A season or a reason or a lesson

You came because I willed you, I was lonely and I didn't want to be anymore
I didn't feel you at all at first
But I came back to try
You tried so hard
You cried
I felt so bad and comforted you
I wanted to believe you were the one, but I didn't feel it

You needed me
Why did I need that, why did I want it
Why did I force it
Then I felt it, it wasn't there

So I closed my eyes and pretended all was perfect
No more failures
I can pick you up when your down, I'm strong enough
I want...you need...

Then you wanted and I couldn't give
You left
And I thought I'd failed
and I did...

I failed to honour me and what I want and need
you were here for a season and the reason was my lesson

Thanks guys.

A moment in time
A satisfying hour of short lived pleasure
Feels good right now
but you're better than that and don't need the garbage
take your mind to a better state
there is a better place

Go away
I'm done with you
why do you insist on haunting my dreams
I feel nothing now
and yet you stay

I think that might be the root of many relationships problems..when we fail to be true to ourselves