This Retrograde is Effecting Earth's Law

It's like a bad signal Earth's receiving from Mercury because it's moving so slow.

The most easiest and simplest things have been a chore dis past week, even some things I enjoy.. I hope y'all CAN'T relate. Some of the shit that livid me would triggered OCD folkes and people that fight inanimate objects.

Yesterday I was making my bed and saw a bandaid stuck to my blanket. Band aids are like under wear in my life, they are always needed. I'm about to wash my spreads but then I went to rip the band-aid off the blanket first. My blanket is a low fur, cotton fabric so maybe this had something to do with it, but I fuckin can't even lie.. It's like something was happening beyond my human power that prevented me from pulling, peeling, and ripping the this fuckin band-aid off my blanket. I tried to dig under it, pull it with my nails, peel it.. Damn near ripped my nails out the finger. I couldn't believe how sticky that bandaid was.. Because I know any other time that shit wouldn't have been redundantly actioned. It would have worked, and I'm not even saying because of the retrograde that it didn't.. It was just one or those very small random things we don't ever think about twice as if was like taking out the trash or cooking.. But I keep thinking about how fuckin weird that was and the band-aid is still there, even washed it. Band-aids gross af, even if it hasn't been used.. It's just instinct to treat it like it's blood and puss on it. So when I see it, it bothers me and I know it might bother one of my little mamas. Just gonna be a band-aid stuck on my comfy blanket for as long as I have it?

Hell nawl, and today I had a bag of party mix peanuts. I ripped the first bag open just fine, but then the second bag was like trying to rip a Bible or a sheet of leather. I pulled, ripped, tore it.. It did not open, and again it felt like a force was going against me or a signal was not being picked up to give this law any energy.

I believe it's the R. I also can't remember shit, been having short term memories .. Despite that I do drink and smoke, but I always remember.

Somethin in the air

Shits been happening in a way that somebody would throw their hands up at God/the Universe like "fuck, I can't do that?!"

Shits been happening in a way that somebody would throw their hands up at God/the Universe like "fuck, I can't do that either?!"

Yawn

I never ever ever believed the hype. This time? Woah. Has to be something.

i hate it soooo much. I feel sooooo weird. I feel like im losing my mind. Nothing is going great, everything is sooo slow and yea the bandaid thing is deff annoying and its small stuff like that that just irritates you. I feel so on edge.