So I'm going to an event where I will see someone I have strong feelings for. We've known each other for a long time but I was emotionally distant and let him do his own thing and see other girls. My feelings came back until I saw him with someone else. My heart broke when he drunkenly kissed another girl last month and I saw. She will be there too tomorrow. I need to stop caring as I know I can do better but it's so difficult seeing them. Mostly it is difficult because he gives me false hope - he gave me something that belonged to his grandfather as a gift ? He blushes when I am around. He creepily took a photo of me at a party when I was speaking to another guy. But I can't expect him just to ditch her. Part of me wants to bail and the other part thinks I need to live my life and see other people. Has anyone been in a similar situation ?
