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something must be way off in your life if you don't realize you're just splashing around with gratuitous insults. maybe you're so used to this kind of talk that you don't even notice what normality looks like, that's why I suggested you go back, but no, you seem to think it's ok to call ppl name cause we're anonymous here? once again, try to face yourself (I know, quite difficult for a Gemini) rather than suspecting the others of this and that and the other?
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*************************EARTH SHATTERING NEWS************************

Ok that's exaggerating slightly (hey I'm a Sag, I can't help it). Definitely GROUND BREAKING for sure. HA!

I'm gonna try and make this as short as possible with details included which could be a challenge but here it goes??_??_

I saw Scorp today. He asked me over, I initially thought against it cause but then came to my senses and seized this moment to have a frank discussion about WTF is or has be or is gonna happen in terms of us moving forward together.

I told him that I was being serious in what I had to tell him and he kept trying to make me laugh, and for the first time I wasn't laughing and making everything lighhearted as per. I was being deadly serious. ME a Sag being serious, Pah! He was taken back by my —serious?? approach because he's never seen that side of me EVER.

I can't remember how it started but I just really put it ALL out there holding nothing back which is hard for my Venus in Cap believe me. I asked him why he was so hot and cold with me, the reasons why he's messing me around. If he's serious and if he's not he can get out from my life for good, cause I have no interest dangling from a thread any longer. I tried my best not to be my usual blunt self and really expressed myself in a different way which I didn't even know I was capable of.

He said he had no idea that he was making me feel this bad and had no idea how he was coming across to me, if anything he said —Do you know you come across to me. You don't make it easy for me??. I really didn't know what he meant by this? It confused me so I asked him and he couldn't go into it?? I am really intrigued as to how I??M coming across to HIM, ha! Apparently I come across as —nuts?? and —crazy?? Ha! Both of which are very appealing him —apparently??.

I asked him if he backed off last year due to me declining his offers for me to come watch him play football and going to the studio with him. I was busy both times. He said it made him think —FUCK it, if she don't wanna spend a day in my life then fine?? HA! I had no clue at this point that when a Scorp invites you somewhere you go. Things —may?? have turned out differently if I had accepted and saved a load of this drama but that's neither here nor there.

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When I told him that I have deep feelings for him and have done for quite some time he was over the moon as I have NEVER told him this to his face. I told him that I??ve been hurting due to his behaviour blah blah and he was really upset that he made me feel like this. He couldn't even look at me. It's really odd but I just saw the look in his eyes, he just hugged me real tight. He's never held me like that, it was just so loving.

He also said that the other week that he came over to mine that he —made love?? to me so I'm like —Ah OK?? (obviously this wasn't the response he was looking for) HA! So he's like —What do you mean OK, did that not feel different to you from the last time we JUST had sex. I told him it did. Just looking into his eyes while he said that made me melt inside and gave me goosebumps all over.

We had the best talk, nothing that I have ever experienced with him. It was amazing. He just stared into my eyes the whole time. I??ve never felt such a warm feeling like that ever in my life.

He said he??d like to take me out if I would let him. I told him if he cancels or stands me up, I'm done! He also said I better not decline (as if) HA! He asked where I??d like to go and I told him to surprise me.

He told me that he could see himself falling in love with me and it scares him (not in those words).

After all these miscommunications cleared up he made love to me. It was amazing, surreal, I just have NO words to describe the feeling. I feel more secure cause we know where we are heading now. He spoke of OUR future as a couple aswell. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I got up to go and he was all like —Look in the mirror, we look hot as a couple, don't you think??. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

My date with him is on Friday. I am literally SO excited I have no words.
I'm just made up that after all this we finally KNOW where we are heading together. I'm just excited with what could be??_??_

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I know I know. He will probably still play games, throw little tests here and there but I'm better equipped now also we have a ground of communication is a start. I'm gonna enjoy the highs and lows of this. I'm now totally devoted to him. Nobody could match my Scorp.

The End (for now) lmao ??_

Ooooh P.S. I always check lovehoroscopes.com at the end of the day for me and Scorp and it was again quite freaky! Check it out

Sag
The conversation may be especially profound today with your new-found partner. The current aspect is an encouraging sign, because it allows you both to move to a level of discussion beyond everyday chatter. You may be surprised at what you find out about each other. There is a real sincerity about the way you express your feelings - which is very touching. Something special is developing.

Scorp

The current aspect at play may mean that the person you are dating tonight has a far more serious outlook on life than you bargained for. Despite your best intentions to introduce a touch of humor into the proceedings, you cannot raise even a smile. And yet there is an undeniable something there. Whether it is a feeling of having met before, or an unmistakable sense of destiny, it has a remarkable pull on you.

Like I don't usually believe in horoscopes but for some peculiar reason this site has been freakily accurate as I??ve been following for the last month. Spooky! LOL!
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Posted by IntriguedScorp
Posted by SagChick411
Thanks you guys 😄

I just can't stop smiling 🙂



Haha...its still early on. That smile might be a bit premature. LOL
Just go with the flow and don't try to control things so much and hopeful ScorpMan won't try to exercise too much control either. Laugh the Bullshit off...srsly.
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lol! Yah I know, lol 😄

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IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

(kind of)

I'm gonna make this brief.


My Scorp and are doing AMAZINGLY well!

We're in talks of marriage within the next 2 hours and i have met ALL his family. Im spending my first official Christmas with him!

I just wanted to thank EVERYONE here who helped me. I dont know how I would have coped without DXP when I was at the end of my teather!!

Miss you guys too! Just been so busy with my maaan!!!

Hope all is well kids!!!

kisses from moi! xx