Update on My Taurus

Not a whole lot has changed...

I've been getting a really strong impression that they are married...nothing direct, but all the apps and stuff...and Ands being called Myhusbands

I've been posting on Substack about her, and I'm 99% sure this Gemini crush reads it...she posted an Instagram story today where she shows her hand, but lets it slip up only to her wedding ring and I guess engagement ring on her ring finger.

It feels this way...and it makes sense, even if The Taurus was just using the guy, My Taurus that is, to get citizenship. Even if they're both in on the scheme and not actually in love.

Really, I don't know. It's just an impression I've been getting lately.

I balance out looking at the guy's socials with this Gemini and another Taurus female (the one who blocked then unblocked me when my Taurus did.)

I've felt really closer and better with my Taurus, and her socials posts have been very favorable.

But this impression of looming something is filling me, and I'm yeah...

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Your taurus?

Yeah...

I'm in suspense. She could be genuinely getting married or married to this guy, and drop the news somehow.

She could show up at my door and take me to the court house right now to get married.

Even another Taurus female I follow on Substack just posted how she met an Italian guy who is marrying an American woman for a Green Card (immigration).

I'm geekin out gang.

Lentobull said he keeps people in his life if it's good for them. So she's my Taurus. Kind of like Ands is my patron Taurus on Dxpnet.

taurus will just take everything you give them

versace plates

chanel perfume

online attention

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taurus will just take everything you give them

versace plates

chanel perfume

online attention

Do you take not receiving anything as a offense or is just me?

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not really but I take note

like my gemini aunt gave me a water bottle once you know the types that are free lol

stingy ass gemini

Lol

No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Posted by PilatesBod
No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

They’re too freaky for me

I’m old now

She doesn't know you exist

Her brother added Highlights, those fixed stories on your Instagram profile, right under your profile picture.

In one of then, he has his trip to visit Taurus. He already posted photos of this trip, which included photos of the Guy from X, or guy Taurus is living with, or whatever.

But in the Highlights, recently added, he leaves out the Guy from X, just having his husband, parents, and Taurus.

So maybe they are just roommates/housemates or whatever, and not romantically involved.

Zhihu says if a Taurus likes you, they will avoid you and just observe you. They don't like being with people they have feelings for.

In fact, if they spend time with you, laugh, be mischievous and whatever, it means they're not interested in you for romantic relationship. This is according to Zhihu English translation.

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She doesn't know you exist

I think she does. I follow her brother on Instagram, and my profile links to my Substack.

I post about astrology, and he updated his profile to mention his Sun sign.

Also the Taurus has been posting on Pinterest stuff that is related to my Substack posts.

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She doesn't know you exist

I think she does. I follow her brother on Instagram, and my profile links to my Substack.

I post about astrology, and he updated his profile to mention his Sun sign.

Also the Taurus has been posting on Pinterest stuff that is related to my Substack posts.

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You're just mentally stalking her. There's nothing else to the story except your own delusions. Literally everyone on this forum will tell you the same thing. I guess you need this mental attachment you have created but it only exists in your head

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She doesn't know you exist

I think she does. I follow her brother on Instagram, and my profile links to my Substack.

I post about astrology, and he updated his profile to mention his Sun sign.

Also the Taurus has been posting on Pinterest stuff that is related to my Substack posts.

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You're just mentally stalking her. There's nothing else to the story except your own delusions. Literally everyone on this forum will tell you the same thing. I guess you need this mental attachment you have created but it only exists in your head

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Maybe i am mentally stalking her.

Zhihu says Taurus will avoid you if they like you. But in what i've traditionally read, Taurus is big on touch, and other stuff.

So I don't know what to think.

I can't count on her, and I've accepted that she has a housemate now, in a house they bought together, and I'm not going to be there or with them or anything.

So that's an improvement; unless you follow Zhihu's take.

Actually, Zhihu's advice is flawed, because a Taurus will avoid or not be with lots of people. Me, and many others included.

She is with this guy, building a home in the house they just bought.

Taurus may be slow, observe, and stuff like that, so i get where Zhihu is coming from. But it's been a long time, and I've made my interest known, and the Taurus has really shut down all advances over the past 12 years.

So yeah, Zhihu might be right, partially, but her actions, or at least these social media accounts, say she's with this guy.

