So issue with the aqua love of my life.

Ok so my aqua soulmates mates

They ignore me. Whenever they see me. It's not in my head. They have done it several times. WTF?

I adore this guy would do anything for him. But it's really getting to me.

This gf of his was outside the coffee shop. And all and sundry wanted to bring my attention to her why i dunno i have no idea who the fuck she is really ...but anyway ..she looks right at me and nada nothing not a hello ..nothing so RUDE

And then the other day I see his mate running by me ...nothing. And again he was in the pub with another mate and I was above drawing. It's as if they don't know me at all.

I love this Aqua guy. Why the coldness? It hurts me ...cancer sensitivity. I guess his virgo moon does not see this.

And another time i went to meet a girl in a cafe another mate of his turned up and knew her sister nodded ...yet to me nothing? But that's ok i don't like them anything.

I mean I am pretty sure i will be in this aqua guys life forever ....and ever.

WTF—

Why the coldness. ??

I mean constantly they turn up in my life and people draw attention to them ....and yet nothing. I have no fucking clue who these people are. Nor where he got them from.

Not a clue.

Or maybe I am the stalker I dunno. Maybe...........I DON'T KNOW HIM AT ALL. Not a fucking clue who he is. My aqua man of mystery. I know we love each other though...of that solid concrete fact I am certain.

I could look them up and take an interest....but i could not be arsed......maybe THAT is the very issue. I need to take interest in their interests and hobbies and things they like and take note of things they like when all and saundry point them out to me. Well like DUh cancer girl what is wrong with you!

I would tell my Aqua guy to fuck off ....I mean I love him. But right now i cannot bring myself to look at a picture of his face .....

I draw him a lot ..mostly in these drawings ..he is dead that is true...is this A SIGN?? A Prophetic sign of our love—

He does not believe i can draw...well actually he does not care because he does not actually fucking know me ..he could not give a fucking shit.

have you ever fallen in love ... a deep deep ..special love. ..with someone ...you have never met?

I love this guy so much it hurts.

Posted by BlondeAmbition
I love this guy so much it hurts.

I stress. this.

You're creepy. For fucks sake maybe you should just say hi

Posted by starwars

Posted by BlondeAmbition
I would tell my Aqua guy to fuck off ....I mean I love him. But right now i cannot bring myself to look at a picture of his face .....

I draw him a lot ..mostly in these drawings ..he is dead that is true...is this A SIGN?? A Prophetic sign of our love—

He does not believe i can draw...well actually he does not care because he does not actually fucking know me ..he could not give a fucking shit.

im so confused

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That is understandable. Don't worry about it. :-)

Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11
You're creepy. For fucks sake maybe you should just say hi

Oh they never respond to me.

I do say hi.

You need help... Please go seek it.

Posted by justagirl
You need help... Please go seek it.

I will.

No actually THEY are the crazy ones.

Posted by VirgowScorpiMoon
I have no idea what this is all about lol At first was about an aqua bf then turns out he doesn't even know you? What the heck...

😄 No we love each other...or maybe i just love him who knows

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Posted by justagirl
You need help... Please go seek it.

I will.

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😆

obsession 101.

scary!!!! 😆

well at least you aren't harassing him.

you're stalking him in a secretive way.

i think if you were actually harassing him in reality he'd call the cops on you. lol

this is just fan-girling obsession.

I told him my true feelings on fb just a few mins ago. He prob needs time to process. Silence can say a lot you know. I hope he listens and sees I am so so genuine. And I know we can work through this.

It's just such a nerve wracking time. I know I only sent the message moments ago. But I am just dying for his reply the waiting is like ....killing me.

I told him I loved him. That i see us marrying and having kids.

He told me the first time we spoke he loved me. I know it's real. I just need to be patient. And perhaps make more of an effort to get on with his friends. Reach out to them more.

I fbed him some pictures...to show him my feels and some wedding ideas we had talked about that before