriage was rocky when me and him first met. Also he chased me for a while before I let my guard down. And I didn't let it down for a long time because me and him met when my hubby and I were just starting trying for a baby..Posted by AliensusedourbogrollPosted by pooface222Posted by MontgomeryPosted by pooface222
(Continued from 2nd post).
My dream man finally told me in January this year 'I'm in love with you.' I have been wanting to say it to him for a While but have previous experience of being the first one to say it and it's never worked for me.
I said 'I'm in love with you too.' He said 'Really?' 'Yes really,' I replied.
He hasn't said it again since March and now he just stays away from me. Doesn't come to my class. No calls, texts, Skype Nothing! I only see him if I attend a class in the evening. BUT his partner is there too.
I am not surprised this has happened! I tell him I want a relationship with him. I tell him I'm in love with him. Having already shared my feelings with him. BUT. .I stay in my marriage that makes me sad and lonely!
His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him. I stay married! My dream man must be confused & hurt!
What the treetrunk is the matter with me??
I have stayed in an unhappy marriage that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years. And I have had an (emotional) affair with the man I've been dreaming of and searching for!
The RIGHT THING to do is to leave my husband and have a new relationship x NOT stay married and have an Affair! I hate myself! I was scared of divorce and still am.
I am now Angry and Confused and Guilty!
And very Heartbroken.
Sorry for my long post. I have been wanting to share my love dream (now a nightmare), with like-minded people who know and understand Fate & Destiny.
I got my dream and I ignored it! And now, I am left feeling as if life is punishing me for not following my heart.
Thanks for reading..?
Oh. My.
"His partner left her husband and 2 teenage kids for him..."
And he's considering leaving her for ... you?"
How do you not see what this is?
Hi..
sorry please can you explain what you mean? I'm obviously blind or something so please explain x
It means he doesn't take relationships seriously. He doesn't seem to care about the consequences of people leaving their SOs for others.
There's also the chance that he's gonna continue that cycle with you.
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With his partner, I feel that she chased him.
Posted by Montgomery'Gomery, you broke that aaaall the way down. Nice. I hope she sees.Posted by pooface222
Hi..
sorry please can you explain what you mean? I'm obviously blind or something so please explain x
See what Aliens up there said, for one.
And two...
He breaks up families that are are on unstable
ground already-- your marriage may have been
rocky before, but not so much it stopped you
from having a child due to *guilt*… don't ever
tell your kid that, btw.
You make your husband sound like a bad person
for getting in the way of your true love.
But this guy has strung you along because he was
with another woman whose marriage he helped dissolve,
only to run around on her with you.
Understand that he will do the same to you.
He gets off on this dynamic.
I'm not saying you should stay in a crappy
marriage, but I do NOT believe this is "Destiny"...
it's fairly evil at its core and you are fast asleep
missing the big picture, entirely.
Not trying to be mean either-- just... take a step back
and really look at this thing.
click to expand
Having said that he told me that he met his wife in his twenties. She was in her early thirties. Both his ex wife and his partner are weirdly the same age and both 7 years older than him.
I am 7 years younger than him and didn't chase him. So maybe it's a different scenario for him being attracted to a woman younger than him and chasing her, than being with older more experienced women who chased him.
You may be right though. Both of you may be right. Need to open my eyes more and really look, just in case.
I am 7 years younger than him and didn't chase him. So maybe it's a different scenario for him being attracted to a woman younger than him and chasing her, than being with older more experienced women who chased him.
You may be right though. Both of you may be right. Need to open my eyes more and really look, just in case.
I believe in karma to a certain extent but I just view it as if a person is a jerk they will eventually meet someone who is a bigger jerk, and will treat them much worse, so it's not really karma but just probabilities but it fits nicely with the theory
@pooface222,
Would love to see your natal chart but, I'm just being nosey. Wouldn't say nothing 'though. Just wanna see.
Would love to see your natal chart but, I'm just being nosey. Wouldn't say nothing 'though. Just wanna see.
Posted by VenusAquarius
@pooface222,
Would love to see your natal chart but, I'm just being nosey. Wouldn't say nothing 'though. Just wanna see.
'
I've copied and pasted this from the website so it's a bit messy. Hope you can read it! ?
If it helps I am a Capricorn but also have Moon Mercury and Mars in Capricorn too.