I certainly can't claim any presence, touch, or anything traditionally assigned to Taurus signs of interest.

My new Taurus touches people for a living

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My new Taurus touches people for a living

Yes, Taurus is supposed to be long-term. I interpret your post as meaning that what your Taurus and you do in this instant, as of posting, is of fleeting importance.

I just feel cheated, like wasting life away, over this.

Who knows how long she's living with this guy? At least through winter, according to her social media. But that's just building their home.

Then they could live there...another 2 or three years...or eight.

Meanwhile I'm having a mid-life crisis. I don't want to commit myself to another 4 years like the past 4, and this Taurus has iced me out.

So yeah, I'm just clearing my head. Thanks for listening.

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My new Taurus touches people for a living

Yes, Taurus is supposed to be long-term. I interpret your post as meaning that what your Taurus and you do in this instant, as of posting, is of fleeting importance.

I just feel cheated, like wasting life away, over this.

Who knows how long she's living with this guy? At least through winter, according to her social media. But that's just building their home.

Then they could live there...another 2 or three years...or eight.

Meanwhile I'm having a mid-life crisis. I don't want to commit myself to another 4 years like the past 4, and this Taurus has iced me out.

So yeah, I'm just clearing my head. Thanks for listening.

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I'm an Aries mercury she's a massage therapist.

Yes, I imagine he showed her how to ride a bike, vibrations sitting behind her and everything.

She's so curious too.

I've written them off. Maybe they're married or not, for citizenship.

It's great for her, or it sucks, I only have social media either way.

Wizzardzz and the Taurus I apologized too were right...

I'm mentally stalking her. I'm in too deep...unless she shows up soon and pulls it all together, this wound is too deep.

Like girl I wasted all this time on you living your best life, now you want to hang out? Like nah, wound's too deep for that. Wrda bro.

We're still broken up. Made it 24 hours.

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Yes, I imagine he showed her how to ride a bike, vibrations sitting behind her and everything.

She's so curious too.

I've written them off. Maybe they're married or not, for citizenship.

It's great for her, or it sucks, I only have social media either way.

Wizzardzz and the Taurus I apologized too were right...

I'm mentally stalking her. I'm in too deep...unless she shows up soon and pulls it all together, this wound is too deep.

Like girl I wasted all this time on you living your best life, now you want to hang out? Like nah, wound's too deep for that. Wrda bro.

Could be worse

Some guys make it all the way to fiancé only to get broken up with

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Yes, I imagine he showed her how to ride a bike, vibrations sitting behind her and everything.

She's so curious too.

I've written them off. Maybe they're married or not, for citizenship.

It's great for her, or it sucks, I only have social media either way.

Wizzardzz and the Taurus I apologized too were right...

I'm mentally stalking her. I'm in too deep...unless she shows up soon and pulls it all together, this wound is too deep.

Like girl I wasted all this time on you living your best life, now you want to hang out? Like nah, wound's too deep for that. Wrda bro.

Could be worse

Some guys make it all the way to fiancé only to get broken up with

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I'm not even sure if her guy, significant other, or whatever label they use, is a citizen of that country.

Even if he is, and they're doing a "Green Card Marriage," it take's about 5 years at the shortest to get married, fulfill the time requirements, and complete the divorce.

But i don't even know if he's a citizen.

I really don't know what they're up to. Accoring to her social media, they just bought a house together and are building their home.

I don't have a Visa for that country or anything, let alone married to her. And her and i don't chat or anything. So yeah, we were engaged actually. But we're broken up now.

You guys were all right.

She never had to live with this guy, legally or for money or even an escort or social life.

She wears tank tops and sleaveless around him, and he may be Gemini.

That's like wearing booty shorts around a Sag.

Truth is, she wanted this.

I was defending her even though i was wrong.

They're sexual, friends, intimate. Maybe they're not getting married, but it's a fling at least, and a long term commitment.

I had nothing to do with it.

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No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Wait… wut?!? How did Scorpio enter this convo?! What are we talking about here?

OP is a creepy Sag stalker and talking about an unaware Taurus female…. Who will hopefully never be his victim 🙏.

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No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Wait… wut?!? How did Scorpio enter this convo?! What are we talking about here?

OP is a creepy Sag stalker and talking about an unaware Taurus female…. Who will hopefully never be his victim 🙏.

