maranoid
@maranoid
11 Years
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In the beginning I know he was being real. Idk when it started to go to Hell but it got there quickly. One reason is I can't tolerate lies. I had said from the start I will b. Brutally honest and need that I'm return, he agreed and actually was at first. I can forgive almost anything. And u can tell when someone is pulling back. I had asked if something was wrong, he said no.
anyway to make a long story as short as possible, he suddenly quit talking to me, wouldn't say y he didn't want to c me anymore and cut me off for 2 wks. His car got towed n he thought I did it (i didn't) but I think that was an excuse.
We started talking again and saw eachother but not officially. Fast forward to end of this month. I've seen him every day since beginning of Oct. (just hanging out) and now he starts dissing me in a underhanded way. I called him on it, he denied it. I'm not stupid or blind. I have told him I'm still in love with him even though my head is telling me to run. I honestly can't get him out of my heart or mind. I wake with thoughts of him and go to sleep the same way. It's tearing me apart.
On Dec. 24 I found out he saw his ex in Aug. And that was it. I asked if he slept with her and believe he didn't. He said we were broken up but we were still together, although on shaky ground.
I'd like to know if aqua guys lie for convenience. U c, no matter the topic he can word things where he is innocent either way....so frustrating! Also, if u r asked a question do u normally reply with the truth first and if asked again switch Ur answer?
I am seriously fucked up because of this and don't know how to handle it.
Please please help! I am a Leo, born 8/12/65 approx. 4-5am in Santa Monica, ca