Mental Asylum of Utter Madness- 24/7 Stinger Home! (Page 20)

Never really got into Sleeping Beauty. Besides Fantasia (which scared me initially), I didn't like Disney movies pre The Little Mermaid.

Posted by xMoonMan

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Posted by TheLadyScorpio
Come now Kiwifruit, every Stinger lady knows the rules of going stone heartedly cold, as cold as the winters that shall never thaw, as solid and as beautifully distant as diamonds would, elusive.

Here, here. . .how about a glass of wine? That should get some courage and bravery back into you 😄

Rightio! Pulling my bedazzled socks up and adopting a new mantra; all a girl needs is kiwifruit, wine and diamonds!!! 😉 sorted!

OR
I could warm your heart and make you forget those diamonds.
After your hard day, you just sit back, enjoy your wine while I bath your weary feet in a sandlewood scented foot bath, dry with a soft towel, then gently massage, followed by a leg massage.....and I'll leave the rest up to your imagination....

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In DXP world that sounds amazing! 😛

In the real world;
a. I have extremely ticklish feet and get a bit 'kicky'
b. a girl needs diamonds
c. some people don't know a good thing if it walked up and slapped then in the face ergo they are getting the diamond hard treatment henceforth

And in a whinging segue... did you see that Saturn is going to be in Scorpio until 2015—!

First decans have already dealt with the super intensity of its baleful glare, it is now squarely on the second decans...
So, I haven't even had to deal with it on full blast yet?! Gawddammit -_-

Posted by xMoonMan

Look at which house/s Saturn is transiting for you personally and any planets it aspects and these are the areas you need to apply more discipline too, and/or take more seriously also maybe clear out parts of this personal area which are not working for you, or that you have outgrown, so as to make space for new growth.

Noted.

Hmmm... I'm and astro baby and don't know where/ how to figure all that stuff out Moon!

I'm Saturn in Libra- 9th house. Conjunct Jupiter/ Square Mars/ Trine ascendant...
10th house is sun, merc and uranus all in scorp.

I have mostly 9th/ 10th/ 11th house... except moon (Taurus) in 4th.

Posted by xMoonMan
Just found this article for you Phoenix & LilliLou, it's an interesting read.

Saturn In Scorpio : Saturn Transits

The first two sections may interest you.

I. Saturn Transits: General
II. Saturn's Transit Through Scorpio: General Influences

Thank you 🙂

Posted by xMoonMan
Just found this article for you Phoenix & LilliLou, it's an interesting read.

Saturn In Scorpio : Saturn Transits

The first two sections may interest you.

I. Saturn Transits: General
II. Saturn's Transit Through Scorpio: General Influences

Thanks moon!

I'm a skim reader (sagi mars!) and to be honest what I got out of it is that this is going to be shit balls, you're going to need to cut peeps out of your life to stay sane... but there is a light at the end of a tunnel called 2015.

Step one... time to cut some people (/out) and not cry like a little b*tch about it...

Singing —?? shine bright like a diamond — —??

^^ I'm an aqua rising Mr Moonman^^

And how I wish that were true... I'm just dealing with someone/ something that has become very painful and this little kiwi heart is taking a beating... And its not fair, it's my bloody birthday in a day!

Sorry for the melodrama, it's not really my cup of tea either. But I guess everyone goes through it and I know it'll get better/ easier soon!!!

Posted by LilliLou
^^ I'm an aqua rising Mr Moonman^^

And how I wish that were true... I'm just dealing with someone/ something that has become very painful and this little kiwi heart is taking a beating... And its not fair, it's my bloody birthday in a day!

Sorry for the melodrama, it's not really my cup of tea either. But I guess everyone goes through it and I know it'll get better/ easier soon!!!

It will be okay Kiwi. Same BS happens around my birthday too, which is why I just ignore the day. It will mellow out soon enough. Are you still hanging out with friends on the day? Let yourself laugh. A lot.

P.S. It aches so much because we tend to hold on and play re-runs in the mind. Add a dash of that good old stubborn fixed "I refuse to let this go" charm and you're a pile of mush until...... try to find ways to make "until" happen sooner.

Posted by Rabbit
I hate being suspicious...

BUT...

I hate being right about what I suspected even more.

Suspicious or intuitive?

Suspicion leads to headaches.
Intuition leads to a better understanding.

Suspicious. And like I wrote above, can lead to headaches.

