I got some terrible news today got to hear my Virgo friend has committed suicide

I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.

I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now

she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

So sorry for your loss.

RIP 🖤

Posted by Timon
So sorry to hear that. My condolences. ❤Made me think of Jim Carrie's ex who also committed suicide. She had virgo sun and moon too. They can be very critical of themselves. 😢

I feel terrible like i could have done more for her but she never allowed me to help her but she was open to me the most of all the other people she knew i have been through so much with her i just can't understand it

Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
You know stay strong. Idk, but we all do our best and give our best and sometimes things go awry. People make their own decisions and act on them and there isn't a lot we can do about it... Don't be hard on yourself... I hope she finds peace.

I am not trying to but the past few month 5 people have been talking about suicide to me

maybe it's chiron in my 8th house but i always have people around me that want to commit suicide

it feels like a curse like am i there to help them ? or what is it

I'm sorry for your loss. May she find the peace she was looking for.

So sorry to hear this 😥

Be gentle with yourself...she will always be with you

💙

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Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
You know stay strong. Idk, but we all do our best and give our best and sometimes things go awry. People make their own decisions and act on them and there isn't a lot we can do about it... Don't be hard on yourself... I hope she finds peace.

I am not trying to but the past few month 5 people have been talking about suicide to me

maybe it's chiron in my 8th house but i always have people around me that want to commit suicide

it feels like a curse like am i there to help them ? or what is it

That's harsh!!! Idk how you manage, I have a friend who tries to do it once in six or seven months and I'm her first line of contact. She calls me when she attempts and it drives me insane... She literally puts me through hell during those few hours...

Idk how you do it. What are their signs? My friend is an Aqua and that surprises me so much. That an aqua would attempt...

Yeah Chiron and your 8th house makes sense. You have turned that energy to heal others... Idk if it's a curse or a gift💙

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My other friends who talked about suicide were leo with gemini moon, sagittarius with sagittarius moon ,scorpio ,cancer ,pisces moon in leo , leo moon in capricorn actually 7 people

Posted by MyStarsShine
So sorry to hear this 😥

Be gentle with yourself...she will always be with you

💙

I wish i could contact her and ask her why and what was going on in her head

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by MyStarsShine
So sorry to hear this 😥

Be gentle with yourself...she will always be with you

💙

I wish i could contact her and ask her why and what was going on in her head

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You may get some insight eventually...give it time

❤️

(((Hugs))))

Posted by dewiklaessen26
I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.

I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now

she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

im sorry to hear of that, dewik condolences.

tell us too what happened. why did she go this far to do that?

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by dewiklaessen26
I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.

I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now

she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

im sorry to hear of that, dewik condolences.

tell us too what happened. why did she go this far to do that?

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When she was 13 she would often cut herself and told me that she woke up in bed naked with her stepdad and her mom standing next to her she thought she was drugged among that she was always very introverted she was well outspoken but she was always a bit reserved i have laughed and cried with her a lot but she always had this very sad aura like she was always depressed and i always tried to talk into her and she would listen but since we live a halve hour away from each other and i had my own issues i could not be there for her she was always busy with work and she isolated herself often drinked a lot of alcohol but never went and socialized besides with the colleagues she had

Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
You know stay strong. Idk, but we all do our best and give our best and sometimes things go awry. People make their own decisions and act on them and there isn't a lot we can do about it... Don't be hard on yourself... I hope she finds peace.

I am not trying to but the past few month 5 people have been talking about suicide to me

maybe it's chiron in my 8th house but i always have people around me that want to commit suicide

it feels like a curse like am i there to help them ? or what is it

That's harsh!!! Idk how you manage, I have a friend who tries to do it once in six or seven months and I'm her first line of contact. She calls me when she attempts and it drives me insane... She literally puts me through hell during those few hours...

Idk how you do it. What are their signs? My friend is an Aqua and that surprises me so much. That an aqua would attempt...

Yeah Chiron and your 8th house makes sense. You have turned that energy to heal others... Idk if it's a curse or a gift💙

My other friends who talked about suicide were leo with gemini moon, sagittarius with sagittarius moon ,scorpio ,cancer ,pisces moon in leo , leo moon in capricorn actually 7 people

Do they really mean it or they toy with the idea?

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some of them were toying with is but some of them also had depression for a longer time

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by dewiklaessen26
I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.

I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now

she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

im sorry to hear of that, dewik condolences.

tell us too what happened. why did she go this far to do that?

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I get a phonecall later today then i will know more about it

Posted by dewiklaessen26

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by dewiklaessen26
I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.

I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now



she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

im sorry to hear of that, dewik condolences.

tell us too what happened. why did she go this far to do that?

When she was 13 she would often cut herself and told me that she woke up in bed naked with her stepdad and her mom standing next to her she thought she was drugged among that she was always very introverted she was well outspoken but she was always a bit reserved i have laughed and cried with her a lot but she always had this very sad aura like she was always depressed and i always tried to talk into her and she would listen but since we live a halve hour away from each other and i had my own issues i could not be there for her she was always busy with work and she isolated herself often drinked a lot of alcohol but never went and socialized besides with the colleagues she had

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that is very sad. she really needed someone to be there for her, yes. but dont beat yourself up either. you too were not in the right place at that time. did her parents contact you about her funeral arrangements? maybe you can write a poem or a speech about her life and how you knew her.

I'm so sorry.

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Posted by dewiklaessen26
I knew her since we were 13 she was my bestie at age 17 we both went seperate ways and later on we found each other back last time i have seen her was last year and haven't spoken to her in 2 months or so.
I knew she was struggling and she was always a bit different then others and i knew that when she was younger she would cut her wrists but i never imagined she would take her own life so soon like that.

She is a virgo with virgo moon and scorpio ascendant but had a stellium in the 10th house probably i wanna find out what caused her to go this far she always looked up to me and said i had a lot of wisdom right now i feel i could have done more for her this is the 2th friend that i lose now



she was born on 7th of september 1991

May she rest in peace and may she shine brighter then any other star i wish things were different it hurts me so much

im sorry to hear of that, dewik condolences.

tell us too what happened. why did she go this far to do that?

When she was 13 she would often cut herself and told me that she woke up in bed naked with her stepdad and her mom standing next to her she thought she was drugged among that she was always very introverted she was well outspoken but she was always a bit reserved i have laughed and cried with her a lot but she always had this very sad aura like she was always depressed and i always tried to talk into her and she would listen but since we live a halve hour away from each other and i had my own issues i could not be there for her she was always busy with work and she isolated herself often drinked a lot of alcohol but never went and socialized besides with the colleagues she had

that is very sad. she really needed someone to be there for her, yes. but dont beat yourself up either. you too were not in the right place at that time. did her parents contact you about her funeral arrangements? maybe you can write a poem or a speech about her life and how you knew her. click to expand

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I can go to the funeral but i don't want too she always told me how her sister always blamed her and nobody in her family understood her that she woke up naked in bed with her stepdad and mom standing next to her her mom was an alcoholic and her dad too but her dad died because of alcohol. But she wanted to be as far away from family as she could because she didn't feel like they loved her. And specially with all those fake people that all of a sudden care but never cared before makes me disgusted.

Aww man, this is hard to hear.

Suicide is the worst thing ever, and I hate to hear that she felt that way about her family, as though they didn't love her. Did she ever go to get help from a professional?

My sister is a virgo and i worry about her a lot. I can't speak of all virgos but it seems their low points can be extremely low.

I feel for you 🌷❤️ Sorry to hear