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Um, she is aware? There's a long story here across multiple threads and user names.

She was actively part of this: WE WERE ENGAGED.

But she horned me out, Taurus style .

I was making excuses for her—giving my 100% still.

But she has a significant other.

I'm still processing the break-up. I have a creepy side (Mars in Scorpio in XII house), but you might as well fault the sun and the stars, on Dxpnet of all. Unironically u on one gang

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No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Wait… wut?!? How did Scorpio enter this convo?! What are we talking about here?

OP is a creepy Sag stalker and talking about an unaware Taurus female…. Who will hopefully never be his victim 🙏.click to expand

Um, she is aware? There's a long story here across multiple threads and user names.

She was actively part of this: WE WERE ENGAGED.

But she horned me out, Taurus style .

I was making excuses for her—giving my 100% still.

But she has a significant other.

I'm still processing the break-up. I have a creepy side (Mars in Scorpio in XII house), but you might as well fault the sun and the stars, on Dxpnet of all. Unironically u on one gang

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I read on some other thread that you had never met. Or did, she spoke and you couldn’t because you were too shy. And that was the only time you saw her.

That is why I wrote what I wrote.

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No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Wait… wut?!? How did Scorpio enter this convo?! What are we talking about here?

OP is a creepy Sag stalker and talking about an unaware Taurus female…. Who will hopefully never be his victim 🙏.click to expand

Um, she is aware? There's a long story here across multiple threads and user names.

She was actively part of this: WE WERE ENGAGED.

But she horned me out, Taurus style .

I was making excuses for her—giving my 100% still.

But she has a significant other.

I'm still processing the break-up. I have a creepy side (Mars in Scorpio in XII house), but you might as well fault the sun and the stars, on Dxpnet of all. Unironically u on one gang

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I read on some other thread that you had never met. Or did, she spoke and you couldn’t because you were too shy. And that was the only time you saw her.

That is why I wrote what I wrote.

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It's not stalking to go to an art vendor, which she was posting about on Facebook. She enticed me to go I thought, just like she posted pictures of her legs after, to show she knew i was there.

Shy, yes, but I went right into the Lion's den.

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No wonder you see Taurus with Scorpio all the time. You’re all freaks

Wait… wut?!? How did Scorpio enter this convo?! What are we talking about here?

OP is a creepy Sag stalker and talking about an unaware Taurus female…. Who will hopefully never be his victim 🙏.click to expand

Um, she is aware? There's a long story here across multiple threads and user names.

She was actively part of this: WE WERE ENGAGED.

But she horned me out, Taurus style .

I was making excuses for her—giving my 100% still.

But she has a significant other.

I'm still processing the break-up. I have a creepy side (Mars in Scorpio in XII house), but you might as well fault the sun and the stars, on Dxpnet of all. Unironically u on one gang

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I read on some other thread that you had never met. Or did, she spoke and you couldn’t because you were too shy. And that was the only time you saw her.

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It's not stalking to go to an art vendor, which she was posting about on Facebook. She enticed me to go I thought, just like she posted pictures of her legs after, to show she knew i was there.

Shy, yes, but I went right into the Lion's den.

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🙄… ok, you’re diverting again and not giving direct answers.

So, I was right in my conclusion. No need to know more, thanks.

I enjoyed all of this. Keep going 😀😈

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I enjoyed all of this. Keep going 😀😈

I commented on, and liked, her brother's Instagram posts.

He's super cool—a Gemini with a Taurus mother so he's all about that bass no treble.

He's married to a Capricorn man who i could almost swoon over.

so that's all very great. I'm waiting fir the Taurus and i to like or comment on the same post, or maybe she'll like or comment on my post 🤭

I'm getting a lot of marriage hints: as in they're doing a marriage to get her citizenship.

I would like hear from her what she's doing. What the plan is.

I don't believe they're in a love marriage.

In fact, in a video, there's no mention of their status, but the tour guide they're talking to starts hitting on the guy at the end. As if he agreed he's single, and the tour guide thought, "oh!"

Maybe they tell people they're single, but are secretly married, legally, to get her citizenship.

There's so many marriage hints coming from others, that I would like to accept it, but without her weighing in there's nothing i can go on with certainty.