Venus is in Pisces x
Zodiac : TropicalPlacidus Orb : 0SunCapricorn29°18' AscendantAries28°46'MoonCapricorn27°58' IITaurus29°17'MercuryCapricorn7°24' IIIGemini26°33'VenusPisces16°14' IVCancer23°10'MarsCapricorn13°55' VLeo21°55'JupiterTaurus21°12' VIVirgo24°19'SaturnLeo14°33'R VIILibra28°46'UranusScorpio11°28' VIIIScorpio29°17'NeptuneSagittarius15°15' IXSagittarius26°33'PlutoLibra14°12'R MidheavenCapricorn23°10'LilithTaurus19°34' XIAquarius21°55'Asc nodeLibra28°55' XIIPisces24°19'
Zodiac : TropicalPlacidus Orb : 0SunCapricorn29°18' AscendantAries28°46'MoonCapricorn27°58' IITaurus29°17'MercuryCapricorn7°24' IIIGemini26°33'VenusPisces16°14' IVCancer23°10'MarsCapricorn13°55' VLeo21°55'JupiterTaurus21°12' VIVirgo24°19'SaturnLeo14°33'R VIILibra28°46'UranusScorpio11°28' VIIIScorpio29°17'NeptuneSagittarius15°15' IXSagittarius26°33'PlutoLibra14°12'R MidheavenCapricorn23°10'LilithTaurus19°34' XIAquarius21°55'Asc nodeLibra28°55' XIIPisces24°19'
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
Posted by ovariesletting go kind of sucks, but if you can own it and choose to let go of the crap, then it becomes pretty damn nice.
@rabidtalker - I never believed a lot in karma, because I've been pretty blind to whatever's happened to me, always brushed aside the bad things that happened as only that - bad things per se. But now, looking at the rate karma bites back? I am not looking forward to it at all, but, there is some assholed-ness I hitchhiked on that I am having trouble letting go of, not that I'm pain-seeking or anything. On the contrary, I am pretty peace-seeking, only not able to show my good side for a long time
Posted by pooface222Do you want to know what I see?
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
Posted by VenusAquariusThe Pisces Venus in her 12th house?Posted by pooface222Do you want to know what I see?
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
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His Pisces Sun and Venus in her 12th house as well..😄?
This will be amplified by a Venus in Pisces:
http://sasstrology.com/2014/12/the-12th-house-venus-woman.html
"When Venus is tucked away in the 12th House, establishing a committed relationship can be difficult. The yearning to partner up can shift from desperate to hopeless to ambivalent, as you are alternately depressed and philosophical about your chances of finding someone. Attracting men is not a problem, but the type of men you attract is a problem. Married men and guys who can’t/won’t commit seem to be magnetized to you."
http://sasstrology.com/2014/12/the-12th-house-venus-woman.html
"When Venus is tucked away in the 12th House, establishing a committed relationship can be difficult. The yearning to partner up can shift from desperate to hopeless to ambivalent, as you are alternately depressed and philosophical about your chances of finding someone. Attracting men is not a problem, but the type of men you attract is a problem. Married men and guys who can’t/won’t commit seem to be magnetized to you."
You have a lot of Cap energy though...!!!!
Shouldn't it be sufficient to get yourself control over your life? What is the reluctance to divorce a man you don't love or get on with, about? You even seem to have a job....
Shouldn't it be sufficient to get yourself control over your life? What is the reluctance to divorce a man you don't love or get on with, about? You even seem to have a job....
Posted by UndineYep, the Venus in 12th, Venus Pisces, with actual Pisces 12th.Posted by VenusAquariusThe Pisces Venus in her 12th house?Posted by pooface222Do you want to know what I see?
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
His Pisces Sun and Venus in her 12th house as well..😄?click to expand
I was suspecting Venus in the 12th and here it is.
Posted by UndineAll the Capricorn placements, in the 10th explain why all this is going on at work... working with hubby, meeting evil fantasy lover at work, etc..
You have a lot of Cap energy though...!!!!
Shouldn't it be sufficient to get yourself control over your life? What is the reluctance to divorce a man you don't love or get on with, about? You even seem to have a job....
Posted by Harukka
I grow up as, by a cap-sun moon merc, and venus in scorpio mum, and she is so so religious. (whatever that's mean ☺).
It's like the curse of my life, of course I became non religious after I study A LOT of shyt about how god love us, yeah that's was clear for me (:
I mean who will believe there is god will curse u if u refuse to marry man u don't love?
I don't love the god who will curse me for every thing I will did because he create me as woman.
Why did u create something, then u hate it that much and make it suffer .. or u r gonna burn it for ever in hell—
That make me feel sad because my mumma believe she born to suffer without any meaning .
I don't believe in destiny. For this time in my life I'm not sure about anything in my life, so I don't believe there is plan or something.
I'm sure we all here for reason but no one will ever know.
We 'see through a glass darkly' right now... but we'll know.
I believe we will, anyway.
Love how Sag goes right to the heart of the matter. 🙂
Posted by VenusAquariusPosted by UndineYep, the Venus in 12th, Venus Pisces, with actual Pisces 12th.Posted by VenusAquariusThe Pisces Venus in her 12th house?Posted by pooface222Do you want to know what I see?
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
His Pisces Sun and Venus in her 12th house as well..😄?
I was suspecting Venus in the 12th and here it is.
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Hi VenusAquarius. .
Tell me what you see. Tell me more, I'm interested ?
Also why did you suspect Venus in the 12th? Isn't it Pisces in the 12th? Or is it the same thing?
I will try and do his chart but sadly I don't know what Time he was born so that could affect the reading slightly.
