Me and this sag have known each other for 9 years I'm 17 and he's 18. We have liked each other in the past and had relationships on and off but I was never really his girlfriend but a best friend he liked and same with me. I know he will not play with my emotions and he is not a player. I'm probably the only girl who knows him in and out. I like him at the moment and want to actually be serious with him because in the past I have taken him for granted and tried to have other relationships with players when he was right in front of me the whole time, I'm over all that and want to have something real. When I was taking him for granted he had liked me, lol we have always had a thing for each other. Right now I don't think he sees me that way at all and he says were young and he hasnt had the time to experience things with someone new and by the way we have never been intimate with each other only when I kissed him on the cheek when I was about 13. I do truly love him and I know I could be in love with him. I told him I cherished him and he told me he felt the same way and he always wants me in his life no matter what. We were talking about the future and if he gets married I told him idk if I could be there and accept it. After I said that I put my pride aside and told him I would be there no matter what but idk I guess I'm selfish. He's the type to be like if your happy I'm happy but I'm not like that. I just need some good advice because I'm afraid to lose my best friend, and maybe my true love. He's also going to college soon and idk what to do. He said if he ever does get a girl he wont abandone me and will take my advice or concern if I see something wrong with their relationship. Help please ? 😢