If they are married, which Bulls and Scorpions are getting at, the question is how long. She's been abroad for 2 years. Is that how long they've been married? Did they just get married? Before she moved over?

It takes about 5 years at shortest, probably 5-6, if they're going to divorce right after she gets citizenship. It could take 7 years really.

If they're not getting married at all, she's been there for 2 years. Which means she can bring a spouse over.

She has to renew her permit every year, because she probably has a short term work permit, until the 5 year mark. Then she can get permanent residency, and even citizenship after 10 years of just living there, all permits combined.

I'm not sure if having a spouse reduces your chances of permit renewal or getting approved for any of this stuff.

Also, my stalking charge could be a factor, and as i understand it now, it probably won't show up on their background checks after 5 years: next July.

So really where I'm at is working through personal issues; I'm not even sure if she's married or how long or even if she ever intends for us to be together, live together. That sort of thing.

Just checked: I don't think they're doing a "Green Card Marriage," or "Marriage of Convenience" as it's sometimes called.

The country prosecutes those marriages; and one of the statutes they use is Aiding and Abetting Illegal Immigration. This charge is tied to residency permits: if you're convicted, you can't be a resident (not even looking at citizenship yet).

So I don't think Taurus would risk this.

I still don't think they're genuinely married either.

I also don't think my stalking conviction will matter too much. It's not automatically disqualifying.

And if I marry the Victim, Taurus, that will go a long way to clear things up.

1. Isolate the Victim

As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

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As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partner

What’s her birth card

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As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partner

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No fantasy world. I feel her as my partner.

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What’s her birth card

7 of Clubs, and it rings true for the most part

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As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partnerclick to expand

No fantasy world. I feel her as my partner.

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Your feelings are lying to you.

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What’s her birth card

7 of Clubs, and it rings true for the most part

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What does it say for her relationships?

Mine says hot mess never expected that coz I’m a Venus in Taurus

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What’s her birth card

7 of Clubs, and it rings true for the most part

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What does it say for her relationships?

Mine says hot mess never expected that coz I’m a Venus in Taurus

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Not sure...Not much info that I've found, like Hatter

May 25 is 7 of Clubs too, which is cray, because the housemate may be may 25

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What’s her birth card

7 of Clubs, and it rings true for the most part

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What does it say for her relationships?

Mine says hot mess never expected that coz I’m a Venus in Taurusclick to expand

Not sure...Not much info that I've found, like Hatter

May 25 is 7 of Clubs too, which is cray, because the housemate may be may 25

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There is definitely a section about relationships there may not be that long but it’s there

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What’s her birth card

7 of Clubs, and it rings true for the most part

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What does it say for her relationships?

Mine says hot mess never expected that coz I’m a Venus in Taurusclick to expand

Not sure...Not much info that I've found, like Hatter

May 25 is 7 of Clubs too, which is cray, because the housemate may be may 25

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There is definitely a section about relationships there may not be that long but it’s there

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"In romantic readings, the Seven of Clubs carries a central duality: relationships either grow stronger through shared hardship or collapse from insufficient effort.

The card always indicates a relationship being tested.

It calls for open discussion, honest evaluation, and a willingness to fix what’s broken.

...One persistent warning across traditions: beware of interference from the opposite sex.

This isn’t necessarily romantic betrayal, it can mean workplace complications, reputational issues, or someone whose intentions differ from their appearance. The traditional meaning “Business success, although there may be problems in love” captures this tension"

-https://forum.thetarot.guru/t/seven-of-clubs-meaning-in-cartomancy-tarot-obstacles-achievement/730

Sounds right even if it's not a birth card reading.

Here's mine for the Jack of Clubs, and hopefully Hatter, if he's watching finds this source worth tilling over,

"This card arrives when someone new is about to enter your life… potentially the kind of connection that feels cinematic. Like a soulmate encounter. The risk is that routine distractions might cause you to miss the opportunity entirely. Pay attention.

Be present.

Traditional interpretations suggest this person will be charming, intellectually engaging, and genuinely interested in building something real.

For those already in relationships already, the Jack of Clubs signals strengthening bonds and practical partnership. You may be taking the next steps together, like moving in, getting engaged, or starting a family :baby:.

The emphasis is on mutual support and showing up for each other in everyday ways.