Posted by UndinePosted by VenusAquariusThe Pisces Venus in her 12th house?Posted by pooface222Do you want to know what I see?
This is Rubbish! I have copied and pasted it twice now but half of it is missing!
I have written as much of it down as I can. Hope it helps!
Sun - Capricorn
Moon - Capricorn
Mercury - Capricorn
Mars - Capricorn
Venus - Pisces
Jupiter - Taurus.
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Ascendant - Aries
12th House - Pisces
click to expand
His Pisces Sun and Venus in her 12th house as well..😄?
Posted by ImpulsvThank you so much Impulsiv xx I feel you have really understood me. I am cowardly as I am scared of the unknown. One of my friends affectionately calls me Chicken butter ?
She's been unhappy before he entered her life. She needs to she's just to cowardly to do something about
She should do it for herself not that man
Do it because her soul is dying in this relationship n she wants to live authentically.
Shit I've been to cowardly to leave a man I never truly love
More important lesson I learned is to be loyal to self not selfish at all!
Shit I stayed n it almost killed me!
You are right, I need to leave for myself not for this man.
But at the same time, after 13 with my husband I would love to leave for another man.
I should probably point out that this Pisces man I am in love with, and who said 3 or 4 times is in love with me, has over the last few months gone deadly silent on me since saying he's in love with me.
I think he is feeling rejected as I am STILL in my marriage and showing no signs of leaving despite me telling him that I am in love with him too. It's like he is just wasting his time, while I string him along - which is how this may seem to him.
Thanks again for your response. .really appreciate it.
Posted by UndineHi Undine. .
You have a lot of Cap energy though...!!!!
Shouldn't it be sufficient to get yourself control over your life? What is the reluctance to divorce a man you don't love or get on with, about? You even seem to have a job....
You are absolutely right. It SHOULD be sufficient to get control over my life. And that is exactly what I want.
However - you ask about my reluctance to divorce a man I don't love etc - the answer is the complications over divorcing when you have a child. My little girl is 2 1/2 and I love her to pieces! Therefore on one hand, I want to divorce and be free and happy to live my life with my little girl BUT on the other hand, my husband will want to see her too. And although I am not the kind of woman to stop him seeing her, I just can't bear the thought of being without her. I have no idea what my husband will ask me in terms of seeing her etc if we divorce.
And I've heard many stories of how divorce does funny things to people.
I am living a lie by staying with my husband but at the same time I am scared to leave.
I feel so trapped!
I know what I want and I know what to do. I'm just scared of doing it..?
Ask yourself...do you see yourself in this marriage in 5 years time? How about 10 years? Your daughter will still be young.....Will you manage the next 10-15 years without cheating on her father?
Posted by ImpulsvHi again..
She's been unhappy before he entered her life. She needs to she's just to cowardly to do something about
She should do it for herself not that man
Do it because her soul is dying in this relationship n she wants to live authentically.
Shit I've been to cowardly to leave a man I never truly love
More important lesson I learned is to be loyal to self not selfish at all!
Shit I stayed n it almost killed me!
I just want to ask you how you survived staying with a man you never loved?. How did you leave him? What did you do?
I'd love to know. I've reached a new emotional low and I'm finding it hard keeping myself together. I can't stop crying. I feel I am almost dead now. I don't even want to get up in the morning but I have to for my gorgeous little girl.
2 days ago my husband and I had yet another argument. I started it to be honest but only because I have so many unresolved issues from the past that never ever got talked about or sorted at the time.
I was the only one trying to sort out our marital issues (at the time), while they were happening but my husband just wouldn't talk about them. Kept making bullbutter excuses and at the same time ignored me by spending hours on his laptop and TV and calling it a relationship!
Now in the argument 2 days ago my husband told me he does not care about the past! And is sick of me talking about it! I need to talk about it to help me through my pain! But the thing is, by saying he doesn't care about the past, it just shows me how he has never ever cared about me, or even our relationship, in the Past or Now! He always just carries on as if everything is fine when it's so TREETRUNKING NOT!
He finally admitted he has been in denial. TOO LATE! He should have admitted this year's ago!
He didn't want to talk then and he doesn't want to talk now! I can't take this pain anymore.
I'm so lonely x and am just looking for someone who sounds like they have been through similar.
You can private message me if you like..If you don't want to post your answer on here..
Posted by UndineHi there..
Ask yourself...do you see yourself in this marriage in 5 years time? How about 10 years? Your daughter will still be young.....Will you manage the next 10-15 years without cheating on her father?
I have only just seen your post. Sorry about my late reply. Thank you for your response ☺
I've been thinking about this for a while. And to be honest I don't think I will manage the next however many years without cheating on him. NOT because I am a cheater by nature but because I am so unhappy. And I don't love him. I think I said before that I have been wanting to leave for 4 years but have found it hard to leave. But the longer I stay the harder it is to leave.
Cheating is not the answer. Sorting my life out Is!
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