Question. Was the fact checking something you did because the story he/she shared was something that would harm you or your family? If not, why were you checking really?

The rabbit hole is deep. Be careful....

Posted by Rabbit
How do you determine the cutoff between just letting your suspicions go and following up on them?

I ask myself if "knowing" is really that important. I mean what is my motive here? Is it to determine if this person is trustworthy and if so, again why is that important to me? Is it to blow the person ego to smithereens because you want to be —right— If so, again, why is that important to me? Is this about my ego as well?

I get the integrity thing. I'm dealing with a similar issue as well. I thought I wasn't "looking" for information about a situation, but when I reflect back on how the events played out, I realize I was. I simply did not believe the person--not because the story was unbelievable, just.....the person overall was inconsistent if that makes sense. I had to know if I could trust this person and in turn welcome them into my life. I can't. Especially because the person has adopted the philosophy that —there is absolutely nothing wrong with keeping personal things about yourself to yourself". Yeah, kick rocks.... I guess that is a whole other discussion.

I am wondering if you questioned this person's integrity to begin with, even on some small level and this story just gave you a reason to confirm what you already felt. That was where I was going with the question above.

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Posted by PhoenixRising
Suspicious. And like I wrote above, can lead to headaches.

Question. Was the fact checking something you did because the story he/she shared was something that would harm you or your family? If not, why were you checking really?

The rabbit hole is deep. Be careful....

Harm? Not immediately and in any tangible way. But it becomes an integrity issue...trust is lost.

And that's the conundrum.

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Why was it so important to you to find out if he/she was telling the truth? You can answer here if you want, but the question is more for you to reflect on. I think the answer you come up with may help you with your follow up question after this post.

Posted by PhoenixRising
P.S. It aches so much because we tend to hold on and play re-runs in the mind. Add a dash of that good old stubborn fixed "I refuse to let this go" charm and you're a pile of mush until...... try to find ways to make "until" happen sooner.

Oh god, yes... I absolutely am stuck on repeat...
My ex got in touch a week ago and said he basically wanted to try again. Blah, blah, blah. Foolishly I believed him, and seeing as how good things usually happen around my birthday I thought this was it. Fast forward a week and I'm being ignored, and I know he's circled back to "i just can't do a relationship"... so I'm feeling so incredibly stupid and hurt for having looked back, believing him and hoping for rainbows and unicorns.
I am really, really trying to let go.
I refuse to ask him what's going on as I already know the answer and won't give the S.O.B. the satisfaction, so I'm gone.
I don't know if it seems childish but I unfriended on FB etc... and am just going to try to forget this little slip up ever happened.

I'll have dinner with the whanau (family), drinks with the girls and be grateful that on the balance I have such a wonderful bunch of people around me.

Rabbit you're such a suspicious little monkey! :O

Aww... Don't worry Moon!

I really, truly, totally wish I was being overly dramatic! And that this BS wasn't happening.

And you do have to take what I say as cheeky most of the time, it's just a freak occurrence/ low ebb and I will be okay in a little bit and go back to my usual silly self.

On the other side, stress is a great form of weightloss and coming into the holiday season (including being a bridesmaid at my besties wedding) that is a bit of a bonus! 😛

Posted by xMoonMan
Ok, no worries Kiwi, thanks 🙂

Part of Saturn's work during significant transits is to help you clear out what isn't working for you, usually this means challenging situations, and making tough decisions.
Exact timing is always difficult to pinpoint, the Universe, energy and matter ebb and flow continuously.

But why can't Saturn send me a cute little rose scented note, with glitter sprinkled in the envelope and a picture of a kitten playing with a ball of string? Why is it always such a big nasty meanie—!

You're telling me M&M's 😭

We need a galactic pooper-scooper S.T.A.T.

Maybe my Leo gf was right. Apparently "everyone" does lie. Smh...wtf—??

I'm done....*shutdown mode*

I'm gonna send my happy birthday wishes in advance cutie because I can feel my mood going downhill. I hope it's a beautiful day Kiwi .

Posted by PhoenixRising
I'm gonna send my happy birthday wishes in advance cutie because I can feel my mood going downhill. I hope it's a beautiful day Kiwi .

OMG! That is a super cool cake!!! You can even see my little city- Christchurch! xx Thanks PR

Posted by Rabbit
Sorry ladies, but there is no difference between you ogling the construction workers outside the building and walking into the office talking about them...and us men checking out a women with exposed cleavage and a short skirt and talking about her.