One important note: without Heart cards nearby, this energy might stay firmly in the friend zone. The Club’s suit is more intellectual than romantic by nature. :person_shrugging:"

-https://forum.thetarot.guru/t/jack-of-clubs-meaning-in-cartomancy-tarot-loyal-dreamer/726

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As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partnerclick to expand

No fantasy world. I feel her as my partner.

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Your feelings are lying to you.

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Why couldn't we be partners emotionally, on a water level? Her Moon and Mars are Pisces.

Mine Cancer and Scorpio.

Maybe she's too focused on building our home with her housemate to text or Facetime or send nudes...because Taurus put their energy on whatever needs to be done. And it hurts because she's 7 of Clubs.

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Posted by HereforTaurusAgain

As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partnerclick to expand

No fantasy world. I feel her as my partner.

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Your feelings are lying to you.

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Why couldn't we be partners emotionally, on a water level? Her Moon and Mars are Pisces.

Mine Cancer and Scorpio.

Maybe she's too focused on building our home with her housemate to text or Facetime or send nudes...because Taurus put their energy on whatever needs to be done. And it hurts because she's 7 of Clubs.

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Do you see how all you have are "maybes"?

Name one thing in reality that she has ever expressed the desire to be with you in any way whatsoever. Nothing. You spy on her social media and pretend it alludes to you. It's delusional

Name one thing in reality she has ever expressed the desire to have you as far away from her as possible. Well, she had you arrested 😵‍💫

You're a chess player. You blundered your queen and both knights in the opening against stockfish 19 and you still believe there's a chance you can win haha. Your eval bar is completely dead

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As i understand it, the golden cattle must live in the country for 5 years before applying for permanent residency, and not after 4 years applying for the 5th.

Let's say July 2024 as the starting date. July 2029, or August, or whenever, would be 5 years.

Then processing, 3 months let's say.

So really just short of 2030, or about three years from now.

It doesn't mean anything. She could ignore me still.

Just an update. And she is my partner, but this sounds ridiculous.

In what fantasy world is she your partner? 😂

Might as well say Sydney Sweeney is your partnerclick to expand

No fantasy world. I feel her as my partner.

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Your feelings are lying to you.

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Why couldn't we be partners emotionally, on a water level? Her Moon and Mars are Pisces.

Mine Cancer and Scorpio.

Maybe she's too focused on building our home with her housemate to text or Facetime or send nudes...because Taurus put their energy on whatever needs to be done. And it hurts because she's 7 of Clubs.

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Do you see how all you have are "maybes"?

Name one thing in reality that she has ever expressed the desire to be with you in any way whatsoever. Nothing. You spy on her social media and pretend it alludes to you. It's delusional

Name one thing in reality she has ever expressed the desire to have you as far away from her as possible. Well, she had you arrested 😵‍💫

You're a chess player. You blundered your queen and both knights in the opening against stockfish 19 and you still believe there's a chance you can win haha. Your eval bar is completely dead

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She has a "come hither" vibe.

It's like Hatter, when he made sure Pisco had the decoder for what he was saying, but no one else.

That's how she is. Only I have the decoder.

I have never seen her in a relationship with this guy. Why not?

Who is she waiting for? Or is she married to me already?

Yes, we are married.

I love her. 3 years? I don't think of it as such, because it's too ridiculous to process. Like 3,000,000 years.

I commented on one of her brothers posts on Instagram.

She liked the post.

So yeah.

After posting, I dreamt for 8 or 6 hours about it.

After waking up, I checked, but I don't know if she like before or after I commented, or during.

I think she went to her dad's wedding with her housemate as her +1.

It's pretty heavy if you're like me, and were interested in her at the time.

I don't really have her as a relationship. I'm actually meeting new people.

She's a muse, and yeah i lover her, but an airy kind of love. I feel the same towards others too.

Idk, I'm accepting that I'm single now, in the relationship sense. Moving on, but it's slow.

If i had to guess...her and i won't be with each other. She's most likely staying abroad forever, and i'm not.

She might get married to do something traumatic again, and yeah i might post about it...but i feel more distant from her than ever, less attracted to her old pictures

She's basically married to this guy. They "do everything together," so even if she's not her best self, she's still myhusbands with this guy.

I've let go of her, but she's still a muse and i love her. But I'm fixed now. Mars in Scorpio, and she's not here.