What the funk?

Are there any Aquas out there that are in a funk? I went on a friends boat this past Saturday, and have been looking forward to it. I was having fun, then all of a sudden, it's as if a switch was flipped, and I was over it. I didn't feel anything, I didn't want to talk to anyone, I just felt this negative cloud hover over me.

Then yesterday, I was having a good day and was in the jacuzzi with some friends, and BAM, the switch flipped again. I went from goofy and fun to flat lining. I literally had nothing to say and no desire to participate in having fun anymore. My friends kept asking what was wrong, and why was I acting weird. I asked them to stop asking and to just let me be.

It's the oddest thing, I've never experienced such a strong "funk" pull over me. If I get in a weird mood, I'm able to shake it right away, this was just so odd, and it happened twice doing things I love doing.

Maybe you just need some alone time that's what always makes me feel better after that happens. It's like people just drain us because we make sure every ones have a good time or is well.

Sometimes I get into funks like if I'm drinking and the alcohol isn't hitting me right I know its gonna be a bumpy night??_..I hate it when having fun becomes a chore usually if I'm at a club I'll lie and say I'm going to the toilet and go for the exit my friends are used to it lol.

Yeah, I think some alone time is what I need. It's like I want to be in the mix with friends and not miss out on anything, but this weekend when I was there, I just wasn't feeling it. And well, I just can't fake fun. I suppose it just make me a bit nervous with how quickly that switch is flipped and there's no turning back...hahaha, usually that just happens in relationships for me.

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Yeah, I think some alone time is what I need. It's like I want to be in the mix with friends and not miss out on anything, but this weekend when I was there, I just wasn't feeling it. And well, I just can't fake fun. I suppose it just make me a bit nervous with how quickly that switch is flipped and there's no turning back...hahaha, usually that just happens in relationships for me.

lol that last part xD

Not really, in regards to anything being on my mind. I'm just finding that with each day, I'm caring less and less. A friend texts me to tell me about this or that... um, I don't really care. A friend says they will call and they don't... I don't care. However, I would be upset back in the day. A friend will text me and say things that would normally get me going and push my buttons (they know what they are doing)... I don't care and just respond with a text of "I like turtles" and ignore the rest of the button pushing texts. Not sure whats going on.