None.

Stop trying to convince everyone otherwise.

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Exactly! Boob appreciation is always appreciated IMHO

big thread.

Posted by xMoonMan
I had an awesome weekend away. Decent nights sleep last night.
Work today is the last place I wanna be at. Brain doesn't want to engage.

*thanks for letting me use this space, the Cancer board just doesn't do it for me these days.
I'm pretty sure I'm out of favor over there. chuckle. I don't think they understand me or get me.

I've been feeling the same way about this board lately.....

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Posted by xMoonMan
I had an awesome weekend away. Decent nights sleep last night.
Work today is the last place I wanna be at. Brain doesn't want to engage.

*thanks for letting me use this space, the Cancer board just doesn't do it for me these days.
I'm pretty sure I'm out of favor over there. chuckle. I don't think they understand me or get me.

I've been feeling the same way about this board lately.....

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PR... your kitty is stuck! Ahem... the whole of DXP seems a little over-run with the banal lately!

Moon- I never want to be 'back' from holiday or 'back' at work 😢

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Posted by xMoonMan
I had an awesome weekend away. Decent nights sleep last night.
Work today is the last place I wanna be at. Brain doesn't want to engage.

*thanks for letting me use this space, the Cancer board just doesn't do it for me these days.
I'm pretty sure I'm out of favor over there. chuckle. I don't think they understand me or get me.

I've been feeling the same way about this board lately.....

PR... your kitty is stuck! Ahem... the whole of DXP seems a little over-run with the banal lately!

Moon- I never want to be 'back' from holiday or 'back' at work 😢

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LOL.

I needed that. I haven't laughed in 5 days....

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I'm gonna send my happy birthday wishes in advance cutie because I can feel my mood going downhill. I hope it's a beautiful day Kiwi .

OMG! That is a super cool cake!!! You can even see my little city- Christchurch! xx Thanks PR

Posted by Rabbit
Sorry ladies, but there is no difference between you ogling the construction workers outside the building and walking into the office talking about them...and us men checking out a women with exposed cleavage and a short skirt and talking about her.

None.

Stop trying to convince everyone otherwise.

Exactly! Boob appreciation is always appreciated IMHO

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I could totally eat this right now. Hoping it's chocolate or vanilla. Mmmmmm

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Posted by xMoonMan
I had an awesome weekend away. Decent nights sleep last night.
Work today is the last place I wanna be at. Brain doesn't want to engage.

*thanks for letting me use this space, the Cancer board just doesn't do it for me these days.
I'm pretty sure I'm out of favor over there. chuckle. I don't think they understand me or get me.

I've been feeling the same way about this board lately.....

PR... your kitty is stuck! Ahem... the whole of DXP seems a little over-run with the banal lately!

Moon- I never want to be 'back' from holiday or 'back' at work 😢

LOL.

I needed that. I haven't laughed in 5 days....

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hehe! mission accomplished then! 😆

*bump*...just because.....

...I can.

Lol...well it didn't take long before that thread went sideways.....

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Posted by PhoenixRising
*bump*...just because.....

Mmmm hmmm... 😈

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That devil looks so funny. When I see it, I don't really think "evil", but I think "horney little devil".

which thread?! goes wandering...

p.s. morning lovely ladies 🙂

Only a Gem could take a simple question that could really be answered in 10-12 posts (or 30-50 posts DXP style ) and turn it into 100+......yeah...*sip tea*

Posted by LilliLou
which thread?! goes wandering...

p.s. morning lovely ladies 🙂

Good afternoon lovely. How are you doing?

hahaha! Melly- you are on form today! I'd be such a silly labradoodle

And rascally rabbit... you certainly grossed out CC.

PR, I'm good! The end of bloody November is in sight and I swear December has got to be better?! But its grey and drizzling here today- good news is that it is hump day!!! On the downward slope to the weekend 🙂

How are you lady?!

Have any of you guys gone on the tiny chat forums?

Posted by LilliLou
hahaha! Melly- you are on form today! I'd be such a silly labradoodle

And rascally rabbit... you certainly grossed out CC.

PR, I'm good! The end of bloody November is in sight and I swear December has got to be better?! But its grey and drizzling here today- good news is that it is hump day!!! On the downward slope to the weekend 🙂

How are you lady?!

