Her birthday was couple days ago

I'm talking about the first Scorpio in my life I thought about texting her saying happy B day but I never ended up doing it. I usually don't give up on people, being away from her for 22 months I've had a detox of the drama she brought into my life. I looked back when I first met her she was 27 years old her life was fvcked up. She just started new medication it really screwed her up, made her ill, she sort of leveled out but she still suffered from her mental health issues.

She was one of the hardest women in my life to contend with I felt bad she has suffered with mental health issues all her life. She didn't hide it from me she told me straight up that she had problems the first week we met.

Were I worked wasn't a healthy environment the moral is low people are not really happy in their jobs negativity is rampant. I've detoxed myself of all that negativity since I work for a small company, around people that have a positive attitude. She fits right in she's always looking at the negative side, everything was a crisis to her.

I don't think I will ever forget her, once you detox yourself of the drama she brought in my life no way I could ever go back to that. I don't think she will ever change she's in her early 30s now, she doesn't speak to me she says I make her feel really anxious. She always felt she wasn't good enough for me she flat out told me she goes after insecure beta men.

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Nvm.

Isn't this the same Scorpio you've been coming to this board complaining about for years? The one who avoids you, has a boyfriend and wants nothing to do with you?

You didn't detox her from your life, stop kidding yourself and remove yourself from denial-ville. She doesn't like you, she never did. You never even dated her.

whilst you continue to obsess over her, she probably doesn't think of you at all and if she does she probably shudders!

I hate to be so blunt, but you keep painting yourself as a victim and making out like she has a problem. I really wish you would seek help, your behaviour is not normal!

I've been searching about women with mental health issues more I didn't know much about it when I first met her. What I know today I should have run, I hate to do that to people but they can fvck your life up.

As for her BF she uses him as a ATM he spits out 100 dollar bills when she needs it, she values her fur child over him. I haven't seen him in over a year the last time I seen him he was stressed out to the max because of her that is his problem not mine. He isn't getting much bang bang the meds she's on kills her libido I guess she can bob his knob.

For myself being away from the I like you I hate you then back to I like you I hate your guts make up your mind.

Are Scorpio woman bad? no..... after spending time with my other Scorpio friend who is normal and raised in a healthy home and being around a few other Scorpio women I've met Scorp women are not as mentally unstable. A woman that's on meds like Zoloff it helps them and screws them at the same time.

Posted by bnr7013
God forbid you have a tough time & need an ear to vent to. I'll never understand how some ppl can block out empathy. You obviously cared about her or else you wouldn't be writing this. Shame on you for inhumanely "detoxing" her. Maybe she needed someone positive to show her there's more to life.... you'll never know now.

I understand feeling the need to get away from negativity but not to this extent. Maybe next time you'll choose a different path.

I understand your sympathy for empathy in a situation put forth as such. However, unless you have walked in the shoes of someone who has had to deal with another who has a mental imbalance, you truly can not speak on this subject. Of course he cared about her. But it's over and I believe that is what he was trying to say - perhaps the manner in which he said it was what turned you off. Nothing more or less. It is what it is. Your response of "Maybe she needed someone positive to show her there's more to life ... " tells me that you have no experience with people who are mentally unbalanced. It is very difficult for both parties. And people can change but only if they want to change. One person can not change another.

Posted by Stihl46
I'm talking about the first Scorpio in my life I thought about texting her saying happy B day but I never ended up doing it. I usually don't give up on people, being away from her for 22 months I've had a detox of the drama she brought into my life. I looked back when I first met her she was 27 years old her life was fvcked up. She just started new medication it really screwed her up, made her ill, she sort of leveled out but she still suffered from her mental health issues.

She was one of the hardest women in my life to contend with I felt bad she has suffered with mental health issues all her life. She didn't hide it from me she told me straight up that she had problems the first week we met.

Were I worked wasn't a healthy environment the moral is low people are not really happy in their jobs negativity is rampant. I've detoxed myself of all that negativity since I work for a small company, around people that have a positive attitude. She fits right in she's always looking at the negative side, everything was a crisis to her.

I don't think I will ever forget her, once you detox yourself of the drama she brought in my life no way I could ever go back to that. I don't think she will ever change she's in her early 30s now, she doesn't speak to me she says I make her feel really anxious. She always felt she wasn't good enough for me she flat out told me she goes after insecure beta men.

so you don't have to forget her but you have to move on - and now you know more of what you want in a partner so when you find that, hold on to that ...

good for you, you got away from those evil scorpio women

Posted by Stihl46
she doesn't speak to me she says I make her feel really anxious.

she flat out told me she goes after insecure beta men.

...says it all

Posted by Stihl46
I guess she can bob his knob.

who talks like this?!

Posted by scorpvixen
Isn't this the same Scorpio you've been coming to this board complaining about for years? The one who avoids you, has a boyfriend and wants nothing to do with you?

You didn't detox her from your life, stop kidding yourself and remove yourself from denial-ville. She doesn't like you, she never did. You never even dated her.

whilst you continue to obsess over her, she probably doesn't think of you at all and if she does she probably shudders!

I hate to be so blunt, but you keep painting yourself as a victim and making out like she has a problem. I really wish you would seek help, your behaviour is not normal!

lol geez

Like I said being around my other Scorpio friend for well over a year has given me a good comparision on what a mature scorpio is compared to a un evolved Scorpio.

You do go through a detox process when you've been around a person for nearly 3 years that suffers from mental health issues. With me and her I had to watch what I said, she would lash out at me, I seen her mood swings, the anger that would just come out of her. Seen the side effects of her medication from her not wanting to eat, she would have pains. The days I was walking on eggshells with her I always couldn't predict what kind of mood she was in.

Today its nice to be around women that are a little more stable, as much as I cared for the first Scorp I got burned out.

I'm recovering from her and I'm recovering from working in a toxic workplace for the last 10 years I have some normalcy in my life again. Dealing with her and work fvcked me over its amazing how good I feel now I feel like a normal human again.

Scorpios are not evil the un evolved ones or ones that have mental health issues run like hell.

people on dxp are just so rude. so what if . he has been bitching about her for years, so judgemental and just outright ignorant

Posted by Stihl46
I've been searching about women with mental health issues more I didn't know much about it when I first met her. What I know today I should have run, I hate to do that to people but they can fvck your life up.

As for her BF she uses him as a ATM he spits out 100 dollar bills when she needs it, she values her fur child over him. I haven't seen him in over a year the last time I seen him he was stressed out to the max because of her that is his problem not mine. He isn't getting much bang bang the meds she's on kills her libido I guess she can bob his knob.

For myself being away from the I like you I hate you then back to I like you I hate your guts make up your mind.

Are Scorpio woman bad? no..... after spending time with my other Scorpio friend who is normal and raised in a healthy home and being around a few other Scorpio women I've met Scorp women are not as mentally unstable. A woman that's on meds like Zoloff it helps them and screws them at the same time.

How do you know about their finances and sex life? That's very personal stuff. Do you talk to the boyfriend?

She bragged about using him for money he's spent thousands. He's second best to her fur child who comes first I'm not kidding.

Hahaha. Stihl. Let it go. Let it go. Been many years you kept talking about her.

Don't be a victim. Be victorious.

I just felt how much you loved her even those times her mental issues arise.

I realized you regret what had happened and wished things were different but you couldn't just write down because you convinced yourself you were right and she is a loser but I analyzed it as reversed. A no regrets man in his past can have peace in his past..and talked no more about the past unless there is topic made by others and you think it is necessary to share your story however it has been long time you kept posting about her. Let it go. Be free from your past.