Taurus of my life left me. How can I get her back?

Here is a better view on the situation. I've written other blogs but I'm doing my best to get a better insight on the situation. If you don't know whats going on please read through my previous posts. So Sparks flew and we were on our way to heaven. Infact one night I came out of the gym and I texted her where she was, she said she had just arrived for her workout. Instead of her workout well I suggested a walk, it was very interesting. She told me a lot about herself. And I did too but I regret not learning more about her. It got to a point where we had reached a park, I courted her way towards a bench and a few moments later I inniciated a kiss. The inner soft bull opened up. It was like 10 o clock and before we went for a walk she said she didn't have much time. But when I started kissing her she left the rush behind and time just slowed down. I went down to her neck and throat and her breathing got deeper. Earth and fire created lava! I walked her back to her car and her inner soft bull told me things I don't think many men had the chance to know. After that night she went hot n cold. She told me I pressured her and she reminded me that she wasn't ready for a relationship. I was very sorry for pressuring her. Her incoming texts and calls stopped and it drive I the aries crazy. I was excuse my language mind fucked. As time had went on her hot n cold periods extended and extended. I would text her like once a week and still no reply. The sparks disappeared and my insecurities grew deeper. One day I asked where she was and she said she moved. I said I could've helped her (I'm big and she mentioned my muscles like 3 times). Her reply was, "we need to stop talking".
I said "what ever I've done wrong please forgive me, I know you've got a lot going on in your life and I just want to be there for you". Her reply was "it's not your fault just stop". I remember this like yesterday. Although it had happened 2 months ago. A month after that I sent
Her the apology letter. Stating why I was sorry and why she was so special to me.
Nothing too hectic but something sweet from the heart. She still hasn't replied. Yet I found her on meetup.com on a dating forum. I need your help bad _??_.

Markov my friend, she is gone. Sorry but it seems like she doesn't want you. If she did, she would contact you.

There are billions of other women out there. Just try not to make any moves on the first date btw.

She doesn't want you

Throw designer bags and Louboutin shoes at her.

Markov23,

The only solution to a stubborn people is to do the same thing...

Your problem is you keep pursuing even you're already dumped into garbage. what's wrong with you?

I have feeling pity for you but It's annoying.. I was dumped into garbage as well with a Taurus man

but hey I was glad.. I mean life won't stop this person. It must move and have goal to success.

The world is round... I am pretty sure 1 day you'll gonna say them again.

aren't you excited if that happens.?

1 day you'll gonna see them again..

*her* lol. argggh.

Oh.. Markov, you seem to feel very strongly for this Taurean, but she made it clear that she doesn't want you right now. Play it cool, distance yourself, give her space. Don't wait around for her and she might just come around.