
DMV
@DMV
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Posted by Black-Mamba
I have been thinking about this a lot lately.
I feel I am way too self-absorbed. I like to venture outside myself and see what's that is like.


Posted by DMV
The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.
Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.
I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.
Then it hit me.
I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.
Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.
She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.
It showed me that evolution is possible.
It's possible to move on and find your happy.
With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.

Posted by 7s
Putting the finishing touches on my application now.

Posted by DMV
The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.
Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.
I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.
Then it hit me.
I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.
Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.
She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.
It showed me that evolution is possible.
It's possible to move on and find your happy.
With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.


Posted by 7s
Putting the finishing touches on my application now.

Posted by WateryGemPosted by DMV
The other day, I was meeting with some girls in a writing workshop and the conversation evolved towards pain.
Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.
I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.
Then it hit me.
I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.
Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.
She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.
It showed me that evolution is possible.
It's possible to move on and find your happy.
With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.
This is what my goal is for my next chapter, I want to truly open myself up and be transparent and not afraid of what someone might do. I want to allow myself the freedom to be 100% not the filtered one.click to expand

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.

Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyReturns
Good for you. It’s not a negative thing to learn lessons from a bad experience to start with but dwelling on it forever is not a path to happiness.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Posted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.click to expand

Posted by Black-MambaPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.
Thank you for this! Gosh I am so tired of this whole what you put out there is what you get.
I swear white people and their fuking privilegeclick to expand

Posted by Mesquite
Where are we headed?

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.
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Posted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.
Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compassclick to expand

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.
Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass
It's not what I believe, it's just how the universe works.click to expand

Posted by ItsSupes2Posted by GemitatiPosted by ItsSupes2
Excellent!
What are your happy married ass about?
Why are you concerned about why I’m happy for DMV? She’s been through alotclick to expand

Posted by MesquitePosted by DMVPosted by Mesquite
Where are we headed?
I'm open to all races.
Chad, Ming, DeSean, Ahmed....
They can all apply
In Mexico my name is Juan, so I don't apply. 🤭click to expand


Posted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoomPosted by DMVPosted by BoomShakalakaBoom
If you evolve into a different type of energy in how you approach life, you WILL attract more of that same new energy to propel you onto a whole new life.
Eh. Not so sure if I believe the whole "energy" concept.
I believe that energy does not matter. Nothing really matters truly. No one is in control. It's all an illusion.
I believe that there are ebb and flows to life.
You could have the best energy and be subjected to trauma after trauma. You could be a lame low life and have the best outcomes with life.
I belive in making better decisions. Better research leads to more informed decision making.
Im not saying that you're wrong in what you believe...I just have different compass
It's not what I believe, it's just how the universe works.
O....K.....
and how do you know that?
How do any of us know that to be true not to be true?click to expand

Posted by Tinnedglass
Keep your expectations real and you may find something worthwhile.







Posted by DMV
A guy asked me why do relationships matter all of a sudden to me.
I had to think about it for a second.
My first thought was, I'm getting older.
Then he asked was it my biological clock that was pressuring me.
I hadn't actually given a thought to having kids. I also started to second guess myself and my desire for a relationship.
Am I looking for a emotional connection or someone to stop the clock. Someone to share the pressure of aging with.
Then I realized that I've spent the majority of my life supporting others quests. I only recently started to love for myself. Pursuing my own interests.
What about my quest?
Do I really want to share the last years of my life mixing my quest with anothers? Cause it's not going to be an equal mixing.
Do I want to give up my quest for a joint quest?
No.


Posted by LostPisces
Whats your midheaven? Its at angles that you can point your change.

Posted by shellshocker
Is this your final decision?


Posted by DMVPosted by shellshocker
Is this your final decision?
Yes. I just struggle with seeing the point of being on life's journey with someone else.
Isn't this my journey?click to expand
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Some of the Women started sharing their pain stories. Divorcee, not feeling attractive, etc.
I didnt share a pain story rather I just wanted to listen.
Then it hit me.
I dont want to be a member of this club. I dont want to be bitter anymore. I dont want to be guarded anymore. Looking from the outside in, I was like woah. This is NOT what I want from myself. I dont want to have that energy. This is the wrong way 4 me.
Then I talked to a scorpio women friend. She went through hell and back with her ex aqua. They had a son and he left her for another woman who he then married.
She was hurt very badly by what happened but now....present day...she is now engaged and traveling with her fiancee. She is the happiest she has ever been.
It showed me that evolution is possible.
It's possible to move on and find your happy.
With that said, I'm now accepting applications for a mate.