Have any of you guys gone on the tiny chat forums?

It's grey and funky here too. Yes, November was a serious buzz kill. I really appreciate the posts people are putting up about Saturn in Scorp--it's helping me make sense of a lot. I'm not sure if I am looking forward to December any more than I did November, but it's a month and I'll work my way through it with a smile.

As for the tiny chat forum? No. Never been in there and I truly don't have any interest in going in there either. Very much like Pandora's box me thinks.

Oh, I forgot to answer your other question Kiwi. Well, I feel like this

Posted by IrresistableScorp
I said "poop" on a professional phone call today. 😢

Damn you Saturn!!! Damn you man. :*(

oh! but hehe... but aww...

I've only just discovered the chatrooms, but can't really play at work and after has been crazy at the moment- lots of birthdays, hens party planning, work dinners etc and trying to get to the gym so I don't end up looking like a little pudding!
They are funny though, I forget who everyone is 🙂 and its weird being the odd one out with my kiwi accent!

November has been an absolute bastard. My ex got back in touch said he wanted to try again and then acted all shitbrickish and irritated that I was 'around' again so I vanished- defriended on FB and haven't messaged and the little turd hasn't even bothered to message or call or anything. I'm actually so far beyond mad I am incandescent... And the worst thing was that I bloody well knew better. Grrr!

So saturn can take its lessons and heartache and go bother someone else for a bit I reckon! I'm so emotional at the moment I feel like the littlest thing could set me off, and I never cry or anything! I feel like my defenses are being weakened... Double grrrr!

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Posted by IrresistableScorp
I said "poop" on a professional phone call today. 😢

Damn you Saturn!!! Damn you man. :*(

oh! but hehe... but aww...

Hangs head.

I'm really?

Hangs head again

I'm laughing about it now loops. 🙂

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Good stuff! 🙂 hopefully the other party thought it was funny too!

Eerily, I do get called loops as is a smash up of my first & last name 😛

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I read what you wrote Kiwi, but couldn't respond because my client arrived for her session *super tight bear hug*. I can relate big time.....I jsut keep telling myself it will be okay at some point.

Oops, I guess you decided to show your post after all 🙂

Posted by Rabbit
Chat?

Meh.

Taking a break from pestering the Gem huh?

Posted by PhoenixRising
Oops, I guess you decided to show your post after all 🙂

Nevermind I saw what you did.

Posted by IrresistableScorp
Lilli Loop, I think at this point- once Saturn blows up a part of your life-- the prudent thing to do is find the lesson. What about this situ with the Leo played on bad habits you might have? Figure that out and Saturn promises rewards. Continue to move forward without learning the lesson means you get it up the arse later in life because Saturn doesn't like it when we don't learn our lessons and the bitch punishes us.

Hmmmm *plots revenge on Saturn*

Posted by IrresistableScorp
Lilli Loop, I think at this point- once Saturn blows up a part of your life-- the prudent thing to do is find the lesson. What about this situ with the Leo played on bad habits you might have? Figure that out and Saturn promises rewards. Continue to move forward without learning the lesson means you get it up the arse later in life because Saturn doesn't like it when we don't learn our lessons and the bitch punishes us.

Lesson #1. No more Leos- hehe, I joke! (Damn kryponite kitty cats)

I think my lesson is about listening to my intuition, being patient and being ruthless?
To explain; I knew this guy was arrogant, self centred and would cause me heartache but I didn't listen. I guess I thought that I was so amazing he would reform??
Also, I knew he wasn't in any position in his life to be looking at a relationship, but I steamrolled him... therefore when I was out of sight he went back to his 'I can't do this' position.
And lastly, that I need to cut out the toxic elements to save myself the grief. It is hard to do, especially as he said he wanted me in his life... but that is for his own ego boost. The reality is his lack of care/ concern tells me otherwise and I have to take that as a blessing somehow as that shows me what I need to do/ undertake to be happy going forwards- closing the door so to speak.

How'd I do?? Do I get a prize? Did I completely flunk the test—

Thanks for the hugs PR x

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I read what you wrote Kiwi, but couldn't respond because my client arrived for her session *super tight bear hug*. I can relate big time.....I jsut keep telling myself it will be okay at some point.

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I hope your leo is behaving himself, but they seem to be making almost as much of a mess of things/ hard year as we scorps are?!

Saturn Therapy, I love it!